Chapter 392: Confusing Identity
Chu Xuan was silent for a long time before speaking slowly.
"I understand what you said, and I know that I should unconditionally chase my dreams, but the dreams I set for myself are too high and too high, there is no way to chase them, not to mention that the whole of China is this city, I have no way, in the end, I can only watch those stray animals die innocently, but I have no way.
It takes a lot of money to shelter the stray animals in the whole area, and I don't know how big a single shelter is, let alone the amount of food per day, it's an astronomical amount for me, and it's impossible for anyone in the family to support me in doing this, so it's completely impossible to get support from the family, I want to stand on the world stage and sing, but the ultimate goal is for those stray animals, and I still have a long way to go. ”
This is an unsolvable problem, there is no good way in this society where people's hearts are numb, and outsiders are also cold eyes if they don't get the support of their families, even if they get the support of their families, they can't change anything, after all, this is a rather costly thing. Who is willing to invest their hard-earned money in something that has no return at all? No one would be willing, and besides, the gap between the rich and the poor is not a little bit bigger, and the rich only think about making themselves richer, and those who have no money only think about making money desperately but can't earn it.
has done his best to provide food and clothing every day, let alone help others, Chu Xuan's dream is indeed too big and too difficult, and he can only rely on himself completely.
"I can understand your feelings, and I can understand your kind heart, but ...... I know you may be unhappy to say this, but I think it's better for you to give up this dream, after all, you are just an ordinary college student, although this university is relatively good as a springboard, but it is still a little difficult to succeed, at most, it will be much better than the average person in the future.
If you don't have dreams, you can't be called a person, but if your dreams are too high, it's not necessarily a good thing, and that puts a lot of pressure on you. It's the fault of humans to abandon the animals they raise, but what can you do? You can't control the people, and even if you stop them, it won't help, and they may say that I raised them, and what I want to do with them is my business.
In this society where everyone is at risk, you will see a lot of unfairness, but you can also realize that the trust between people is very weak, this may be the current social atmosphere, you want to rely on the power of one person to change is impossible, you can only go with the flow and adapt to it. ”
Chu Xuan blinked and looked up at the sky.
"Even so, I still want to try to change it, there will still be good Samaritans in society, as long as my appeal is strong enough to bring them together, it will be an unpredictable force. Saying that, Chu Xuan looked at Li Zixiao and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Li Zixiao, thank you for listening to my complaints for a long time, and thank you for your encouragement." My dream is a little difficult to achieve, but I will do it, even if it is only one city, I just want to tell my family that I have worked hard and achieved a small part of my dream. ”
Li Zixiao showed a row of white teeth and smiled and said, "Then I wish you success in advance, should you go buy a dress before that?"
Chu Xuan lowered his head and found that his pants were all covered with blood, and if he went back to school like this, he might cause some misunderstanding.
"Then you go back first, I'll go buy clothes myself. ”
"Don't you want me to go with you?"
Chu Xuan shook his head and said with a smile.
"No, I'll go by myself, you should still have classes in the afternoon, right? ”
"Then I'm back to school!"
"Hmm. ”
After separating from Chu Xuan, Li Zixiao returned to school, and there was still some time before class, so he sneaked to Qin Xiqian's dormitory alone. looked around and saw that no one was just about to knock on the door when he heard someone talking inside, it was Qin Xiqian's voice.
"If there's nothing to do, please get out!"
Li Zixiao listened carefully with his ear on the door, he was a little strange who Qin Xiqian was talking to, and he was quite angry when he heard the voice.
"Xiqian, don't be like this, okay, no matter how much you hate me, you should give my dad a face, right?"
"Cao Chunge, I've already given you face!
Cao Chunge?Li Zixiao's brows furrowed, how did he get into Qianqian's dormitory?
"Xi Qian, I came to you this time, I really hope that you can come to my father's birthday party, and your grandfather will also go when the time comes, isn't this just an opportunity for your grandfather and grandson to reconcile!
"What's so unbearable about this? Cao Chunge, don't always judge others by your pampering, I live here very well!"
"Really, are you living very well or are you living very well with other men? I heard that one of your students confessed to you, and I wonder what would happen if your grandfather found out about it?"
"I'm not related to the Qin family anymore, it's up to me who I like, if you want to say it, just say it, don't think you can threaten me!"
"Oh, you have nothing to do with the Qin family anymore?"
"No more!"
"Since it doesn't matter, I don't need you to be so polite, pretending to be a very tiring thing, now the whole dormitory is just you and me, you put me in your room is your biggest mistake!"
"What are you going to do? I warn you, if you dare to mess around, I'll ......"
