Huo Sijin's heart was trembling, it was true that she had lost hope for the relationship with Zhanhuai for three years.

She and him are destined to be lost, she thinks that it will be difficult for the two worlds to intersect with him, and she can also let go of the suffering in her heart and lose the dragon and phoenix.

However, people are so strange, just like liking something, knowing that it will not belong to her, but that thing is there, and she looks at it from a distance even if she can't have it, it is a thousand things, but once someone takes that thing into her arms, in her opinion, that thing betrays her.

It's not mine, but it can't be someone else's, Miss Sun was unworthy back then, so she died at a young age, which is unblessed.

Huo Sijin trembled his fingers, pointed at Mama Yan and said, "You are talking nonsense, you are talking nonsense!" ”

Mama Yan gave her a contemptuous look, turned around and left.

Huo Sijin threw himself on the bed, tears wetting the kang mattress.

Before the Queen Mother got married, the Zhan family set up a girl from the Sun family for Zhanhuai, and she didn't feel sad at that time, on the contrary, she was still complacent, because she didn't want to marry Zhanhuai, a martial artist.

Although she saw Zhanhuai with her own eyes later, there were ripples in her heart, she only felt sorry for herself, blaming herself for being young and ignorant, missing such a good marriage in vain, and missing such a good person as Zhanhuai.

But now, she Yunying is unmarried, but Zhanhuai is engaged to another woman after the death of the Sun girl.

And that woman is just a helpless orphan girl with a low background!

Regardless of her character and appearance, or her family background, what is she inferior to that orphan girl?

An orphan girl, who grew up in a rural place like the northwest, without her father's discipline and mother's teaching, how is she different from a rural village woman?

Where can she compare with her, a noble girl in the capital?

By the way, it is said that the woman's parents left a rich family property, and the woman was worried that she would not be able to keep these family properties, so she climbed to Zhanhuai, which was nothing more than a fancy to the power and fame of Zhanhuai and the Zhan family.

What is the difference between such a utilitarian woman and the fireworks green Lou leaning on the door and laughing?

Thinking of this, Huo Sijin cried.

Her crying frightened Cui Wei.

Cui Wei has been waiting for Huo Sijin since she was a child, she has never seen Huo Sijin cry, whether she is wronged or afraid, Huo Sijin is silently crying, and sometimes she doesn't even dare to let people see her crying.

Miss has been greatly wronged, Cui Wei's heart is sour, she knelt in front of Huo Sijin, and said in a sad voice: "Miss, why don't you go to the Wentang again." ”

Huo Sijin shook her head, she had already gone to Sicheng several times, but Sicheng still had no news.

When she needed him the most, he was not by her side, just like when she was a child, she was lonely in the nunnery, but he was a beautiful son in the turbid world.

The corners of Huo Sijin's mouth moved, Sicheng was her relative, but so what?

Enough crying, she sat up, wiped the tears from her face, and said to Cui Wei: "Go to the kitchen and get a boiled egg to reduce the swelling for me." ”

She can't just be decadent, Zhanhuai marries a country woman, she can't marry Yuan Weiyun who can't support the wall in the mud.

She sat in front of the bookcase, wrote a letter of worship with her own handwriting, and asked people to send it to the princess's mansion, and she asked to see the eldest princess Fangyi.

After sending the post away, Huo Sijin sat quietly under the window, picked up a Western glass rake mirror, and looked at the beauty with willow eyebrows and phoenix eyes and pink cheeks in the mirror, and she exhaled a long breath.

The woman who is married to Zhanhuai must not be as good as hers, definitely.

And the women in Queen Qing's house are just decorations.

She was born in the Huo family of Longxi clan, her father and brother are famous in the world, and her brother is a rare three-yuan and first, her father was the elder of the pavilion, and now he is a member of the second grade, the clear stream of the peach and plum manjing division, she is the eldest daughter of the Huo family, since she was a child, she has been filial piety to her mother in the nunnery since she was a child, she is good at piano and chess, good at calligraphy, she is in charge of the house for two or three years, and it is more than enough to be a housewife.

Therefore, she is destined to marry the prince and grandson.

Her back straightened slowly, but her gaze deepened.

Soon, at the flower viewing party of the eldest princess Fangyi, she "accidentally" bumped into King Qing.

She was so ashamed that she couldn't face herself, her pretty face with exquisite makeup was as red as a spring flower in March, but that day she wore plain clothes, and her face was even more delicate.

She felt King Qing's body in front of her stagnate slightly, and his gaze stayed on her face for a moment, then he clenched his fists and apologized, and left in a hurry.

She sadly hid behind the flower tree and cried, some sharp-eyed people saw it, some people exclaimed, and some people rushed to inform their respective masters, but after a while, all the people who came to participate in the flower viewing party knew that the eldest girl of the Huo family in Huaishu Hutong collided with King Qing.

In other words, it was Qing Wangye who collided with the Huo family girl, in short, the two were hugging each other at the time, and Qing Wangye also supported Huo girl.

The eldest princess Fangyi was chatting with several ladies with status, and when she heard the maids talking about it in a panic, her face changed, and she hurriedly asked people to find Huo Sijin.

The maids searched around the garden, and found her almost fainting crying behind a flowering tree.

Back in the house, Huo Sijin went to see her father Huo Jiang, she told Huo Jiang about today's incident, and said that everyone present already knew, I am afraid that in just a few days, there will be gossip in the capital, no matter what, she doesn't want to discuss marriage with the Yuan family at this time, otherwise even if the Yuan family doesn't say anything now, she will marry in the future, and she will have to mention this matter.

She is the daughter of the Huo family, she has the arrogance of the Huo family, she doesn't want to be talked about by her in-laws, even if she wants to discuss with the Yuan family, she has to wait until this matter is calm.

Huo Jiang didn't expect such a thing to happen, he stared at Huo Sijin coldly, as if he wanted to see her in the bones.

Huo Sijin will never forget the way her father looked at her at this moment, there was remorse, sadness, disgust, and more self-blame in those eyes.

At that moment, it suddenly occurred to her that her father should know what was going on, and he should have seen what she was thinking.

But so what? Can he still identify his daughter as deliberately throwing herself into King Qing's arms in front of the public?

Huo Jiang couldn't, Huo Sijin had already guessed that his father would not do this.

The face of his scholar made him unable to do this, and the face of his father made him unable to do so.

She straightened up, raised her head slightly, looked at her father in front of her, pursed the corners of her mouth, and didn't say a word.

After a long time, Huo Jiang sat down dejectedly, his expression tired, as if he had suddenly aged ten years.

He waved his hand at her and said weakly, "You go out." ”

She smiled and saluted her father, then walked out of his study with her head held high.

As soon as her feet stepped over the threshold, she heard her father's muttering behind her: "Xie Chan, you gave me a good daughter." ”