It's also very simple to think about it, a person who has lived for more than 50 years and hasn't understood herself, what else does she have to do with this kind of person?

Everyone has to be responsible for the choices they have made, and my mother's current poverty and mental pain and torture are not the best punishment for her choice back then?

Back then, my mother didn't marry Sun Yangshan, but pulled her to grow up alone, would life really be so difficult?

Not really.

Although the father died, the father left a lot of savings to their mother and daughter.

These savings, even if they can't make my mother be a wife who doesn't touch the spring water with her fingers like when her father was still alive, she doesn't need to worry about her livelihood at all, and she doesn't even need to know how much cabbage is a pound and is loved by her husband. But the savings left by her father are enough for their mother and daughter to live until she reaches adulthood.

When my mother doesn't go out to work and the family doesn't have any economic income and sources, my mother only needs to lower her living standard with her, and she can't often buy beautiful new clothes to wear. That's it, and it's just that my mother doesn't go out to work, and their mother and daughter don't have any financial income. The continuation of her father's stay is enough for her to live with her mother until she becomes an adult.

And if the mother is willing to go out and find a job, plus the savings that the father left to their mother and daughter before he died, their mother and daughter can live the same as if the father was not dead. Moreover, it is said that because of his compassion for his father, the procuratorate also took the initiative to give his mother a job. Even though my mother has never worked outside for a day in her life, my mother still has an academic degree certificate that she can get her hands on. Although she didn't have any work experience, she was just sympathetic to her father who died investigating the case, and the hospital also gave her mother a job.

A simple job that doesn't require my mother to do anything, just record things in the back office of the procuratorate and distribute the paper and pencil work supplies needed by each department. And according to the regulations on death in the line of duty in the hospital, my mother can get my father's salary level before his death!

In other words, my mother is in the logistics department, managing and managing paper and pencil work supplies, and she can get as much as her father's salary every month.

Obviously, the life of their mother and daughter is not because their father died, so they can't go on.

But why is Li Huiqiu just unwilling to hold on any longer? Why was she so ruthless and didn't want her daughter directly?

Could it be that without her husband, without her husband going out to make money to support her family, and without her husband pampering herself by her side, she Li Huiqiu wouldn't be able to live?

Now facts have proved that without these, Li Huiqiu really can't live.

This was what Professor Feng told her personally after she was drunk once, and she didn't think Professor Feng needed to slander Li Huiqiu for anything. Because Professor Feng's little old man didn't need to slander Li Huiqiu at all.

Does Li Huiqiu still need Professor Feng to slander her? She's already done all of that!

And if her master's little old man really wanted to belittle Li Huiqiu's position and image in her mind even more, then after so many years, her master would have done it a long time ago. Why wait until he's drunk before telling her these things?

She has grown a little now, and she can understand Li Huiqiu's mood a little.

She, the old mother, was really too carefree in the first half of her life. She lives in that icy and jade world. She couldn't accept that the man who supported her world died, collapsed. It's not that Li Huiqiu can't live a hard life, but she can't live a life where no one can rely on.

Even if the man next to her is Sun Yangshan, in Li Huiqiu's heart, she has a husband to rely on. Although she can't rely on this husband at all, she is not alone psychologically and spiritually. She's not alone. There is still a husband by her side. It's something you can rely on for her.

It's not that Sun Yangshan can really give her anything to rely on, but in her heart, because of Sun Yangshan, Li Huiqiu feels that she has something to rely on.

In fact, Li Huiqiu can live a hard life. If she is really the kind of vain woman who can't live a hard life, then when Sun Yangshan went bankrupt, Li Huiqiu could have divorced Sun Yangshan directly. Because Sun Yangshan is addicted to gambling, he grasped this point, and Li Huiqiu could easily divorce Sun Yangshan. This marriage can't be inseparable.

But Li Huiqiu did not choose to divorce Sun Yangshan when he went bankrupt. Even Li Huiqiu never had the idea of divorcing Sun Yangshan. At that time, although Li Huiqiu gave birth to another son, she maintained a very good figure, if she didn't say it, passers-by would not be able to tell that she was a woman who had already given birth to two children.

Her figure, as always, is like a girl. Her face, which can be used as a school flower, was also inherited from Li Huiqiu. It is enough to show how beautiful Li Huiqiu's face is. She maintains a pretty good figure, her face is also very beautiful, and she is also very good at maintenance, and she is even better at dressing herself.

Such a woman also has a beautiful academic background. Even if you have been divorced twice, you can still marry well.

Even if he can't marry a wealthy businessman like Sun Yangshan, it is not difficult for Li Huiqiu to marry a man who has an ordinary job and looks ordinary, and is ordinary in all aspects.

