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The corpses were all over the field, I numbly looked at the bloody scene around me, and began to laugh maniacally, is this my end?

Is this the end of my life?

I have to say, it's a huge mockery, and I'm a big joke.

I already felt my spirit dying, and the strength within me was dying.

Although I don't know how much I gave in the past from the transaction with Little Buddha, I can guarantee that it will definitely not be too little.

My body also began to grow out of my control, and the tyrannical, mournful, hysterical spirit seemed to be encroaching on my body.

I laughed bitterly, so be it.

Anyway, I am alone in this world, and I am living alone, so it is better to die a hundred.

I already felt that I was getting more and more tired, more and more tired, and after the sleepiness swept over, I saw the little Buddha, and he looked at me with a slight smile, and the evil in his eyes was like a magnet that plunged people into it.

"What will happen to me?" I chuckled.

"Lose your soul." Little Buddha also laughed, "Anyway, you're not rare, are you?" ”

I tilted my head and said, "That's true, then, goodbye." ”

"Goodbye." Little Buddha beckoned to me.

Just when I felt that it was dark in front of my eyes and was about to faint, suddenly a pair of big hands dragged me, I was stunned, and when I opened my eyes, it was a white fox!

And in his hand, he actually held a huge golden holy grail, which contained a blood-red viscous liquid.

Yes, the wine of eternal life!

My eyes widened, and I said with the last of my strength, "Give Jiang Xiaoshi a drink, she can't die." ”

The white fox pursed his lips, directly pressed my head, and poured the cup of immortal wine directly into my throat, and then I only felt that my spirit was becoming more and more trance-like, and finally collapsed directly and fell asleep.

This time I had a long, long dream.

In my dream, I am also called Jiang Liu.

But I know very well that this river is not my own.

This dream was so long that I don't know how long I had been doing it, and I couldn't even wake up and forget what it was, I could only hear a sigh.

I woke up slowly, propped myself up, and found myself lying in the white fox's house, which was still the same room I stayed in before.

This gave me a delusion.

On the one hand, what happened after we entered the village was all the illusion of a dream, but I knew very well in my own heart that it was not a dream at all.

My parents are gone.

Jiang Xiaoshi is also gone.

And I, I killed the whole village.

I sat on the bed in a daze, my face was numb, at this time Hongyao came out of the small drum by herself, looked at me, her voice was not as cold as before, she looked at me so quietly, and didn't say anything.

I didn't say a word, and sat on the bed like a puppet who had lost his god.

I reached out and sniffed it, and there seemed to be a strong smell of blood on it, and although it had been washed clean, I knew that I had indeed killed someone.

And not one.

It's a lot, a lot.

I smiled self-deprecatingly, wondering why I was still alive.

So I looked up at Red Medicine and asked, "Red Medicine, why do you think I'm still alive?" ”

"......" Hongyao just looked at me and didn't speak.

And I sat there talking to myself as if I had lost my heart.

"Jiang Liu, you waste, why are you still alive."

"You're the only one left, you might as well die."

With every word, I felt the resentment in my heart get heavier, and I was like a fool, leaning against the wall, and when I got to the back, I didn't even know what I was talking about.

Hongyao looked at me and finally sighed, "Aren't you, and me?" ”

Red Medicine's words pulled me back from the abyss of nightmares, and I stared blankly at Red Medicine.

The sorrow in my heart instantly leaked, and tears flowed out uncontrollably.

At this moment, Xue Yang walked in with a bowl of hot porridge, saw that I had woken up, and also asked, "You finally woke up, you slept for a long time, I recovered from my injuries before you woke up." ”

And I just sat there, staring at Xue Yang blankly, not knowing what I should say.

"Drink it, my master will come over in a while, he has something to say to you." Xue Yang opened his mouth and said.

I suddenly remembered that before my consciousness dissipated, it seemed that the white fox gave me the wine of eternal life, which is probably the wine of eternal life, so that I can live until now.

I laughed bitterly, "What can I say, isn't he trying to kill me?" Why did you save me in the end? ”

Xue Yang, who was holding the hot porridge, was stunned, and finally put the hot porridge down, sighed, and said, "I don't know what my master thinks, you better ask him yourself later." ”

Before leaving, Xue Yang still turned his head and glanced at me, "Let's drink a little, I think that since Jiang Xiaoshi saved you, then I don't want you to abuse yourself so much, live well, this is the biggest reward for Jiang Xiaoshi." ”

I was stunned, and finally remembered what Jiang Xiaoshi said before, really, sometimes people need more courage to live than to die.

At this time, the white fox also came in, and his cold golden eyes glanced at me, and said coldly, "You're awake." ”

I raised my head to look at the white fox, my eyes were full of coldness, and I laughed softly, "Why did you save me?" Didn't you want to kill me? ”

"I don't want you to die." The white fox continued to speak coldly.

"Then why don't you give Jiang Xiaoshi the wine of eternal life, it is more meaningful for her to live than for me to live." I reached out and covered my forehead and began to sob.

"Why, why didn't you save her, you should have saved her!" The more I cried, the louder I became.

The white fox didn't seem to see me crying, and said with a sneer, "She's dead, and the wine of eternal life can't save her." ”

The white fox's words knocked me into the bottomless abyss, and I raised my head to look at the white fox, "Then why did you save me, why didn't you let me die there like that!" ”

"You can't die." The white fox said coldly, "Anyone can die, but only you can't die." ”

"Why!" I roared loudly, "Don't you want me to die, why don't you let me die!" ”

"Because only you know how to resurrect Jiang Xiaoshi." The white fox spoke.

"What !!" I jumped up directly from the bed, went up and grabbed the white fox's shoulder, and said with red eyes, "You mean, can you resurrect Jiang Xiaoshi?" ”

The white fox just looked at me like that, and finally nodded, "That's right, only you can resurrect Jiang Xiaoshi." ”

"But I don't know how to resurrect it." Suddenly I came to my senses, and I sat on the ground in pain, stretched out my hand and hugged my head.

"You know." The white fox looked at me with great determination, and said, "To be precise, it's not you, but another you, only he knows about the lost Taishan Mansion Monarch Sacrifice of the Onmyoji, as long as you get back your memory and know the Taishan Mansion Monarch Sacrifice, then you can save Jiang Xiaoshi!" ”

I was stunned for a moment, "You wanted to kill me before, did you just want to wake up the other me?" ”

"That's right." The white fox said coldly.

"Then you kill me again and resurrect that Jiang Liu, as long as Jiang Xiaoshi lives, even if I am allowed to die, I am willing." I hurriedly spoke.

"He refused." The white fox laughed self-deprecatingly, "He didn't want to kill another completely innocent soul because of himself, so he rejected me." ”

After speaking, the white fox looked at me and said, "So now our purpose is the same, you want to resurrect Jiang Xiaoshi, and I, I want his memory to be revived." ”

At this time, the white fox paused and said, "You should know what you should do." ”

I picked up the bowl of porridge, regardless of whether it was hot or not, and poured it directly into my mouth, the hot porridge poured down from between my throats, and a warm current passed through the throat into my stomach, this burning sensation gave me a little feeling of being alive.

After a big bowl of porridge, I even burned my mouth and bubbled, but I didn't realize it, and the numbness in my eyes dissipated little by little.