The furnishings in the wooden house are very simple.

Facing the door was a wooden bed with a square recess in front of it, and a dirt floor inside.

There was a blackened mark in the middle, and a thick rope hung from the roof, and at the top of the thick rope was a hook, which seemed to be a stove for cooking things in winter.

The floor was all wooden, and there were several square straw mats around the square recesses, and the straw mats had been lying for an unknown period of time, and they were covered with a layer of ash and looked dirty.

There was only that bed, Xu was going to sleep on Ming'er, so he simply cleaned it up, and when someone came to search for it, he sprinkled a layer of ash on it to stain it.

Elsewhere, it can be seen that they are very cautious and have not changed much.

The little one sat on the bed, still hanging his head, like a defeated rooster, completely devoid of his usual spirit and vitality.

At the beginning, when Su Yun said that he had mental illness, he was also alive.

This child has had his own set of ideas since he was a child, for example, he has not been at home for six years and has ignored him, and he worships him as a hero in his heart, and has never resented him.

For example, when his mother spoke coldly to him, his small heart still longed for his mother's care and love, and even secretly and regularly visited his mother.

It's such a young child who hasn't learned resentment and hatred, but like Ming'er, a child who still has sunshine and has his own little pursuits is also very precious.

That's his son.

He came into this world at a time when he was unprepared and unexpected, and he was caught off guard, and he didn't know how to face it.

Gu Junwei walked over slowly, looked at him condescendingly, and said lightly, "Gu Jiaming, raise your head." ”

As soon as "Gu Jiaming" came out, no one knew, and Gu Junwei's heart trembled slightly.

The little guy bit his lip and slowly raised his head, his obsidian eyes filled with tears.

He stubbornly didn't let the tears fall, and when he actually saw his father's appearance, a pair of eyes inevitably revealed a little admiration.

Sad, longing, aggrieved, scared, stubborn......

Countless emotions poured out from those eyes that were as pure as glass, and suddenly became an unbearable weight in Gu Junwei's heart.

Gu Junwei's hand behind him tightened, looked at him quietly for a while, and asked expressionlessly: "Gu Jiaming, do you know what you did wrong?" ”

The little guy pursed his lips, and his long and thick eyelashes trembled slightly, but he didn't dare to blink, for fear that tears would come out in the blink of an eye.

But I really want to blink.

The little guy lowered his head slightly, pretended to rub his eyes away the tears in his eyes, and pouted, "I know, Ming'er...... shouldn't have secretly run to Qinglai's carriage, Ming'er caused a lot of trouble to Qinglai, it was Ming'er's fault. ”

The sound of this milky voice with a hint of forbearance and crying made Gu Junwei's heart feel as if it had been rubbed, he took a deep breath, and continued to say in a deep voice: "Then why did you do this? ”

The little one pouted again, and the two little short legs unconsciously crossed together.

This time, he didn't answer for a long time, and Gu Junwei didn't urge him, just lowered his eyes and waited quietly, looking at a small hair whirl on the top of Jiaming's head.

The little guy's hair was a little messy, and the hair on his temples fell down, softly covering half of his white jade ears.

The little doll's hair is originally small, and most people hang down from the child's hair, but Su Yun likes to tinker with Jiaming's hair, tie him a bun these days, and tie him a general horn in those days.

Su Yun is not by his side these days, there is only a group of big men, it is very good to ensure that he is full of food and sleep, and there are naturally no too high requirements for his appearance.

The robe he was wearing was also dusty, and he couldn't see the original color at all, this kid, how many days has it been since he took a bath?

After looking at it like this, Gu Junwei's heart was already a little soft, and it softened even more.

Finally, the child's voice sounded, softly, as if full of confusion and grievances, "Ming'er didn't want to trouble Qinglai and them, but Ming'er was so worried about painting screens......

The painting screen is not seen because of Ming'er.,At that time, there were bad people coming.,Qinglai they immediately left with Ming'er.,Painting screen went to the toilet and didn't come back.,Ming'er said to wait for the painting screen.,Qinglai They said it's important to protect Ming'er......

When I went back, the picture screen was gone......

Qinglai said that the picture screen knew that we were going to Liangcheng, and she would find it herself...... But Ming'er waited in Liangcheng for a long time, but she didn't see the picture screen......

Ming'er is so worried, and if her mother knows about it, she will be very sad, and she may be angry with Ming'er and ignore Ming'er......"

The child's words were intermittent, but Gu Junwei listened very carefully and understood.

It may be that on the way, they suddenly encountered soldiers and horses from the Southern Wu or North Vietnamese, they mainly protect Ming'er, not to mention just temporarily dropping the painting screen, that is, if necessary, it is normal to sacrifice the painting screen.

As the child spoke, he unconsciously stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes, suddenly raised his head, looked at Gu Junwei and pursed his lips and asked, "Father, why do you have to ignore others to protect Ming'er?" ”

The child's eyes revealed real confusion and incomprehension, as well as a trace of panic and grievances caused by this confusion and incomprehension.

Gu Junwei sighed unconsciously.

You can't blame him, you really can't blame him.

Parents are supposed to be the guides of their children, there are some things he needs to know, and some detours that he doesn't really need to take, except for the parents who brought him into this world and forcibly installed him in his own lineage, no one else can teach him.

There are some things, even Su Yun can't teach him, it's his father who is derelict in his duties.

Gu Junwei's face could no longer collapse, his phoenix eyes were gentle, he knelt down on one knee, stretched out a calloused hand, gently stroked the child's soft face, and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes for him.

Feeling the slight stinging pain of his father's rough fingertips on his face, the little guy unconsciously closed his eyes on one side, but he didn't dodge it.

His father's hand was so warm, he was reluctant to dodge.

"Jiaming, you remember, you are my Gu Junwei's son, and on the day you are born, you are destined to enjoy everything that other children do not have, power, status, money, and even prestige.

However, it is also destined that on your shoulders, you will bear responsibilities that other children do not have. ”

Gu Junwei looked at him and said lightly: "Many people will desperately protect you, and even give up their lives to protect you."

A decision, an action, or even a word of yours affects not only yourself, but also the people around you, and more likely, ...... This whole world. ”

Looking at the uneasiness that unconsciously appeared in the child's eyes, Gu Junwei smiled faintly, "At this time, panic and panic are the most meaningless emotions, what you should think about is how to reduce the sacrifices of the people around you, so that their sacrifices can become more meaningful." ”

"Jiaming, do you understand? They do this, not only because you are my son, but also because you are the little master they have high hopes for, and they have placed their trust in you. ”

"There are many things in this world that are much more important and complicated than life and death, you are still young, don't worry if you don't understand, the meaning of your father's existence is like this, holding your hand and leading you to walk slowly, until you grow into a man who is in charge alone."