Chapter 232: Bai Yueguang, who has the responsibility to protect himself

"But as long as I'm here, I'll make it for you to eat, and when you go to bed, I'll go grocery shopping!" Eat enough for you at night, it just so happens that you have a hangover now, you can't eat, and you will want to eat at night when you wake up! Well? ”

I smiled abruptly, "You're not my cook, you're my stomach, you know what I want to eat!" ”

"Of course! I also have hangovers! Of course you know what it's like! He smiled calmly, sunny, with white teeth.

"Have you drunk too much? When? I deliberately pressed him.

"There is no reason for a man not to drink, just don't drink every day, that is drunk! Or! He turned again, lifted the lid of the pot in which the porridge was cooking, and looked at it.

Somewhat moved, I walked over and hugged him from behind, and I could clearly feel that he stiffened.

At that moment, I was a little frightened, which he had never experienced before.

"Brother Haonan......" I involuntarily screamed.

"Hmm!" He didn't look back.

I didn't have the courage to say what I was going to say, so I just stood with him in my arms for a long time.

Or did he turn around first and look down at me, "Xingchen, eat first, huh?" Don't have an empty stomach for too long, let's talk about it when we're done. ”

"Hmm!" My gaze surveyed his face, never more cautious than ever.

He laughed and leaned over and kissed me on the forehead.

"Alright, come!" He took me by the hand, sat me down at the table, and then turned back to get two bowls of porridge.

Then I brought chopsticks and spoons, sat opposite me, I patronized and examined his face, I didn't know, why the porridge is so fragrant, it turned out to be lean porridge, and shredded green vegetables, very good-looking.

"It smells so good!" I shouted with joy.

When I looked up at him, he happened to look over too, and his eyes were full of love.

"Little glutton, eat! After eating, go to bed! He said to me.

"Good!" I was very well-behaved and struggled to take a bite, a faint salty porridge, delicious and not like words.

"Brother Haonan, don't you have anything to ask me?" I looked up at him at the porridge.

He looked at me with a warm face, "No, I know that the stars are measured, and besides, how do you choose, I will still be there, and occasionally I can let you eat the food I cooked, this has nothing to do with Tianyu!" ”

I raised my eyes and looked at him with questions, and before I could say anything more, he continued, "I know, you don't like me like this, you like me domineering!" ”

Of course I thought so.

"However, I have also thought about this matter for a long time, I love you! Love it so much! Any idea when it started? ”

I looked at him, it was no secret, but I had never asked him such a question, and today he took the initiative to say it.

He looked at me and looked at him, smiled dotingly, and put a piece of small vegetables mixed with red oil on my porridge, green shredded vegetables, bright red red oil, white rice porridge, and a little diced meat, which was very beautiful.

It was quite appetizing, and I couldn't help scooping up the side dish with a spoon and putting it in my mouth, well! It smells so good.

Then continue to look at him.

"That was another time, to Tianyu's house, that day the driver sent me to the door of their Xiao Mansion and was in a hurry to leave, I walked in alone, that is I haven't been to Xiao House for a long time, because I went to live with my aunt in Singapore with my mother for a long time! I just came back, and I went to Tianyu! ”

Qin Haonan's appearance was very pleasant, and he seemed to have returned to his memories, looking intoxicated.

"I saw you standing under the veranda in the distance, wearing a sunset red dress, standing on the grass, holding something in your hand, looking very seriously, long black hair, red skirt, green grass, very beautiful!"

I can't even remember when that was.

"All I heard was a cry from Tianyu calling you, 'Stars!' You're crispy' The moment I looked back, I realized that you are so beautiful! It was a shock! ”

He admired the little fairy-like girl.

"Surprised, I saw you drift away in a flash, fleeting, I hurried over, and I saw you and Xiao Tianyu on the swing, and two workers were busy, you and Tianyu didn't know what they were talking about, and they smiled so brightly."

Qin Haonan smiled warmly and long, "That was the first time I saw you!" I thought to myself, I haven't been gone for a long time, why is there such a beautiful girl in Xiao Mansion, and I came back to Xiao Mansion because I am an overseas child of the Xiao family! ”

I was thinking about it, but it was hard to remember that it was that time, there were too many memories in the Xiao Mansion and too many and too mixed.

"That's when I remembered your name and knew your name was the star. It was only later that I learned that you were the daughter of the Lin family in Qingcheng! ”

Qin Haonan smiled and joked, "When I was particularly discouraged, why didn't my father cooperate with the Lin family." ”

I laughed and had a good time.

"At that time, I may not have been in the Xiao family for a long time, that is to say, the Xiao family and the Lin family may not have been cooperating for a long time at that time!"

