Chapter 51 The Red Mansion is cold across the rain
After dinner, Mu Feng cleaned up the things and used it as his and Mu Yun's room.
Because, Mu Yun has just fallen asleep with a fever now, and Liu Ye does not let her move, so as not to wake her up.
So, this night, Liu Ye and Mu Yun rested in Liu Ye's room.
Ye Yixing also went back to his room to study, and he had to read every night before going to bed, which was his habit.
In the middle of the night, Liu Ye lay on the bed tossing and turning and still couldn't sleep.
I don't know if it's because she changed places, or because she has experienced more things during the day, she needs to digest it.
So, Liu Ye got up, put on a half-arm, and walked out of the house.
As soon as she walked out of the door of the house, she saw Ye Yixing standing alone under the peach tree in the yard.
The peach blossoms are brilliant, the moonlight is bright, and Ye Yixing is only wearing a white muslin robe at this time, but he looks extraordinarily extravagant, and he has the feeling of a prince and grandson.
Liu Ye suddenly understood at a glance why Ye Yixing always gave her a different look, because Ye Yixing's temperament in her bones was by no means a style from a peasant family.
Liu Ye felt that Ye Yixing said that he wanted revenge, and I am afraid it was definitely not the hatred of the Ye family.
In the small village of Yejia Village, Old Man Ye has always been a serious person, so how can there be any great enemies.
Ye Yixing's enemy may have nothing to do with the Ye family, but his own enemy.
However, Ye Yixing was only sixteen years old, and the people he came into contact with were only people from Yejia Village to Longquan County, how could he form so many deep hatreds and hatreds, so that he was so devoted to revenge?
This point made Liu Ye puzzled.
At this time, Ye Yixing also noticed the willow leaves.
So, Ye Yixing smiled and said to Liu Ye: "Can't you sleep too?" Then come and talk to me. β
Liu Ye listened to Ye Yixing's words, smiled and walked over.
When Liu Ye walked to Ye Yixing's side, the petals of peach blossoms on the peach tree fell on Liu Ye's hair.
Ye Yixing reached out and plucked the petals from the willow leaves' hair.
Ye Yixing's movements were very gentle, and his eyes were doting when he looked at Liu Ye, which made Liu Ye feel very uncomfortable, and he turned his head slightly and avoided Ye Yixing.
Ye Yixing saw that Liu Ye was avoiding him, so he smiled and said, "Am I being affectionate but being ruthlessly annoyed?" We're already husband and wife, why are you always so detached from me? β
Liu Ye listened to Ye Yixing's words, and said: "I want to say, my memory only starts from this peach blossom, do you believe it?" That day, I woke up, only to hear the gurgling spring rain, and the first thing I saw was the brilliant peach blossoms blooming in your yard. I don't remember anything before. To me, you're just a stranger. I can't get close to you now. β
Ye Yixing listened to Liu Ye's words, and his heart couldn't help but be blocked, he said with a wry smile: "The peach blossom is delicate, but the flowering period is short, the first time you see it, no matter how brilliant it is, I don't think it's a good sign." You don't get close to me, and I don't blame you. It's my fault for not protecting you. β
Ye Yixing said this, reminiscent of the incident of throwing willow leaves into the river in the previous life, and he felt it. He still feels guilty about Liu Ye.
"You don't blame me, fine. Because you are very good to me, and I am not the one to hide, I have to tell the truth. I'm not one to enjoy your good while duplicitously perfunctory you. I think we should at least be honest with each other. I don't plan to stay with you for long, so don't be too nice to me, I can't afford it. If in the future, I leave you, I will feel guilty. Liu Ye said.
Under the moonlight, Liu Ye's eyes were very clear, and Ye Yixing seemed to be able to see his shadow from inside.
Ye Yixing remembered seeing a similar look, which was a cute deer he met while hunting in the mountains.
Because of this fawn's clear and pure eyes, Ye Yixing put away the bow and arrow in his hand and let it go.
However, facing Liu Ye with the same eyes today, Ye Yixing felt that he couldn't let go of her hand, and he didn't want her to go.
So, Ye Yixing smiled bitterly and said to Liu Ye: "Do you know that the truth is sometimes very hurtful? If two people are absolutely honest, they may not necessarily have a happy life. Everyone has their own secrets, you have them, and I have them. I don't chase the answers to your inner secrets, I just want you to love me. But you don't love me now, you forget all our past, I'm miserable, you know? I want to say, I have lost you in my dreams, and in today's reality, I don't want to lose you again, can you understand? β
"Dreams, how can you do it accurately? You have to distinguish between dreams and reality. Liu Ye said persistently.
Liu Ye always felt that Ye Yixing had an obsession with himself, that is, he couldn't accept that he would leave him one day.
Because he didn't want to hurt Ye Yixing too much, Liu Ye always reminded Ye Yixing that she was not the Liu Ye he loved deeply.
She had lost her memory and had become a different person.
Regarding the fact that he came through time, Liu Ye felt that he would never tell Ye Yixing, because it was too unbelievable.
Liu Ye felt that Ye Yixing, as an ancient, couldn't understand that he was a traverser, so he had better not scare him anymore.
Ye Yixing listened to Liu Ye's words, and continued: "Dream and reality? Do you remember the story of Zhuang Sheng's dream butterfly? Life is like a dream, how can dream and reality be so easy to distinguish? If you are my sweet dream, I will never wake up. If you're my nightmare, I won't run away. Don't leave me, that's our fate. I don't know what I'm going to do if you leave me, and I don't want to hurt you. β
"Don't you think that the gap between our concepts of life is too big? You are bent on revenge, you have to take the career path, step by step, to realize your ambitions and ideals, and walk to the pinnacle of power. And I'm tired of living with a purpose. I used to try to live with purpose like you, but I felt tired. Now I just want to live a leisurely life, picking chrysanthemums under the east fence, and leisurely seeing Nanshan. Liu Ye said.
Ye Yixing listened to Liu Ye's words, smiled faintly, and said, "You are too naΓ―ve. Only when I reach the pinnacle of power and control the fate of everyone can you live a leisurely life. You have to understand that this world is unfair, and if you are not strong enough, you will be trampled on. Your laid-back needs my endorsement, you know? β
Under the moonlight, Ye Yixing's eyes condensed, and he rarely faced Liu Ye so seriously.
In him, Liu Ye felt a kind of coercion from the superior.