Chapter 184: Beasts are inferior
Many failed families affect the unkindness of their children because of the unkindness of their parents. Bad parents not only have a bad impact on their own family, but also bring a lot of restless factors to society. There may be no reincarnation in life, but people are born, old, sick and die. Everyone has a time when they are young and there is a time when they are old. In fact, there are not so many festivals between people. Especially the elders in a family, often a slight raise of their hand, they will leave a way out for their children, that is, a way back for themselves. As the saying goes, the old cat sleeps in the room, and it is passed down from generation to generation.
Imagine, if Ren Tiezui really thought of this and left a way back for their future, the evening scene might not be disliked by their children and neglected by others. This may be the so-called so-called planting melons and getting melons and planting beans and getting beans, so Sun Xiaohong secretly hates them in her heart, indicating that they have lost their humanity.
In short, how they have treated Sun Xiaohong over the years, Sun Xiaohong has deeply remembered it in her heart, and she can't forgive them for anything. Fortunately, Ren Haoxuan's mother is still sane and sober, she didn't kick her son out of the house on the second day of the Lunar New Year, which is merciful enough for her. However, her net was open, and it didn't last long, and it was antisexual. Maybe she saw Sun Xiaohong with a bowl of water, no matter what she did, she didn't pay attention to it.
After the Spring Festival, Sun Xiaohong was ready to move, and she walked around the village for several days without Ren Haoxuan's consent, and finally found a house near the school. The house was found, and when she was breastfeeding the child at night, she quietly said to Ren Haoxuan: "I'm going to look for a house today, this is not yours anyway, I've already thought about it, let's move out, right?" After Sun Xiaohong found the house, she couldn't wait to move out immediately.
"How can you move out? You go to school every day, who will watch your children? I think you just stop, don't look for trouble! Ren Haoxuan didn't want to leave the house, so he used the child as a shield to set Sun Xiaohong. It's not that he doesn't agree to move. Xiao Zhao hasn't changed jobs and gone home yet, and he doesn't want to leave the two old people alone. Don't look at him and don't say it, in the blink of an eye, Sun Xiaohong knows what's going on.
"I'm fed up, I'm going to have to move out sooner or later anyway, so why bother myself? We lived together for three years, but during these three years, we did all the work in the family and didn't save a penny. Now, your brother is coming back, your parents won't let you stay at home, sweep you out sooner or later, and leave before she opens her mouth! Sun Xiaohong said meaningfully. Her determination has been made, if Ren Haoxuan nods in agreement, she may be able to move out before dawn tomorrow morning.
"Wait, let's talk about it when Xiao Zhao comes back!" Ren Haoxuan sighed, he rolled over and turned his body sideways. Sun Xiaohong knew that he was reluctant to his father. However, the old couple didn't need his care at all. The old lady has already blown out outside, "Her eldest girl is rich, even if she doesn't have these two sons, they can eat fragrant, drink spicy, and don't lack money to spend......" When the son doesn't say a short story, her own son can't make a lot of money, no matter how much he shows off, he is also disgusted with the poor and loves the rich.
She really dared to say this, and she was not afraid of reaching Sun Xiaohong's ears at all. However, she didn't hear anything, and she was afraid that it would not be beautiful in the ears of his eldest brother-in-law. Maybe when he hears such news, the two of them will turn their faces immediately!
Sun Xiaohong knows that the eldest aunt's family is rich, but their family is rich, and her mother-in-law shouldn't step on top of her head and pretend! What's wrong with herself, if you want to say that her mother-in-law's mouth is leaking, everything is bad in her mouth, knowing that she is causing trouble, she still grabs this tail and doesn't let go, she is really ruthless!
"What are you waiting for him to do? When he comes back, we won't move. I just want to know what kind of mess you're thinking about. During the Chinese New Year, your eldest sister came to the house to make it clear, and you are still lying at home pretending to be a filial son and grandson, isn't this self-deprecating? I don't think you can make excuses. Since your whole family can't get along with me, it's useless to talk about anything else. If you don't want to leave, you stay at home and I'll move out on my own. ”
Sun Xiaohong was determined to move out, and she felt that she could no longer hesitate. In the past, it was because I was afraid of wolves and tigers that I was afraid of the wolf and the tiger, and I was angry for so many years. The poor life is not terrible, the terrible thing is that once you are dizzy, you can't even support the poor life. She thinks that only by leaving this home can she escape death, otherwise, if she continues like this, she will have schizophrenia in less than two years. By that time, when I woke up, I was afraid that I would be in an urn.
Sun Xiaohong felt that she should not live in such a depressing environment because she was still young. She's had enough of the shrill swearing, she's had enough of the indirect extortion of wages, and her every word and deed is unreasonably restricted here. She can do it. Ren Haoxuan's mother, doesn't she often complain that she didn't call her mother, in fact, don't look at her giving birth to four or five children, but her words and deeds are not worthy of what a mother can do.
It is ridiculous for a person who has not even been educated to use her own old methods to educate others. If you want to pretend, she can't even pretend to be a person, which makes Sun Xiaohong respect her. Ren Haoxuan's words, she didn't want to hear a word. To make it clear, it's not about coating her mother's hypocrisy with a layer of gold water of hard work. He disappointed Sun Xiaohong very much.
