A love letter about the second watch
First of all, I would like to tell you straight to the point: I'm sorry, I may have to have a second shift recently. Because I finally registered for the civil service provincial exam yesterday, and there is only one month left before the 4.21 exam, I want to have some time to work hard for the exam.
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Yesterday I had the following conversation with my mom:
My mother: I've been registering for the provincial exam recently
Me: Hmm
My mother: Do you still want to take the test?
Me: I don't want to......
My Mom: Oh
My mom hesitated for a while: Why don't you take the test again?
I:......
In the end, looking at my mother's slightly pleading and expectant eyes, I still signed up for the civil service provincial examination.
Some book friends may know that I am a single-parent family. My mother is not easy, she is just a contract worker in a neighborhood office, that is, the so-called temporary worker, usually doing the same work, holiday benefits or something others have, but she does not, so she has always thought that I can become a civil servant with an establishment in the system.
This is probably one of her long-cherished wishes.
Since my senior year, I have taken the 17th National Examination until now, and I have taken several exams, and I have also had the experience of only a few tenths of a point in the written exam, which is really painful......
I used to think that my mother thought that I couldn't make money by writing essays, so I always thought that if I made money, she wouldn't want me to continue taking the exam, but now it seems that it is not only because of this......
After all, with the support of all of you who have subscribed to the original book, my current manuscript fee is ...... I can't say how much, but in our small northwest city, it can barely be regarded as a relatively decent income. However, she still wanted me to continue to take the civil service exam.
So, even for the sake of my mother's expectations, I decided to take the test.
Those who should be responsible, those who can't escape.
Now that you've signed up, you can't just pretend to be and focus on participating or something...... I decided to try it a little harder.
Do something, not to mention how beautiful the result is, but always do your best to do it, so as not to regret it. This can be regarded as a life inspiration that I got after the gloom of the college entrance examination caused by playfulness.
People are not born to live simply for themselves, they should always carry something and repay some expectations of others.
This may be the responsibility.
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Of course, in addition to the above, in fact, the most important thing is that I am about to turn 23 years old, but I am still a single dog, in a small city like ours, as soon as others hear that I stay at home, they don't ask anything else, to be honest, there is not even a person who is willing to go on a blind date with me (single dog grudge +1, +1...... )
I think that if you are really admitted to the civil service, you should be able to continue to code words in your spare time, and it is still a major good news for the blind date...... (Knock on the blackboard, highlight the emphasis)
Therefore, having said so much, in the end, it is still the key point of this sentence, until the 4.21 exam, there can only be two changes every day...... Thank you for your understanding!
After all, I'm always a layman, and there's nothing more tempting than getting off the list!
ps: After the exam, recover your state, and probably make up for the four shifts a day that you owe in March...... (Meow Meow Meow ???) ......