"Don't chase me, don't follow me anymore.... Why follow me.."

Yue Yao, who was lying on the bed, kept babbling nonsense in her mouth, her speech order was unclear, and she ran lifelessly in a mist like crimson clouds, she didn't know where she was, what she was running for, and she didn't know what she was avoiding, but she instinctively felt that something terrible and dangerous was approaching.

The high fever for days did not subside, Yue Yao's body became thinner and thinner, the whole palace seemed to fall into mourning, the entire courtyard where Fan Ye and Yue Yao lived was full of a strong smell of medicine, even if the old gentleman in Hehuan Valley arrived, it did not help Yue Yao's condition in the slightest, and she could only prescribe some medicine to maintain her life.

Now Yue Yao can't hear the cries of the outside world at all, she herself is helpless in the fog, like a ship lost in the sea, floating alone in the middle of the rolling waves, the ship is not yet in control of its own destiny, up and down, just like Yue Yao himself at this moment.

The child was crying hoarsely on the side, but Fan Ye was deaf, his red eyes looked at Yue Yao's painful face, but he couldn't do anything, he was even a little afraid to see that child, it was that child who made Yue Yao fall into a coma.

"Nurse, give me the baby! The princess wanted to take him to see the girl. Ziyi stretched out his hand to hug the sleeping baby, he must be dreaming at this moment, and there was a sweet smile on the corner of his mouth.

Ziyi hugged the child to Yue Yao's side, Le Zhengyu let Yue Yao's hand hold the child's little hand, Yue Yao seemed to get a sense, as the hand tightened, Le Zhengyu's eyes flashed with surprise, she seemed to have found a way to let Yue Yao go home.

In a sea full of reefs, not far away was a large deck, on which there were many people, as if they were laughing and scolding her, and the sailboat that had not yet risen seemed to have magical power, and Yue Yao's body fluttered lightly in the air, and could not help but float towards that place.

As she got closer and closer to the deck, the waves in the sea rolled more and more violently, until a monstrous wave tossed the people in mid-air on the shore, and Yue Yao was terrified, she had never seen such a sea, such a violent storm, such a dark night.

She closed her eyes tightly and clenched her hands until a sharp stinging pain came from her hand, and the hand she stretched out for pain, half of the broken shell mixed with blood lay quietly in the palm of her hand, this scene was extremely strange.

Le Zhengyu sat in front of Yue Yao's bed, the originally sleeping baby cried, Le Zhengyu only looked at Yue Yao's face, but saw that the little hand was held by the mother's big hand, and the pain made the sleeping child cry.

Le Zhengyu tried to break Yue Yao's clenched hand, but he was afraid that the force would hurt her too much, so he could only prick her acupuncture point with a golden needle.

In addition to the whistling of the sea breeze, Yue Yao's ears were mixed with the sound of crying, she looked at the endless sea and the thin sand, and she followed the crying voice barefoot, which seemed to be familiar to her.

Yue Yao began to search again, and for some reason, she unconsciously ran to the place where there was a deck, and the place seemed to be like a thin veil, as if it was inextricably linked to her, and as if as long as it was torn, it could see the truth that had been forgotten.

Yue Yao slowly approached the deck, most of her body was submerged in the sea, the sound of breathing was covered by the whimpering and crying sea breeze, she didn't know where she got the courage, covered her mouth stiffly, and reached out to cut through the veil that had been sealed in front of her for a long time.

It was undoubtedly a tragic scene, and she stared at the scene on the deck, unable to tell who she was.

A woman who looked like a flower, dressed in the green clothes that had appeared in her dreams, and her fair cheeks were pressed against the deck by several tall men, almost twisted and deformed, but she could not move.

They laughed in strange cooing voices, with an undisguised shrunken smile in their eyes, and one of the men reached out and tore the woman's blouse, the other tugging at her long hair to prevent her from struggling.

Yue Yao has not seen such a scene, in the years of Jimo mixed in Qinglou, what kind of scoundrel has not been seen, but now this scene still makes her feel chilled from the bottom of her heart.

Her body was cold seawater, and she felt the cold at the moment, and countless cold waves surged, rushing in her direction, freezing her shivering.

She wanted to close her eyes, she wanted to forget this scene, she just wanted to go back to live in a safe place in the Wangwang Mansion, Yue Yao had a question in her heart, who is she? Where is the Prince's Mansion? There are a lot of people who are about to come up with their names in their heads, but they can't remember them anyway.

The tragedy on the deck was being staged, everything was seen by her, * scene by scene, crime scene by scene, and she seemed to have experienced it herself, and as if she was like Le Zhengyu back then, she could only watch everything that happened in front of her, and she could only watch her best friend being tortured to death like that.

