Chapter 149: I'm Nie Rujin

Si Jingmo waited quietly, and as time passed, he couldn't hear Huo Yubai's words, and he was inevitably apprehensive in his heart.

"Yubai, do you hate me?"

Huo Yubai came back to his senses and looked at Si Jingmo in a daze, "All this, is it true?" ”

"Really, it's all true!" Si Jingmo held Huo Yubai's hand, held it tightly, and looked at her seriously, "What I said is true, the person back then was me, and Qiqi was our son." ”

Huo Yu's white eyes were moist, tears burst the embankment, and he suddenly pushed Si Jingmo away hard, choked and roared, "Why did you say it now?" Do you know how much pain I have? Do you know how much I minded that incident?

I don't care what others say, I don't care what others think, but I care if I'm worthy of you!

The things of that year were like a thorn in my heart, even if you say over and over again that you don't mind, but I mind, the better you treat me, the more I mind, I always feel that I am not worthy of you!

Si Jingmo! You bastard! Why didn't you tell me sooner? ”

All Huo Yubai's suppressed emotions were vented at this moment.

Si Jingmo took her into his arms, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I'm afraid you'll hate me, so I don't dare say ......"

"Bastard!"

Huo Yubai's fist landed on Si Jingmo.

"Yes! I'm a bastard! I'm a bastard! ”

Huo Yubai snorted, she never felt that she was vulnerable, but now she knew that she was really not that strong, she had been holding on, and now she finally didn't have to pretend, she finally didn't have to hold on.

Everything is not so bad, there is no end between them.

"Yu Bai, I'm sorry for what happened back then, I will use my life to make amends, don't hate me." Si Jingmo said.

Huo Yubai didn't hate him at all, what she loved was him, her son was his, what else did she hate? Besides, he was also calculated.

The only thing that made her feel hateful was that he actually buried her!

Huo Yubai got angry when he thought about it, pushed Si Jingmo away, and stared at him with teary eyes.

"How were you sure I was dead? Why did you bury me? Do you know how hard it took me to crawl out of the dirt? If you dig a little deeper, I'll die!" ”

Facing Huo Yubai's questioning, Si Jingmo only felt afraid, really, if the two subordinates dug the pit a little deeper, it would be impossible for them to meet.

It's just thrilling.

"This king was very angry at the time, and when he saw that your face was pale and he couldn't feel his breath, he asked people to dig a pit and bury you, sorry ......"

Huo Yubai was angry, "Is it useful to apologize?" ”

"Yubai, I'...... I'll make it up to you. ”

"Not uncommon! I'll be angry when I see you! ”

Si Jingmo felt a little uncomfortable, "Even if you are angry, even if you hate me, I admit it, and I will make amends." Father already knows everything, don't worry, no one will use the events of the past to hit you and hurt you in the future. ”

Huo Yubai was silent, from the moment the emperor questioned her, she had prepared for the worst.

What scared her the most was not that the things of the year were revealed, but that after the things were revealed, she and Si Jingmo would have no future, she never thought that everything would come and go.

Heaven still treats her favorably.

"Did you say before that the secret you want to tell me is the truth about what happened back then?"

Si Jingmo nodded, "Well, that's the only thing I'm hiding from you, my secret." Looking at Huo Yubai, "What about you?" Can you tell me your secret? ”

Huo Yubai's eyes flashed slightly, and he hesitated in his heart, "I'm afraid of scaring you." ”

"No, this king's heart is strong enough, even if you say that you are a demon and a monster, this king will not be scared."

Si Jingmo guessed that Huo Yubai was a soul of another world from the flaws that appeared between Huo Yubai's words before, so he was mentally prepared, even if it was a soul of another world, he could accept it.

Huo Yubai thought about it, hooked his lips and smiled, he gave her such a big "stimulus", she seemed to stimulate him too.

"Si Jingmo, if I tell you that I am not the real Huo Yubai, do you believe it?"

Si Jingmo's eyes darkened slightly, and sure enough, "Believe!" Whatever you say, this king believes it! ”

Huo Yubai was surprised, why was he so calm?

"So, if I say that my real identity is ......" deliberately paused, seeing Si Jingmo listening attentively, he smiled and approached him, "Actually, I am...... Whisper...... As...... Jin ......"

Si Jingmo was stunned and looked at Huo Yubai in disbelief, "What did you say?" ”

Huo Yubai chuckled, leaned back against the bedrail, and looked at Si Jingmo for a long time, "You heard me right, I'm Nie Rujin, it's the one, you've been secretly in love with it, Nie, Ru, Jin." ”

Si Jingmo couldn't believe it, "You're not kidding, are you?" ”

Huo Yubai shook his head with a smile and stared at him, "Who is kidding you?" I am Nie Rujin, and Nie Rujin is me. The two letters that were sent to Mama Xia were written by me. ”

Si Jingmo looked at Huo Yubai in a daze, this was really too unexpected for him, he never expected it.

"How can you be Nie Rujin? How is this possible? If you are Nie Rujin, what about the real Huo Yubai? Also, your personality is not very similar to the Nie Rujin I know. ”

Huo Yubai had mixed feelings, "I am Nie Rujin, I am also Huo Yubai, I have all the memories of Nie Rujin and Huo Yubai, including all the feelings." The experiences are different, the circumstances are different, all the memories are integrated, and I am somewhat different from the original me. ”

Si Jingmo was silent, remembering that when they first met, they played chess together, and she said what Rujin said at the beginning.

and in Begonia Garden, her makeup, her expression, the music she played, she was really like Rujin at that time.

She obviously can't have anything to do with the Nie family, but she cares about Rujin's case and the affairs of the Nie family.

If she was Nie Rujin, everything could be explained.

"Then how did you become Huo Yubai? What's going on? ”

Huo Yubai smiled helplessly, "If you are poisoned and killed, you will become Huo Yubai." ”

"Then, what happened to me was the original Huo Yubai, or Nie Rujin who became Huo Yubai." Si Jingmo's deep eyes stared at Huo Yubai's eyes, he cared about the answer very much, he hoped that it would be her from beginning to end.

Huo Yubai was stunned, and was looked at by Si Jingmo's straight eyes, a little embarrassed, "That, yes, it's me." ”

The corners of Si Jingmo's lips rose slightly, the smile that couldn't be hidden in the corners of his eyes, and his burning eyes stared at Huo Yubai, "This king didn't know that the arrogant and powerful eldest lady of the Nie family would become the soft and weak little woman she is now."

Especially this little woman, who still loves this king deeply, has she ever regretted refusing to marry this king? ”