Text Chapter 19, the story within the story

The day with Jiang Mobai was very boring, basically Jiang Mobai treated Xu Rui as a slave, a woman is a very troublesome creature, Xu Rui moved a total of one ton of large bags and small bags, and his cosmetics moved five kilograms.

Xiao Tang was lying on the bed, sleeping heavily, with milk stains on the corners of his mouth, holding a carton of unfinished milk in his right hand, the fever had subsided, and he slept very comfortably.

Xu Rui sat next to the computer, he browsed the recruitment information on the website, now there are only two people in the apartment, a huge house, the house is surrounded by walls, Xu Rui is now looking for two tenants to come in and live.

Before he found a tenant, Xu Rui still had to find a way to make money in order to make a living.

Xu Rui sat in front of the computer desk, thinking about life, now there is a tenant, but how to deal with the ghost at home, can it be said that he wants to drive away others, this is too unkind, according to the first-come-first theory, it seems that Xu Rui occupies someone's house.

Just when Xu Rui was thinking, the computer suddenly went black, and then a woman appeared, the woman said that she was in a hurry to reincarnate, and the house was given to Xu Rui, and the only condition was that Xu Rui inherited her potted plant, and Xu Rui readily agreed.

Xu Rui is a writer who has nothing to write and write novels, and occasionally sells them for a few dollars to ensure that he does not starve to death.

But the money earned can only ensure that they will not starve to death, which is true for most writers in this era of rampant piracy.

The author of the online article often writes until the middle of the night, the time is confused, and there is an author called Black Serum who is addicted to code words and can't extricate himself, and even forgets the time, hunger, and when he wakes up to find that it is dark.

I still remember the sad day, the code word until three o'clock in the evening, tomorrow at 10 o'clock to ask his girlfriend to go shopping and eat, he is ready to get up at 8 o'clock, yes, he is very punctual, it is indeed eight o'clock to get up, but it is 8 o'clock in the evening, the most mentally retarded is that he feels that the sky is not yet bright and sleeps for a while.

After her girlfriend decisively proposed to break up, that day, the cold wind blew the fallen leaves, and the black serum head left without looking back, and when he got home, he looked at the computer screen, his hands were trembling, not because he was still worried about his ex, but because he ...... It's time to pay utility bills.

Xu Rui browsed on the Internet, next to Jiang Mobai brought a cup of coffee, put it next to the computer desk, saw the author welfare of a website on the computer, she said to Xu Rui: "Eunuch, you can't make money writing novels, and raising pigs is the king." ”

She struck:

Don't always complain that you don't have a recommendation to hit the street, in fact, you have a recommendation to hit the street!

If you don't want to code words today, you will leave it until tomorrow.,Maybe tomorrow you'll be lucky 404 and you won't need to use the code.。

Some people haven't written tens of thousands of words without standing short and ask everywhere if they can cut it, I tell you, yes!

The same newcomer, the same word, other people's grades are dozens of times yours, you think he must be brushed, but no, people are just hanging more than you.

Sometimes you think hard and meditate for hours, and you don't get as good as the results of other people's blind chicken bully

Writing a book must be persevering, not afraid of failure, even if it hits the street 99 books, you must write 1 book, make up a whole number!

Don't look at other people's first books and get so good grades, you don't know that people are behind the writing of this book, they haven't worked hard at all.

If you have too many words, you won't wait for readers, you will only wait for trolls.

Another chapter update, how's it going? Is there a few less collections?

You have 20,000 words to test the water, and after testing the water, it has been pushed to the shelves, and I haven't seen how many subscriptions you have.

You only have tens of thousands of words now, and it's normal for no one to read them, and when you have more words, you will find that you can't write anymore.

When you're done with this one, you'll be able to pounce on the next one

You say that you write books just for hobbies, not to make money, but often after persevering, you find that you really can't make money

Today's recommended collection is rising so fast, so happy! In fact, people don't want to read this book at all, but when he quits, the system prompts whether to collect it, and he clicks it wrong

It's a dead end to write novels all day long, as if you can do something big without writing a novel

Xu Rui quietly took a sip of coffee, and a message popped up on the computer, the message came from a certain author that Xu Rui liked, he liked the author's book very much, and went to his house with a whip and a blade to urge the change, and the moment he read the news, he felt that his life had reached a low point.

A certain author Xu Rui likes suddenly published such a sentence in the group:

Now I can't find the feeling of first love when I fall in love, but I have more of a feeling of first love when chatting with the editor, I will be excited because of the editor's words, and I will be instantly depressed because of the editor's words, and I will be heartbroken for the editor, I want to know what the editor is doing now, whether he is thirsty, hungry or not, tired or not, when will he recommend it to me? I have to pay attention to the recommendation effect after the recommendation, and I have to worry about whether the editor will abandon me because I hit the street at night before going to bed. The editors are upset when they ignore me, and my heart now belongs to those editors.

Xu Rui is very aware of the feeling of loss, when you try your best to do a good job, and then the feeling of being denied, loneliness, loss, helplessness, and struggling alone in a dark corner.

Writers are the easiest people to change to schizophrenia and depression, they are easy to live in their own spiritual world, they ignore the outside world, in the spiritual world, in the world they build, they are emperors, they are gods, they can rule the world, control everything, they are above ten thousand people! No one can stand above their heads.

It's a kind of outpouring, a fantasy, a catharsis of repression, an addiction, and only endless writing makes them feel like they're really alive.

Most people don't write to make money, but to vent dissatisfaction in life.

They are the eyes of the world, the scales of morality.

Every book, every story, is full of understanding of human nature and moral judgment.

In real life, they live in messy houses, eat moldy, cheap food, and are plagued by rent, water and electricity all day long.

Everyone has a chance to escape before being killed by life, but only a very small number of people dare to break the routine and try new things, but that kind of person usually needs time to grow before succeeding, and the process of growing up is very difficult, and they have to endure external abuse and internal suppression.

According to one statistic, writers are 10 to 20 times more likely to suffer from bipolar disorder, 8 to 10 times more likely to suffer from depression, and 18 times more likely to commit suicide.

Only if there is enough time, a monkey will also knock out a famous book in front of a computer desk.

Like Woolf and Hemingway, there are many writers who suffer from bipolar disorder, such as Balzac, Charles, Dickens, Gogol, Gorky, Tolstoy, Turgenev, Zola, and so on. Sometimes I'm really glad that it's better to be an ordinary person.

Xu Rui felt that writing online articles was a dead end, and when he was about to give up, a line of words suddenly appeared on the computer.

Everyone has a chance to escape before being killed by life, if you feel that life is unfair to you, then you should not give up, I can't promise you anything, but self-confidence is a good thing, because with self-confidence we will be fearless, I need you, please try again.

This is the propaganda slogan of a website abducting the author, which is very deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, in fact, Xu Rui refused at first, just when he was about to turn off the computer and prepare to go offline, thinking about it, his hand involuntarily clicked on the web page.

It was this that changed his fate.

One by one, the story of horror, horror, bizarre, perverted, full of human reflections, unfolds.