"How are you? Aren't you unrelated to the Qin family? It's the first time I've met a woman as difficult as you, if you had promised me earlier, I wouldn't have used this method, let me be your first man today." ”
"Cao Chunge, let me go! Help! Help...... Woowoo woo ......"
"It's useless for you to shout, I've already investigated that there won't be a third ...... in this building today"
"Teacher, I didn't have a class today...... Eh, this gentleman, what are you doing covering Teacher Qin's mouth?"
"Damn!" Cao Chunge scolded in a low voice, then let go of his hand covering Qin Xiqian's mouth and said with a somewhat uncomfortable smile.
"Oh, nothing, your teacher asked me to teach her some contingencies when encountering outlaws. ”
"In this case, then I'll leave first, and tomorrow I'll ask you about it. ”
Saying that, Li Zixiao turned around and planned to leave.
"It's okay, I've learned, what's wrong with you?"
Qin Xiqian tidied up her clothes and came to Li Zixiao's side to look at him.
Li Zixiao didn't seem to see Qin Xiqian's eyes and turned to look at Cao Chunge, "Actually, I'm not a particularly difficult question, I see that this gentleman seems to have a lot to say to the teacher, so I'll leave first." ”
Suddenly, Li Zixiao felt a pain in his waist, and he endured the pain and looked at Cao Chunge with a smile.
"I just want to invite your teacher to my father's birthday party, since you have any questions, I'll take my leave, and I'll invite you again next time. ”
After speaking, Cao Chunge walked outside, and as soon as he walked to the door, Qin Xiqian suddenly said in the back.
"I'll go to Uncle Cao's birthday party. ”
"Then I will look forward to your visit. ”
Cao Chunge's figure disappeared into the corridor, Li Zixiao hid behind the curtain and looked downstairs, Cao Chunge raised his head after walking out of the dormitory building and glanced at Qin Xiqian's window with a cruel gaze.
Qin Xiqian glared at Li Zixiao angrily after closing the door.
Li Zixiao was still looking downstairs, "This dormitory building seems to be more dangerous, Qianqian will ...... in the future" Li Zixiao felt a cold air rising behind him, and he turned his head to see Qin Xiqian sitting on the bed with her eyes staring at him.
"Qianqian, what's wrong with you?"
Qin Xiqian turned her head away and didn't look at Li Zixiao.
Li Zixiao sat next to Qin Xiqian, hugged her in his arms, and comforted her.
"Okay, it's okay, I'm by your side, there's nothing to be afraid of. ”
Qin Xiqian suddenly hugged Li Zixiao and buried her head in his chest, her shoulders were shaking, and her voice was a little choked.
"You know what? I was really scared just now! I was almost forcibly ...... by Cao Chunge I didn't even know what to do at the time. ”
Li Zixiao patted her on the back, "Good, there's nothing to do, Cao Chunge is gone, I'm by your side now." ”
Qin Xiqian sobbed for a while before raising her head and asked a little angrily.
"Why did you just leave? Why can't you see me when I'm trying so hard to give you a look?"
Li Zixiao scratched her nose, "Little fool, if I forcibly stay, I will definitely be suspected by him, I pretended to leave, firstly, to save face for him, and secondly, he will think that I will go to the police and even publicize it everywhere." Anyway, his family is there, and if something really happens to him, he won't be happy, he's a guy with a bit of a brain, that's why he took the stairs I gave him. ”
Qin Xiqian suddenly realized, and at the same time, the dependence on Li Zixiao in her heart increased a little, she felt that she had not entrusted her life to the wrong person.
can think about so many things in this situation, this kind of mentality of not being chaotic is impossible for ordinary people to have, even his own knowledge was blank at that time, but he did not mess with himself, not only that, but also played psychological warfare with Cao Chunge.
"If I don't have anything to do today, what should I do next time?"
"You go home after class tomorrow, and someone will be secretly protecting you. I think Cao Chunge will know tomorrow that I am the student who confessed to you, and he should try his best to make it difficult for me. ”
"Then I quit my job teaching here, with my ability I can support you and let's go live in another city. ”
Li Zixiao kissed Qin Xiqian's forehead and hugged her tighter, "Little fool, do you think we will be fine if we escape?" You don't have to be afraid, you can work here with peace of mind, you can just treat it as if you were relaxing, I have a way to deal with Cao Chunge." ”
"I'm curious about your identity, what secrets did you not tell me?"
"It's not the time yet, you'll know later. ”
It seems that I have caused a very troublesome person again, I have to find some way, otherwise I will be destroyed in the hands of Cao Chunge without Meng Guangye's action.