"Yaoyao, you may have met a woman named Wuji, if you can... At that time, don't believe her anymore..."Le Zhengyu finally talked about the events of the year before Yue Yao's bed.

She thought that everything had sunk to the bottom like a nightmare, like a boulder, and would never be made public again, but now, in order to wake her up, she had to let it happen again in front of Yue Yao.

Everything has a Dharma, the Buddha suffers sentient beings, and he is the Dharma for the rest of his life.

In this world, whether it is memory or forgetting, it has never been manipulated by anyone, and what should be remembered cannot be forgotten by you after all.

"At that time, they killed my best friend, the only friend in my life, on the deck where the sea was beating, but I couldn't stand up and kill her enemies...

The organization says that if the mission is not completed, you are a waste, and no one cares if you die, Wuling is a person who values her mission so much, she feels that the mission is more important than her innocent life, how can I be entrusted by her and be unfaithful to what she paid?

Yaoyao, if you see the end of everything and find your original self there, come back! Come back and see the happiness around you, the child you just gave birth to.

You like Yue'er and Xian'er so much, and now that you have your own children, come back to see your lover, you.... It shouldn't be this way.

Yaoyao, I'm sorry! I never had a chance to say this apology, I'm sorry, Yaoyao... No soul, my dear friend. ”

Listening to the almost inaudible voice of Le Zhengyu in the house, Ye Yu, who was squatting outside the house, clasped his knees with his hands, trembling, and tears of sadness under his long eyelashes.

Seeing that the woman who was * was slowly turning her head, time slowed down and slowed down again and again in that moment, the woman's painful body convulsed on the deck, obviously enduring great pain, whether it was physical pain or inner pain, that kind of self-evident pain, so that Yue Yao's heart couldn't help but throb.

The men in front of him slapped and spatted the naked woman with a mouthful of phlegm, and Yue Yao finally saw clearly, where did she seem to see the face, and her hand unconsciously touched her illusory face.

All the pain seemed to have been experienced in a moment, the pain and humiliation were the scars she never wanted to mention after tossing and turning, and the scars that had not healed were covered with blood that had been torn again.

"Spiritless, did you hear me? If you hear it, come back quickly, you can come back and beat me up, please don't lie here like this anymore and be half dead, don't you want to live like a normal person in this life? Are you willing to give up your current life to repeat the same mistakes? ”

Le Zhengyu's intuition told her that Yue Yao had to wake up today, no matter what method was used, if she still couldn't wake up today, then the chance of waking up in the future would be very slim.

Just as Le Zhengyu was calling in Yue Yao's ear one by one, the door was slammed open, and Night Feather walked in with her long hair draped. Le Zhengyu looked at the person who came and barely squeezed out a smile, and was about to speak, but Ye Yu took the first step to speak.

"Princess, can I come and talk to her? Maybe you can wake her up? Ye Yu looked at Le Zhengyu, who was also surprised, Le Zhengyu covered his mouth and looked at Ye Yu in front of him with wide eyes and a normal expression.

"Night Feather, you...."

"Princess, I've heard what you just said, I think my experience is so similar to that of your friend called Spiritless, I think I can help, but... Princess, don't tell anyone, okay? ”

Ye Yu's voice was very soft, and Le Zhengyu nodded slightly, that was the line of defense in their hearts, and no one wanted to touch the suffocation that would be painful and painful at the slightest touch.

"Girl, I'm Ye Yu, the princess of the Yue Kingdom...

I have suffered this kind of inhumane torture like you, and I understand your feelings, but as long as you live well, it doesn't matter, as long as you live, it's okay. ”

Le Zhengyu looked at the corner of Ye Yu's mouth with a relieved smile, her eyes were full of sourness and unbearable, she looked up at the high beam, and forced back her tears.

If it is said that a big dream is only prosperous, then waking up from a dream is all empty.

It turns out that it is oneself, Yue Yao is oneself, Wuling is also oneself, bitterness is oneself, and joy is oneself.

The bloody violence in front of Yue Yao gradually disappeared, as if he had fallen into a time tunnel in an instant, with the whirring wind in his ears, the scenery on both sides quickly retreated, and the black fog and blood red around him gradually faded, leaving only an empty desolation.

A person's life is like a broken tud, scattering a little fragment, buried in the soil, occasionally stepping on pedestrians, and the beautiful music of wind chimes ringing is still accompanied by the morning light, unfolding day after day.

When the tulip blooms again, everything is gone, and only fragrance remains.

Yue Yao woke up in the evening of the same day, Le Zhengyu and Ye Yu went out with the child in their arms, Fan Ye went to bed in a wide dress, lay beside Yue Yao, and told the bits and pieces between them in her ear with the whispers of her lover, which also awakened a heart that was lost in the nine heavens.