No! But no matter what, she is innocent!

There is also a difference between killing one more person and killing one less!

Her hands trembled slightly from the restlessness, and the peace charm seemed to feel her retreat at this moment, and the power of the charm became more and more pressing.

"Xu Jingwen, I know that the moment you erased Yan Weimin's memory, you really wanted to say goodbye to him."

An Ning Ning was very sensitive to the fluctuations in her heart, "Of course, if you become me, you may have the opportunity to fall in love with him again." ”

"But that's no longer the story between Shangguan Yun'er and Weifeng."

"No matter how much regret is for the past, more nostalgia is just a struggle."

Shangguan Yun'er looked confused.

"Alyssa Xu, when will you have the courage to take on the responsibilities under this name? If you feel that what happened to you is a divine injustice, then how unjustly should those who persecuted you! ”

"Besides, do you really want your parents to be so disappointed in you!"

The words of parents shocked all her mind.

She looked at her in a daze, looking through her pupils at her pale, horrible countenance, and muttered, "They've been disappointed. ”

"I'm just a piece of shit."

"Yes before you die, and yes after you die."

Xu Jingwen These three words were taken by the ancestors of the Xu family who happily checked the allusions for several days, from her name, to her origin, from her parents and relatives, to the outside world, she was placed on infinite expectations and attention.

But she has been heavy since she was a child, she doesn't like to talk, and she can't be liked by her elders.

And after the accident, she did a lot of ridiculous things.

To this day, she has also been contaminated with a lot of lives......

She had no face to face them.

While meeting Yan Weimin relieved her a lot of anger, it also made her even more afraid to face her former family, even if she used to feel bad about this family.

That's why she is desperate to escape from this shell named Xu Jingwen.

She didn't want to add any more shame to the Xu family.

An Ning Ning looked at all this and said as quietly as possible, "You can choose." ”

"Either kill me and add another sin."

"Either let it go now, and I'll take you to your parents, and then I'll go and atone for your sins."

Shangguan Yun'er's face was a little shaken.

She only said softly, "All this was provoked by Xu Jingwen, and it should be ended by her." ”

"That's what it is, cause and effect."

……

Xu Jingwen herself is not entirely short-sighted because of Yan Weimin's separation.

Therefore, in addition to Yan Weimin, there are other knots in her heart.

In those mood diaries, An Ning Ning saw her helplessness after the accident, and no one in the world told her that it was nothing.

Even her parents.

It is also because of this that it can be seen that she has deep suspicions about her parents - doubting whether they have ever expected her birth.

Doubting if she should still exist in this world.

The absence of her parents for many years has caused problems in her attachment relationship, and even more so has affected her emotional choices.

It can be said that if her sorrow is ultimately attributed to her character, then the original family is also an indelible stroke.

It's time for her to face it.

Confront her cowardice, confusion, and sins.

In this way, she can really have the opportunity to say the next step.

……

The emerald green foliage obscured the eaves of the temple, and the bells swayed slightly in the wind.

The smoke of cigarettes is wafering, and the sound of Buddha is curling.

In the lobby, the senior monk closed his eyes, took the Buddhist disciples, and recited the mantra of compassion for the past over and over again, for the innocent souls who had passed away.

In the hut, the atmosphere was condensed, the mother's bowed head and sobbed, and the father's calm sadness, just for the girl in front of her.

The resentment and hatred of the deceased, her anger and ferocity, were all calmed and dissolved little by little with that scripture.

She was in terrible pain.

It was like a whip after pouring strong wine, and there seemed to be no part of the body intact.

But she didn't dare to cry out in pain, because it was what she deserved.

Finally, she couldn't help it anymore and snorted softly.

And this voice seemed to break all the silence, Xu Mu suddenly buried her head in her knees, so fragile that she cried and couldn't help herself.

Father Xu pursed his lips, looking at his daughter in front of him, who was almost embarrassed and about to collapse on the ground, dying in pain, and looking at his mourning wife beside him, the corners of his eyes were red, and he couldn't sigh all the time, like a fish in his throat.