I also recalled saying to Qin Haonan.

"Well, I guess so! In short, I wanted to go to Xiao's house like a demon, but I found that Xiao Tianyu protected you like food, and I didn't leave an inch, so I had to follow you silently! ”

"But I can't get used to his monopoly on you, and he will warn you if you talk to you a lot, which makes me very unhappy. How can there be such a thing? This is also too overbearing! ”

Qin Haonan laughed as he spoke, laughing very unconvinced, unconvinced!

He advised me, "Eat! Don't be stunned! ”

I continued to eat porridge, and he added some to me.

"Since then, I have been a little unwilling, I always want to see you, and I also hope to take care of you like Xiao Tianyu and be by your side!"

Qin Haonan took care of me to eat and continued.

"So, I don't care how Xiao Tianyu hates me, I'm also by your side, what he doesn't let you do, I just let you do it, he doesn't allow you to eat, I like to watch you eat...... In short, it's against his will, and I'm happy when I see you happy! ”

He smiled mischievously, "Actually, a lot of the time, I do it on purpose!" ”

I looked helplessly at Qin Haonan's wanton smile.

"That's when it began, I guess Tianyu already hates me! After following you like this for a few years, he couldn't bear it. ”

At this time, Qin Haonan remembered that there seemed to be some schadenfreude at that time.

"Finally one time, after I bought you a doll you like, Xiao Tianyu was no longer silent, and what they said happened, we had a decisive battle!"

"Is that before you went to the United States?" I looked at him and asked.

"Haha, in fact, it's not that serious, all males are like this, they all want to fight for what they like once, of course I want to fight for it too, but he said to me, "Qin Haonan, don't even think about it, take advantage of your heart!" ”

He laughed and I laughed.

"It's really ridiculous to think about it back then, in fact, I know you like him, but I just don't want to face this fact, like now!" Qin Haonan looked at me.

I paused there, frozen, and did not refute Qin Haonan's words.

"So, Xingchen, I can't be domineering, if in such a situation, even if we enter the palace of marriage, you ask yourself, Xingchen, are you happy?"

Qin Haonan looked at me helplessly, "Actually, I was already preconceived from the beginning, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't replace the shadow that was ingrained in your heart." ”

I lowered my eyelashes, thinking about the reason for the argument.

"I know, many times, you are contradictory, you can't deny it, in the past 5 years, you have relied on me, and there was even a period of time when you didn't want to leave me at all!" Qin Haonan looked at me and said affectionately.

"This is my greatest happiness! I'm so content to be by your side for so long, without anyone disturbing me! But I can't selfishly dominate you and tie you to my side, that immorality will also make you miserable. ”

I still eat porridge, it's delicious, and Qin Haonan's words have entered my heart word by word.

"That's why I told you, it's up to you to choose, don't be swayed by any factors, do what you are happy about, everything is really like a revelation, the Xiang family has been punished as it should be, although Xiang Li'an is still at large, but I believe it won't be too long to accept him!"

After a pause, Qin Haonan reached out and grabbed my hand, held it in his palm, and said meaningfully.

"Xingchen, start your new life! Don't waste your life, enjoy the happiness you deserve, I mean, of course, it has to be the happiness you really want! Don't confuse family affection with love! Don't let down the one who has been loving you so hard! ”

"Brother Haonan, I ......"

"Xingchen, learn to let go, in fact, Brother Hao Nan clearly understands, I have become your burden, if you are carrying it, you will lose the happiness you want!"

He squeezed my hand hard, his eyes like a ray of light, warming me.

"Brother Hao Nan only hopes that you are happy! I don't have the luxury of expecting so much, since the day I saved you, I didn't want to tie you up because of this, I just want you to live, I want you to live a wonderful life, I have the responsibility to protect the white moonlight in my heart and make her more pure! ”

Qin Haonan's voice is so warm and bitter, but I know that he must be bitter in his heart.

"Brother Haonan, but I don't want to leave you, I want to be by your side, only by your side, I am relaxed and happy!" My eyes were filled with tears.

Qin Haonan didn't dare to look at my eyes, lowered his head, his hand was still holding my hand, and the warm big hand conveyed a kind of warmth and security.

"I can't live without you ......"

I choked up, "I'm going to be scared!" ”

Qin Haonan raised his head repeatedly and looked at me, but his eyes were red!

"Xingchen, didn't say I would leave you! I promise that I will always be there, and I will not disappear in your life, I am still Brother Haonan, or your guardian! You can see me at any time, I can cook for you at any time, I'll be there! ”

He looked at me, and in an instant, there was a sparkle on his eyelashes.

"Brother Haonan......"