On December 17, 2012, Chiba wrote a journal on whether to be a teacher or not, "The Positive and Negative Dialogue of the Teacher of Two Voices".

"The Positive and Negative Dialogue of the Teacher of Two Voices"

I know, since you were hit hard in Yangjiaqiao Town, you haven't been on the podium to give a lecture again, right, what are you afraid of, Xiaoyun was defeated, Guihui was defeated, so what, are you a man who was frustrated because of this?

Is it scary to be denied?

Is it scary to memorize basic chemistry? Physics better?

Or is it the introverted personality that makes you have nothing to do?

Is it scary not to be able to speak in front of everyone?

Is it scary to not be able to teach a good lecture to students?

Or is that self inside you scary?

If you find chemistry hard to remember, just try to understand it more; If you envy the good of physics, you just have to try to find its shortcomings; If you are introverted and shy, just talk to people or girls more; If you feel uncomfortable speaking in front of everyone, just don't miss every opportunity to speak in a solemn place; If you are afraid of being denied, you just need to train yourself enough to gain the approval of others. If you are afraid of the self in your body, you just need to be strong enough to defeat him. Even if you don't believe in other people, just puff up your chest and shout like this, you are such a man in my mind.

Someone said, "It's really a blessing to go on the road with a thirst for knowledge." Hit the road with a heart that makes a fool of yourself, and you will have a major breakthrough. When you lift your feet and try to run away, it's not the event itself that scares you away, it's yourself. ＂

No matter how much you worry, it's useless, if you don't have a 100% suitable career, you will inevitably have some defects, and your psychology teacher won't have taught you these little common sense.

But understanding and practice are always different, I know that there is no 100% suitable profession in this world, and I also know how important it is to have the right values, so I also intend to understand that this is the world we live in, this is the third time I have joined the teaching organization, and now it also makes me realize that my personality is not suitable for being a teacher.

I didn't expect you to be so fragile and a man.

I used to be a very extroverted child, but due to the vicissitudes of the environment in the later years, I gradually began to change, and I didn't like to talk much in front of outsiders and didn't like to stay with others. With more than 10 years of history, it is basically impossible to change.

Are you afraid of failure?

Chiba, was the girl told that she couldn't fight back and ran away?

I'm annoyed, I'm too lazy to talk about it, and besides, I'm not a woman.

Yes, but you're not a man, you're just a coward, even if you don't be a teacher, but teaching and educating people will continue to exist, someone has to do it, and your students will always go to other teachers' classrooms to listen to lectures and learn, and then your students may learn very poorly, but if your students' teachers are you at that time, maybe you can learn better, this time as long as you self-reflect and learn a lesson, then next time you will explain better, if you really think about the students, you should think about how to escape before thinking, For the sake of students to think about how to make themselves better, this time is the real Chinese way, you coward!

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Now, more and more people are beginning to pay attention to their hearts, begin to listen to their hearts, and pursue the meaning of life, especially some women around them. I think this phenomenon is very good. The human individual always needs to awaken, and always needs to take care of the most important thing in that soul - the heart.

"Hearing your inner voice" is a very abstract state. Everyone listens differently and hears differently. The sound is there all the time, how can we hear it, how can we hear it?

Let's start with "what it means to hear?"

It can sometimes be difficult to discern whether those voices are really coming from the heart, or if they are our boring illusions, or even if they are at work with our latent desires. So, how can you tell if we "heard"?

In the book "The Ringing Cedars of Russia", the author asks Anastasia:

"Is there anything that can help us tell if the sound is good or bad?"

"When you hear more than just words, when suddenly a feeling flashes, and something rises in your heart, your eyes are filled with tears of joy; When you feel a burst of warmth, a tasteful sound appears in your heart; When you feel the impulse and need to create, the desire to be purified, you can confirm that you are hearing a light mind. ”

So, "heard" needs to use ours

"Feeling" to experience, not "mind" to analyze.

As for "how to be heard", it seems to be more difficult because it involves a process.

"It's a tough heart to deal with." Paul. Coelho said this in the book "The Fantastic Journey of the Shepherd Boy". I couldn't agree more. Have we ever wondered how the mind can become "ineffective"?

The heart belongs to each of our souls, it is with us day and night, and it is supposed to be one with us. It becomes difficult to deal with because we ignore it. Just like a child who has been born, if the parents just give birth and do not raise it, do you think the child will be very close to the parents? In the same way, our hearts have been ignored by us for too long, for too long, for how long? This length of time is not just from the birth of you and me to the present, but the existence of the whole human race to the present, and we need to pay attention to it collectively. Now that we've ignored it for so long, it's not so easy to get close to it.

However, although it is difficult to deal with, it has never left us. It keeps making noises, hoping to get our attention. But we will still not do what it wants, and then we will be hit, because that is not what the heart wants us to do, and it will one day shout for us to listen to it.

As a result, we become anxious, bored, depressed, and negative, our minds lose their aura, and our external bodies look lifeless.

We have also become ourselves who are not ourselves.

What do we need to do?

Many people will say, "Just listen to your heart and follow your heart!" ”

But that voice is really hard to hear, isn't it? Because we have long been accustomed to ignoring it, sometimes we can't discern its sound, and we can't understand it in time. Is it "too quiet"?

Whispering or loud depends on the tranquility of your mind space, and has nothing to do with its decibels.

How to understand?

Let's take an analogy:

We threw an embroidery needle on the road, and we had no idea that such an action would cause a sound, because the sound from the outside was so loud that it covered the vibrations generated by the needle touching the ground. The space of our minds, sometimes like this big road, is bustling with all kinds of sounds, but the real voice that comes from the heart is masked.

We then threw the needle in a room lit with Zen incense in a temple deep in the mountains. There are no lights, you sit cross-legged, your eyes closed, the afterglow of the setting sun faintly penetrates through the cracks of the door, and the shadows of sparse bamboo leaves, swaying softly. At this time, there is only you in the room, the afterglow, the incense, the shadow, and the breath. The needle dropped, and you'll clearly hear the crisp sound of it hitting the ground. What a clear vibration! It has the potential to shatter the dream you're weaving, or it has the potential to pull you back from afar.

The needle is still the same needle, it's just that you've changed.

If you change, you can "hear".

We don't need to let our hearts shout higher decibels, we want to "hear", but we silence the voices around you, and that sound will be brighter.

When we were children, the space of the heart was seren, and we were in sync with it, like our shadow with ourselves.