Chapter 703 She said, "Hanzhang, I am the one who has lived again. ”
Since she was reborn, she has never doubted his feelings for her, and even in every minute and every second of her danger, she has never doubted his affection for her.
So at that time in southern Yunnan, knowing that he was about to marry Jiang Wan, she was so uncomfortable that she had the heart to die.
The bedroom door was gently pushed open, and a slender figure appeared in the quiet sight.
He stood there holding the handrail of the door, the beam of light from the porch behind her, she couldn't see the expression on his face, but she knew how sad he must have been.
"Hanzhang."
She finally called out to him.
Li Shenheng only felt that his nasal cavity was sore, and the heat under his eyes was almost surging out, but he couldn't hold back it.
He closed the door and walked over, walked to her side, quietly stretched out his arms to him, and Li Shenheng leaned over and hugged her tightly.
The man in her arms was trembling violently, she gently wrapped her hands around his waist, he had lost so much weight, she couldn't help but feel sour in her heart.
No one blames himself more than he does, and perhaps her biological parents don't blame themselves as much as he does.
Because it was he who personally rescued the fake Jingwei, and it was he who personally started this wrong beginning.
There is no if in this world and the so-called luck, if you make a mistake, you may not recover.
He can't be glad that Jing Wei is lucky enough to meet Xuan Ling's people who saved himself, what he should reflect on is why he would let her encounter such a thing.
It's that he is not good enough, his heart is divided into too many parts, and what can be given to her is too little and too little.
"It's better for us to go far like Pei Qishen and Xu Weiwei...... Good no good? ”
"Where are you going?" There was a faint cry in the quiet voice.
"You can go wherever you want, it's just the two of us, nothing else......"
"Didn't the president do it either?"
Li Shenheng suddenly gently let her go from his arms, he raised his hand, held her small and delicate lian, his eyes were red, but there was a smile in his eyes, and he lowered his head and kissed her thin reddened eyelids: "Don't do it, get married and have children with Weiwei......"
"Will that person call me a vixen who brings disaster to the country and the people? Su Daji? ”
There was a slight flickering of water under Jingwei's eyes.
"No, let them scold me, scold me for being a beauty, don't want a country......"
"Hanzhang, I have a secret, I have been, I don't know how to tell you......"
Jingwei finally decided to open her heart to him completely, tell him the secret that was pressed in her heart, and tell him everything.
"Do you want to tell me now?"
"I want to tell you, it's just...... Will you take my word for it? ”
"I believe everything Weiwei says."
Hanzhang ...... I'm the one who lived again. ”
As if feeling his hands falling on his face, he suddenly tightened, raised his hand slightly, and gently held his fingers: "You listen to me." ”
Li Shenheng lowered his eyes to look into her eyes, and the clear but firm and quiet light in her pupils seemed to be able to calm down his whole person.
Quietly, word by word, slowly told the things of the previous life.
She once thought that the stupidity, the sins, and the humiliations she made in her previous life were all rotten in her heart, and she probably never had the courage to expose her stupid and ugly side in front of Li Shenheng's eyes.
Especially, their soon-to-be-born child, who died tragically.
Li Shenheng only felt that his whole body was cold, and he didn't know how much strength he used to restrain himself from losing control.
Mrs. Li had told him these things, but at that time, he thought it was just Mrs. Li's dream, and he didn't have such deep feelings and pain.
Can ...... now
He heard it with his own ears from his quiet mouth.
Their child was about to give birth, but was killed by Song Yecheng's mother with her own hands.
Hanzhang ...... In my previous life, I was blinded by others, those who blinded me, there were Jiang Wan, Ruan Siyu, and Song Yecheng, but the culprit was me, I was humble, I couldn't believe that you really liked me, loved me, until the end, you finally let go of my hand, I left the imperial capital, and returned to Jiangcheng......"
"I knew that I was pregnant, I thought to myself, just give birth to a child alone, take him to grow up well, I didn't think about it anymore, go back to Song Yecheng's side, because at that time, he already had Yu Siyu by his side, yes, in the last life, she took my identity, returned to the Yu family, and ascended to the sky in one step......"
"But Song Yecheng deceived me with clever words, he said that he had no feelings for Yu Siyu at all, and he had only me in his heart from beginning to end, I told him, I have your child, I plan to live alone, but he said he didn't care, he was willing to take care of me and the child......"
"Thinking about it at this time, in the previous life, Song Yecheng had already colluded with the Pei family, so ...... He did everything he could to coax me back, and then, when our child was about to give birth, he killed him......"
"Did I cut him with a thousand knives? Jingwei, you tell me, in the last life, did I cut Song Ye into a thousand knives! Did I kill him with my own hands! ”
"I don't know...... When the child died, I died with it...... Hanzhang, until I die, until I am reborn again to the age of sixteen, until I go back to the day of your death in the previous life in my dream......"
"I don't even know if he and Yu Siyu had a happy life and died at the end of their lives."
"Later, I dreamed that you were buried in a funeral, Zhou Conghe and Yefang stole your ashes and buried them in my tomb, and from their crying, I learned that you killed Song Yecheng and his mother, Yu Siyu, and did not die well......"
"Weiwei, everyone says that I am young and promising, innocent, all the way open, a young man ascended to a high position, but there has never been the blood of innocent people in my hands, but today, I want my hands, dyed with Song Yecheng's blood, even in this life, he did not lose his conscience like in the previous life, and his sin did not lead to death, but I don't want to let him go......"
"I don't want to let him go, Hanzhang, the pain of losing a child, unforgettable, even if he doesn't deserve to die in this life, but I don't want to watch him live in this world, the pain in my heart will never be healed, so, Hanzhang ...... I've always been scared, I'm afraid I'm going to get pregnant, I'm afraid that the child will hate me and won't come back, but I'm looking forward to him coming back......"
"He won't hate you, otherwise why would Heaven have made you sixteen again? It's God who also has mercy on you and me, Weiwei, you believe me, our child, will never hate you, he will definitely come back, he will definitely come! ”
"Really? He wouldn't hate the cowardly, timid and stupid Ruan Jingwei in his previous life? 2k reading network