Li Huiqiu still doesn't need to work, waiting for her husband to make money to support herself every day.

She can do it.

But Li Huiqiu did not do this, she did not divorce Sun Yangshan, but followed the bankrupt and debt-ridden Sun Yangshan from the big villa into the cramped and dirty cheapest rental house. And, there was never any complaint. From this point, it is not difficult to see that Li Huiqiu is not a woman who can't live a hard life. She can share the weal and sorrow with her husband, or she can share the blessings together. But the premise is that her husband has to live and be by her side.

To put it bluntly, her mother is an extremely insecure and self-confident woman.

She must have someone to accompany her, once no one is with her, Li Huiqiu will feel that there is darkness in front of her, and there is no hope.

A woman who doesn't have her own pursuits and careers, and doesn't even have her own hobbies, seems to be like Li Huiqiu, who regards her husband as the whole of her world. Once her husband dies or cheats, this woman's world will collapse, and then the whole person will lose her luster and hope in life.

A woman like Li Huiqiu, she can't look down on her.

Every time she feels that her life has been very hard, she thinks of Li Huiqiu. Then she suddenly felt no tired.

If she doesn't work hard, really, she can only follow in the footsteps of her mother Li Huiqiu.

And Li Huiqiu's days are a life she would rather die than live.

Her mother told her that no matter how beautiful a woman is, no matter how willing she is to be pampered by a man. You must also have your own career, your own hobbies, and your own spiritual world. Otherwise, this woman can only be an accessory of a man, and she can only live by being dependent on a man.

She is sometimes really surprised, a graduate student, would actually live herself as a woman in a feudal mansion who only circles around men?

Facts have proved that there are really not a few such women. At least, that's the kind of person her mother is.

As long as she thinks of Li Huiqiu, she will work hard and work hard.

Just because, she didn't want to become a poor creature like her mother.

Thinking about these messy things in my head, I fell asleep peacefully and groggily, and woke up in a daze.

It felt like she hadn't slept much all the time, but she slept and slept again. I woke up once, looked out the window in a daze, and then fell asleep again.

When I opened my eyes again, the sky outside the window had already turned hazy and gray.

Did she sleep for so long?

An Ning sat up while supporting herself, and reached out and pinched her eyebrows fiercely.

I couldn't help but sigh in my heart: I really can't sleep during the day, it's always easy to dream. Thinking about things that I don't want to think about anymore. And sleeping during the day, it's okay to take a nap, if you sleep too long, it's actually not a relief at all.

She slept from about one o'clock in the afternoon to now at six o'clock in the evening, but she still felt very sleepy and had no energy at all.

It seems that she really can't sleep in broad daylight in the future.

Leaning on the head of the bed again, he thought about the dreams he had one after another, Anning pulled the corners of his mouth mockingly, and sneered, and the tail of the fox's eyes flew with coldness.

If there was a mirror in front of her, An Ning might be able to find that her expression was very similar to that Fifth Master Quan. The sarcasm and coldness on his face, as well as the disdainful arrogance, and a little condescending, really, are exactly the same as the fifth master of Quan is completely carved out of a mold.

It's just a pity that there is no mirror in front of An Ning, and she has no way to see her current expression.

So she sneered coldly, and then lifted the quilt and prepared to get up.

After taking a simple shower and washing away some of the tiredness on his body, as soon as An Ning came to the living room, he saw Lin Wanwan sitting on the sofa in the living room.

She was a little surprised, but more happy, "Lin Wanwan, you finally know that you are going home!" I thought you had forgotten where your home was. ”

Lin Wanwan pursed her lips, took off her headphones, closed her laptop with a 'snap', and opened her mouth with endless grievances and accusations, "Sister-in-law, don't mention it." I've been locked up in nine confinements these days, and I'm almost getting my fart out! Master Lu, that bastard, didn't let me take the game console to confinement. In the past ten days, I am really going crazy. Sister-in-law, you have to make the decision for me! ”

Confinement?!

An Ning was stunned, "Why did the good Lu Yuechuan put you in a confinement room?" ”

The most basic honesty, Lin Wanwan still has this girl. She wouldn't just put the cart before the horse, black and white upside down, in order to make peace and help her find trouble with Lu Yuechuan.

Lin Wanwan hurriedly explained, "Oh, sister-in-law, don't get me wrong. It's not that I've done anything wrong, and it's not that Master Lu has done something wrong. It's just that there are nine rules, and in that case, I need to go to the confinement room for a few days to avoid suspicion. The main thing is to protect me from being implicated. It's if something happens. ”