His hand gently patted his wife's back, and his heart trembled with pain, and he simply turned his head and looked out the window, no longer looking at his daughter.

Another wave of pain passed.

The girl supported herself and barely stood up, her face ashen.

"I know—"

She spoke, her voice hoarse.

"You must think that I am a product of stupidity, a failure of the Xu family, that's why I did such a thing-"

"Anyway, I'm dead too."

"From now on, you will just assume that you have never had a daughter like me."

"What are you talking about! Jingwen! What the hell are you talking about! ”

Mother Xu raised her head abruptly and looked at her painfully, "You are our daughter!" No matter how you are reprimanded or what mistakes you make, you are my daughter from the day you are born! ”

The girl looked at the ground quietly and said calmly, "I'm just a shame to you. ”

"Since the accident, and even now."

"No, you're not!" Mother Xu cried and shook her head, "It's my mother's fault." Mom and dad shouldn't ignore you because of work. ”

"Mom always thinks - the accident has happened, you have been sensitive since childhood, but Mom is afraid that too much comfort will touch your heart, so she wants to let you deal with it alone."

"But my mother was wrong, and at this point, I realized how wrong I was at that time."

"Jing'er, you know what?"

Mother Xu wiped away her tears, "Since you died, I have been thinking about how bad we are doing, my daughter will like such a boy at the age of fifteen because she longs to be cared for." ”

"How angry and wronged you are, will you indulge yourself and become so vicious."

She sobbed and gestured lightly with her hand, "I always remember when you were a child, you were still so tall and didn't like to talk, but you always quietly went to help the adults in the family." Hand a pen to grandma, hide grandpa's cigarettes, and every day when mom and dad come home, you always come up and hug us, and then whisper and say very quickly, welcome home......"

"Such a lovely Jiaojiao, our family's Jiaojiao...... But it's become like this! ”

She began to cry again.

“…… Mother. The girl's eyes were red too.

She couldn't shed tears.

She looked at her father, who had become obviously old after not seeing her for a few months, and at her mother, whose temples were already white, and she only felt that her angina was very painful at the moment.

She jerked to her knees.

"It's the daughter's unfilial piety that makes you bear this."

"It was also my daughter's immaturity that caused such a big mistake in the world."

"My daughter always thought that it was God's injustice, and she was cruel to her daughter to let her suffer these tortures. But now it seems that it is all the daughter's own narrow-mindedness and extremism. ”

The light from the window shone in, and the fine dust swirled inside the room.

She looked at it in amazement, and coughed sadly.

"My daughter regretted it."

"The misunderstanding with my parents could have been better resolved, but I brought resentment and dissatisfaction with my family from life to death."

"I felt sorry for myself, I always neglected my relatives who were usually close to me, and I decided to take revenge on those people with my death."

"But I am really saddened, but I will never be able to accompany me in the future......"

"I really regret it."

She said word by word.

These months have been like a nightmare that she can't finish if she can't finish it, and now that the nightmare wakes up, what will she do.

No matter how much nostalgia there is in this world, since the day she gave up her life, she has long been cut off.

She never had another chance.

The door creaked and was gently pushed open.

An Ning pursed the corners of her mouth, nodded, and welcomed the Linghui Mage behind her.

"Xu Jingwen."

He whispered her name, his face calm and his temperament gentle.

"Will you endure the pain of your murder day by day, pray in the temple to dispel your anger, and one day bear and compensate those who died because of you?"

She subconsciously looked at her parents.

The mother looked at herself with tears in her eyes and did not blink, while the father, as if he understood what she was thinking, was red-eyed, but slowly evoked the first smile that came here.

"Go ahead, do what you want."

"The children of the Xu family have always been brave!"

She silently kowtowed to her parents one more time, knelt and turned, looking up at the faintly sacred and inviolable mage.

She said reverently.

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