Su Yuanzhi came back from her trance, looked at her daughter and son with an expectant look in front of her, and felt a little sour in her heart. She sighed faintly, "That's it...... What's the point of me staying here now that your father is gone......"

In the past, she endured a breath, all for the sake of her beloved, and that little bit of attachment was also for him. It's just that she can't be selfish now and only for herself, she has to think about her children......

It's just, "It's not a hasty thing to move, where are we going to move?" Su Yuanzhi cleaned up her mood, she was originally a person who grew up in a big city, and she was not a rural woman in the village who didn't know even if she typed. She knows that moving is not an easy thing to do, and choosing a place that suits their situation.

"And what about Guoguo's studies?"

"Mom~" Xia Guo protested, every time he heard his mother call him that, he got goosebumps. With a tiger face, he emphasized, "I've grown up." ”

"Yo~ I won't be my son when I grow up~~~" Su Yuanzhi lifted her eyelids coldly.

"It's not. Eh~ It's your son......" Xia Guo subconsciously retorted, but as soon as the words came out, he found that something was wrong, the old mother's face was about to change, so quickly analyze it clearly. It's just that Mao is so aggrieved in his heart......

Xia Hua saw that her younger brother was holding back her face and turned red, and she couldn't help but laugh secretly.

This family has such an unscrupulous mother, so many laughter and laughter, and it can be so optimistic in such a situation.

"Okay, don't tease you, get down to business." Su Yuanzhi couldn't help but break the gong herself.

"Or let's move to the county seat. Xia Guo is still studying there, and if we go to transfer schools now, we won't be able to find a suitable ...... for a while" Speaking of business, Xia Hua thought about it and gave her own suggestions.

She understood that what her mother had just said about what should be in line with the family's situation was not only about her brother's academic problems, but also about the most important problem, that is, money.

If they have enough money, then the world is so big, and they can't go anywhere.

But what they lack most is money.

A penny stumps a strong man.

They really can't go to the big cities where they can't afford to rent a house just because they don't have much money. In addition to the fare for the trip back to school, Xia Hua only had 1,000 yuan left, and she estimated that her mother was about the same.

So 2,000 yuan is really too little for a family.

Travel expenses, renting an apartment, tuition fees, etc. will be a large expense. These conditions limit their pace, and they can only be nearby, and the younger brother also needs to study in the county high school. Because the tuition is free there, if you transfer to another school, not to mention whether you can get in, even they can't afford the tuition at present.

They simply don't have much other options, and there may be cheap houses for rent in other provinces, but to get there, it will cost a lot of money just for the three of them.

So it can only be the county closest to them.

"In the future, wherever Xia Guo will take the university exam, you will move to where Mom, so that you can also take care of it." Xia Hua added. At the same time, I was thinking about finding a way to earn more money after I went back to school, so that if my mother and younger brother wanted to move to a big city in the future, they would at least have to pay for the road and rent.

"Okay......" Su Yuanzhi glanced at Xia Hua and groaned for a long time before nodding in agreement. It's just that she quickly turned her head, not wanting Xia Hua to see the wetness in her eyes. Although she often fantasizes that her daughter can be by her side for a long time, the cruel truth always inadvertently creeps into her heart, reminding herself that all this is just her own luxury.

My heart was tangled.

How she wished that all this had happened to her, and that all the misfortunes and sufferings would be borne by herself.

Xia Hua saw her mother like this, and she didn't feel good in her heart. She got up and came behind her mother to squeeze her shoulder, and said softly, "Mom, when am I going to move?" ”

Su Yuanzhi closed his eyes and felt it, and after a long while, he opened his eyes, took Xia Hua's hand, patted it gently, and signaled that he was fine.

"What do you think?" Since she decided to leave, Su Yuanzhi is not hypocritical, as long as her children are happy, she will be happy.

Xia Hua and Xia Guo glanced at each other, and after eye contact between the two for a while, they decided to let Xia Hua make the decision.

"Tomorrow morning, when it's light, let's go." Xia Hua felt that if she wanted to leave, she should leave as soon as possible, so that those people would come back tomorrow to entangle, she didn't want to stay any longer.

"Alright, let's pack up our things tonight." Su Yuanzhi was slightly stunned, but soon his face was resolute. It's time to say goodbye here, she looked around, looking at this simple but familiar house, and felt a little reluctant in her heart, but for the sake of the child, she was strong enough to keep it all in her heart.

"Later, we'll go to your dad and say goodbye to him." Su Yuanzhi said with a somewhat gloomy expression.

Xia Hua and Xia Guo nodded silently, and their mood was inexplicably heavy. If it weren't for the fact that they couldn't stay here, they wouldn't have left so easily.

In the evening, when the sky was completely dark, Xia Hua and the three came to Xia's father's grave with incense paper. This cemetery is on the hillside behind the village, and the road is not very difficult to walk, but at this time the sky is already very dark, and there is no light around, only the faint moonlight in the sky is sprinkled on the earth, and the road can barely be seen clearly.

Looking at her father's sunny and handsome face on the tombstone, Xia Hua's eyes were instantly filled with tears, and her mother was already in tears.

Su Yuanzhi knelt on the ground, stretched out her hand and touched the person in the photo tremblingly, tears dripping on the grass in front of the grave.

It is this person who makes himself crazy in love, and loves him at all costs, even at the cost of cutting off contact with his family. It's just that why are you so anxious to leave, leaving me alone in this world......

"Chenghai, we've come to see you......"

"Dad."

"Dad."

Xia Hua and Xia Guo also knelt down and bowed to the tombstone.

"Chenghai, we're leaving, ......" Speaking of this, Su Yuanzhi choked up: "Your family doesn't leave us a way to live, so we can only leave." ”

"You say, why does a person as good as you have such a family? Why? ”

"Why did you so cruelly leave us to face this...... Why ......"

Su Yuanzhi cried loudly, as if she had cried out all the grievances she had suppressed in her heart in the past few years. In the past, when she came to worship, even if she had tears in her eyes, she had a smile on her face. She has always reported good news and not bad news, but today she finally couldn't help it......