Junya told Chiba: "I had two boyfriends, and the first one found out that it was just appreciation, so I broke up, and now I'm happy with the second one." ”

Two, Chiba felt a little surprised in her heart.

Then, she said, "It's too early to fall in love first"

Chiba thought to himself: It's too early! You talked about two of them yourself? Unconvincing.

She also asked him a little about Ao Chuxue later.

Then, ask him, "What kind of person are you looking for?" ”

Chiba explained "the ...... people who know, understand, and appreciate themselves", and Kimiya replied, "You're looking for a confidant, right?" ”

Chiba was nervous, he didn't hear it clearly at all, thinking that Junya was talking about "himself",

So he replied, "Everyone's inheritance and acquired experience are different, and the only one who knows himself is indeed himself."

……

Although Chiba was quite unreasonable when he chased Junya, he was more honest and sluggish, and he was kind-hearted, which made the other party really annoyed.

In the end, Lu Junya suggested that he participate in more class activities, communicate more with his classmates, and don't think nonsense there.

In such a situation, the black Chiba in his brain transmitted a new point of view to him, an extremely dark point of view:

When you are together, you will know whether it is suitable or not. Therefore, let's talk about it together, if you don't think it's appropriate, it's good to get rid of each other, then everyone should be crazy together, as long as you don't like each other, and at the same time don't be easily moved by each other, you won't suffer, and you can make a handful, so that the other party can experience the pain of missing and being dumped, why not! Seeing each other's dying struggles, wailing all over the ground, and powerless to return to the sky, it is really exciting to make people excited from their heads to their feet!

Being rejected by Junya and dumped by the first snow made him very painful, this pain was too intense, he really couldn't bear it for a long time, and he wanted to return everything to peace, he was ready to say goodbye to them.

Xia Qianye: Junya and Chu Xue, this time I'm serious, one I like but have a boyfriend, one I think likes me but says I don't like me, I don't know if it's true or not, you are all very important people in my life, thank you for this, but the people who have changed you may not necessarily be with you. Not for anyone, just for yourself, so in terms of love, please forget about my memories and cut off the bonds with me, don't wait for me, in other aspects we are friends and classmates, I have been entangled with you for a while, now is the time to sort out, because I can't figure out a lot of things, only to quit the stage first, it's too early for me to fall in love, everyone will make mistakes when they don't understand, it doesn't matter, Chinese and foreign masterpieces about love, I have only read Jane Eyre, and when I read a lot of famous books, I understand what love is, What is worship, what is liking, what is love, let's talk about it later, in fact, when the time comes, it will naturally be a marriage and a home, and it is unrealistic to fall in love now, Pride and Prejudice, Notre Dame Cathedral, Siege, Red and Black, Time of Chaos, Love Notes, Gone with the Wind, A Woman in Love, The Second Sex, Romeo and Juliet, Love Story, Paradise Lost...... When you understand, it is too late, it is a tragedy, and believe that God is merciful and He will not do any wrong to each of us.

Chiba redefined the meaning of his QQ: talk to friends for a long time; The journal and talk of the space is to show itself; A journal is a large piece of writing about a topic, other people's opinions and your own opinions; Let's talk about a brief recent experience; Change the background music every five days; It shows a peaceful side, and it is used daily to receive or send emails and download some files from group shares.

He still feels that he is different from others, and he is taking a path that is incompatible with others.

He has some new plans for this new phase.