"Xiao Zhao has no culture at all, let him be a soldier, just let him go out to exercise, otherwise, he can't even talk about his daughter-in-law. Don't toss,"
What a high-sounding excuse! They have driven themselves to the point where they have no way out, and what else do they have to do with themselves. She felt that she and Ren Haoxuan could live to this day, which was beyond her imagination, if she was not a child of a good family, she would have divorced Ren Haoxuan a long time ago.
"Take care of yourself, what does it have to do with you. How do you know that he can't even talk about his daughter-in-law? It turns out that I came all the way to this place with you, did I come to be bullied by your father and your mother casually? Have you ever thought about it for me? I hate you, I hate your mother, and I hate your whole family. Please let me go! Two lines of tears fell down Sun Xiaohong's cheeks.
"I don't need you to be nice to me, please give me a way out!" Listening to Sun Xiaohong's tearful story, Ren Haoxuan was very guilty, and in desperation, he lifted the quilt and covered his head tightly.
If a man does not take responsibility, it will always be the woman who suffers. Sun Xiaohong saw that he was living such a sloppy life, and suddenly felt that he couldn't exchange his tears for his promise. She wiped away her tears. In front of this hard-hearted man, it is useless to cry.
Just when Sun Xiaohong wanted to escape, she became pregnant. At first, she panicked and didn't know what to do. After the mother-in-law found out about this, she said lukewarmly: "I think you should go home and ask your mother, if your mother can help you see it, you will give birth." If she doesn't help you see it, you don't want to give birth! The implication is that this child, whether it is a boy or a girl, she does not help to take care of it.
It was just an accident, even if Ren Haoxuan wanted to, she didn't want to give birth to him. But when she saw her mother-in-law talking like this, she retorted at the time: "If you give birth to a child, the family will be like this." If there is another one, there must be no world war in the family! Forget it, the old Ren family heirloom didn't give me a chance, you see, even the realgar medicine given by my third sister is still kept for Xiao Zhao? It's enough for a good child to have one! I almost lost my life trying to have a baby. Without a son's life, a girl is a son. I'm going to get rid of this child and never have any more children in the future. Sun Xiaohong's words touched her mother-in-law a lot, she stared at Sun Xiaohong for a long time, and she usually barked and had nothing to say.
No one is a fool, don't do things so ruthlessly, and when people fight back, even a sincere apology will be mistaken for a routine. Maybe her mother-in-law has never offended Sun Xiaohong so bitterly, but now she finally understands why Sun Xiaohong hates herself so much.
When Sun Xiaohong went to the hospital in the town to have an abortion, Ren Haoxuan was on duty at the dock, and he didn't accompany him. Ren Tiezui hurried immediately, pulled her to the door of the hospital and left her alone. After Sun Xiaohong went to the operating table, a middle-aged female doctor performed this operation on her. The surgery took a long time to complete. Because her body was too weak, Sun Xiaohong lay on the delivery bed for more than two hours before she could move.
After she regained a little strength, her face was unusually pale, and after she got off the delivery bed and slowly put on her pants, she walked out of the hospital holding her painful stomach with one hand and holding the wall with the other. When she sat in Ren Tiezui's carriage, she gritted her teeth and finally didn't let the tears flow from her eyes. After returning from the hospital, she fell headlong on the kang, and the despair that life was worse than death made her despair.
After Ren Haoxuan got off work, he bought some river fish at the dock and came back. After the fish soup was stewed, Ren Tiezui and his mother-in-law opened their big mouths, opened their big teeth, and ate violently, obviously fresh fish for Sun Xiaohong's yang, but they all went into their stomachs. Their hearts are really wolf-like, the next morning before dawn, the mother-in-law woke Sun Xiaohong up, and then stuffed the child into Sun Xiaohong's arms, and drove the carriage with Ren Tiezui, and went to his second girl's house without humanity to be the permanent ambassador. They thought of everything, but they didn't think that they would have an old day.
On the day of Sun Xiaohong's abortion, Ren Haoxuan happened to be on the night shift, and she took her children to stay at home in the empty house for three or four days before Ren Haoxuan returned home from the dock. Thinking of all the abuses she suffered, Sun Xiaohong washed her face with tears every day. Faced with this empty room, the more she thought about it, the more sad she became. Looking at the sleeping child in the rocking blue, she put her face on the child's face, now, she has nothing, the child is her only hope, for her, she has to live strongly, she doesn't believe that God didn't have a mercy on her that day.
She felt that she shouldn't be living this way, bound by some blinded life. She should puff up her chest, hold her head high, and be a woman who does not admit defeat. In order for her daughter to grow up healthily, she must get out of this scorned family and change to a new living environment, so that relatives and friends can see if she can do it.
Half a month later, Ren Tiezui drove the carriage back from the second girl's house. The clouds cleared, and after they did something immoral, there would always be some sly evil smiles on their faces. Sun Xiaohong didn't want to argue with a villain like them. After they did too much, they took advantage on the surface, but secretly they were pointed at behind the backs of many people.
Yes, in this world, without anyone, the earth still works. After all, they are not their parents, so naturally they will not care about their own life or death. For food, for clothing, even the soul of the person can be sold, as if there are not many in this village. No wonder some people will say that poor mountains and bad waters come out of the people.
When thinking like this, Sun Xiaohong's heart was not so entangled.