Text Chapter 10, Nightmares
Xu Rui walked on the grass, and the laughter of children could be heard around him, and he felt that his feet were wet, as if he was stepping on a puddle.
"Shall I take you to my house to play?"
The girl's voice rang out again.
Eight-year-old Xu Rui replied, "Okay, okay." ”
The surrounding sounds and feelings reminded Xu Rui of everything that happened on that terrifying rainy day.
That day, a little girl took Xu Rui home, Xu Rui was very happy, that was his only friend who came to the new city.
The girl is very cute and called Tian Tian.
Xu Rui took a step forward, the space around him was changing, and this time he felt like he was in a room, with a wooden floor, a slightly dimly lit room, and a white fog outside the window.
On the table, a girl grabbed the boy's hand and taught him to write, the two laughed and played, but they didn't know that the danger was approaching.
Xu Rui knew that he was closing his eyes, but he could see everything around him.
Xu Rui took another step forward, step 4.
That day, the power went out at Tiantian's house, and the evening and smog made the world look dim and oppressive.
The two children sat on the kitchen table and wrote quietly, with a cream cake next to it, which was given to Xu Rui by Tian Tian.
At this moment, there was a click and a click sound from the door lock.
Tian Tian noticed the throbbing, she moved the bench and looked out from the cat's eye, and saw a man wearing a mask lying there, fiddling with the door lock with the tools in his hand.
Tian Tian is very smart, she hid Xu Rui in the kitchen cabinet, where is it safe, he locked the cabinet door, so that the gangsters will not bother to open the cabinet, because there is nothing of value anywhere.
Tian Tian hid in the closet of her parents' bedroom.
The gangster entered the door, and he rummaged through the bedroom, looking for something.
In the bedroom drawer, there was his mother's diamond ring, and the gangster opened the drawer, and then slowly closed it, because what he was looking for was not a diamond ring, and he was not short of money.
He's here for revenge.
Tian Tian's father is a police officer, he has saved countless people, fought many criminals, and killed many criminals.
The gangster used to be a gang boss, he used to have hundreds of millions of family assets, beautiful women became clouds, everywhere he went, he was a rich man in the limelight, he was a successful person reported by the media, and he was a target sought after by young people.
But that day......
It's all ruined......
The police car stopped in front of his villa, surrounded by heavily armed police.
After he was released from prison, he had nothing, he was humiliated by the people he once stepped on, the people who used to call him brothers and sisters were gone, he was abandoned alone, his woman ran away with people, and now he is not as alive as a dog.
Even if it is a dog, there are people to raise, food and clothing are worry-free, and there are people to shovel feces.
He was angry, depressed, manic, and the anger in his heart had nowhere to vent, and he wanted to kill the man who had taken everything from him, and break him to pieces!
But...... The reality is very sad, he can't beat it, even if his enemy is standing opposite him, he can't beat it.
But...... If you are human, you will have a weakness after all.
You can take away all my wealth, and I can take away the meaning of your life.
Xu Rui hid in the kitchen cabinet, looking at everything in front of him, he cried, choked, scared, frightened, but didn't dare to make a sound.
The unclosed windows were blowing a cool breeze.
The tightened faucet ticked.
The air was filled with a fishy sweet smell.
A rhythmic sound sounded on the board.
The quiet, dark night sky was shattered by bursts of maniacal laughter.
Blood poured down the table and onto the floor.
The gangsters are carefully preparing gifts for their old friends.
The kitchen cabinet was not very tightly locked, and the gangster found the mouse hiding in the cabinet, but he did not pull the mouse out.
At the moment of the gangster, his heart was replaced by an unknown bad taste.
He put Tiantian's head in front of the cabinet, and Tiantian's head looked at Xu Rui.
Tiantian's head still retains her body temperature, her iris is still bright, she is still alive at that moment, and her eyes are very terrifying.
There was a hint of fear in his eyes, and there was anger, but more of a reproach and hatred.
Tian Tian looked at Xu Rui, Xu Rui's heart was filled with a sense of guilt, he was afraid, afraid, he couldn't sleep well all night, and he couldn't eat.
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Tiantian's father returned home, looking at the mess of his home, and he collapsed to the ground weakly.
A man who had been wounded by bullets, smashed by iron plates, broken hands, and broken feet without shedding a single tear, in a moment, cried bitterly.
He saved all those who had been oppressed by the dark forces, but he could not save the people he loved the most.
He can protect a world-class person, but he can't protect a humble child.
Tian Tian's father is very strong, he has been tortured by gangsters, beaten, humiliated, everyone has lost sometimes, but he has survived with an iron will.
But this time, he collapsed, he lost, he lost in a mess, he was desperate, he cried, hiding alone in a dark room in a daze, smoking.
Finally, in your own home, end your life with your own belt.
A warrior that no one could defeat, defeated himself.
A man who no one can kill, kills himself.
When Xu Rui was young, he looked at all this, and for the first time he felt confused, powerless, and overwhelmed, and seemed to have lost something important in his heart.
Now the memory once again came to Xu Rui's heart, and the feeling of powerlessness hit him over and over again, he has been living in guilt and self-blame for more than ten years, and that sense of powerlessness and guilt has always been imprinted in his heart.
Why is he so weak, why is he so vulnerable, he wants to protect his important people with his own hands, but reality is like a whirlpool in the deep sea, no matter how you struggle, you can't change the slightest.
I can only hide in the dark and watch, it is useless.
The prisoner has not yet been punished, and he has been on the run.
"If Tiantian is in hell, she will definitely hate me, hate me for being a useless friend."
Now Xu Rui is standing on a high place, and the city is full of traffic below, his heart is filled with guilt and powerlessness, it is a nightmare dormant in his heart, and it is something he will never forget in his life.
Xu Rui finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, exhaled fiercely, and he jumped up.
He fell everywhere, just like Su Su did at the beginning.
The pitch-black seed grew black and red blood, spreading in Xu Rui's body, and then Xu Rui stood up again, his skin fell off, and his whole body was scarlet.
And then ......
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Xu Rui slowly opened his eyes, and he slowly closed the book.
Step 5......
It's over.