Chapter 149: Death
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Because I was the only one in the desert, and everyone had entered the Immortal Mansion, I didn't look for any sand caves to hide myself, and directly crossed my legs on the ground and began to condense the aura of heaven and earth.
Innate is a big realm, as long as you step into the innate realm, the next step is only the precipitation of the sword qi, and I am only a line away from breaking through to the innate intermediate level, and now I only need to meditate to break through.
I took a deep breath, stabilized myself, and fell into meditation.
Little Buddha sighed, "Although I was a demon back then, it was very difficult for me to grow up, but in any case, I still have a bunch of friends, and the protection of the demon clan, this kid is really alone, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is a lone star." โ
"It is said that the heavens will descend on the people, and they must first suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and act chaotically, so they are motivated to endure and gain what they cannot. But, this is too hurtful, if it goes on like this, it won't be long before this kid will be more murderous than a real demon! Little Buddha frowned.
"It can't go on like this, when it comes to condensing the golden pill, this killing intent will easily make him have demons in his heart and miss the avenue." Little Buddha sighed, "I have to think of a way for him, otherwise he won't be able to go through this part of his conscience!" โ
And in the little Buddha's groaning, time also passed slowly, and the sword qi in my body began to rise rapidly, and began to break through the barrier again and again.
Although it is only a wall away from the intermediate level, how easy is it to climb over this wall?
With one failure after another, I smiled bitterly and continued to impact.
When it was just dawn the next day, I opened my eyes, spit out a mouthful of Bai Lian, and said with a chuckle, "It's finally broken, and I'm one step closer to that half-step Jindan." โ
"Intermediate? It seems that if you want to break through to the back level, you still have to go to the Immortal Mansion. Little Buddha said.
"Immortal Mansion?" I narrowed my eyes and clenched my fists tightly, none of them were easy to mess with!
At this time, the little Buddha also spoke, "What? Scared? โ
"Afraid?" I pursed my lips, "I'm just thinking about how to kill them most conveniently, I said that all of them have to die here except for the fire dragon!" โ
"What about your Dragon Spirit Senior Sister." Little Buddha teased.
"Uh......" I was stunned, to be honest, I really didn't count Zhang Longling, it's not that I forgot her or anything, but I didn't count her into the list to be killed at all, so I was asked by the little Buddha.
I pursed my lips, "Don't talk nonsense, get up!" โ
"It also makes sense, since you want to make trouble, then make a big fuss and kill it happily, I really expect that when only the three of you come out in the entire Immortal Mansion, the reaction of the group of people from the Xuanmen and the Eternal Night Heavenly Master will definitely be very exciting!" Little Buddha laughed.
"Wonderful......" I pursed my lips, it should be, but over there in the Xuanmen, I'm afraid it's more exciting, Eternal Night Heavenly Master...... I always felt that he didn't seem to care about other people's lives or deaths, as if the whole eternal night was just his toy.
Soon, I returned to the Immortal Mansion, and when I stood on the small sand dune not far in front of the Immortal Mansion, I couldn't help but be stunned, because I saw two people standing at the gate of the Immortal Mansion.
"Why are they here?" I frowned, a little puzzled.
When I reached the door, Zhang Longling glanced at me and stood beside me, while the fire dragon stood on the other side of me.
I took a deep breath, "Who are you?" โ
"Protect you!" The fire dragon and Zhang Longling said in unison.
Protect me? I smiled bitterly, I didn't expect there to be this stubble, I was originally going to fight alone, what protection is not protecting, I glanced at the fire dragon, and said, "Why?" โ
"I told you, I don't want the Eternal Nights to die at the hands of my own people!"
I shrugged my shoulders, "However, I don't think of myself as an Eternal Night, the reason why I joined Eternal Night is just to use Eternal Night to crush the Xuanmen, that's all!" โ
As soon as the words fell, I noticed that Huolong and Zhang Longling were both stunned.
So I continued to look at the fire dragon and said, "Even so, are you still going to protect me?" โ
The fire dragon looked at me with a stunned expression, not knowing what to say, and after a long while, he spoke, "Aside from this, I still have to protect you!" โ
I looked at the fire dragon, and the strange red lotus on his bald head was not so dazzling at the moment, "Why?" โ
"Because...... Ye Jianyi and I are the best brothers, brothers who live and die together, I don't care if he is a traitor sent by the Zhang family, I only know that he is my brother, you are his junior brother, now that you have joined the eternal night, I can't watch you being bullied. The fire dragon looked at me and spoke.
I was stunned, I didn't expect the fire dragon to suddenly say this, and after a long while, I reacted, "But what if the purpose of my entry this time is to kill everyone inside?" Can you watch me kill all those Eternal Nights? โ
"To be precise, from the moment of the cowardice, they are no longer qualified to be regarded as Eternal Nights, if you want to kill them, I can't be happy, we Eternal Night, there is no such waste!" The fire dragon cuts the railway.
"Can you ...... What a two-hundred-five! I smiled bitterly.
"Ye Jianyi said the same thing about me!" The fire dragon smiled.
I squinted my eyes and looked at the stupid fire dragon, and suddenly felt my heart warm, and my originally cold mood was much better, "In that case, you can follow me!" โ
The dragon nodded, standing beside me.
I turned my head to look at Zhang Longling, my eyes were a little complicated, to be honest, the person I dare not see now is her, because I don't know what language I should use and what attitude I should use to face her.
This is also why, when I went to Zhang's house to get Hongxue Zuo text and red medicine before, even if she was like that, I didn't show up, and there are some things that I can't make a little concession, so it's better not to see each other......
Some things, in the past, are gone forever.
And there are things that happen that it is absolutely impossible to forget.
I will never forget everything I suffered at the top of Zhangjiahu Peak, and I still remember the feeling of being cut into my heart by my own beliefs one by one.
What's more, the white fox is still sealed on the top of the Tiger Peak, no matter what, I will kill the Tiger Peak, ask for justice for myself, and ask for justice for the white fox.
And Zhang Longling, who is a person in the Xuanmen and a member of the Zhang family, the two of us are standing on two parallel lines, and we will never be able to intersect!
The two of us were speechless, time seemed to freeze between the two of us, and the fire dragon on the side also touched his head a little embarrassed, not knowing what to say.
Even if his nerves are as thick as him, he knows that the atmosphere at this time is absolutely not suitable for him to speak, and once he speaks, the awkward atmosphere will completely detonate.
I don't know how long it took, Zhang Longling raised his head and looked at me in a daze, "You want to kill everyone inside?" โ
"That's right." My heart was sour, and I resisted the urge to say no, and spoke. "This is just the first step. I'm going to gradually dismantle the mystery. โ
"Can't you give up? Just think it's for me! Zhang Longling said bitterly.
"Even if I don't make a move on them, they will make a move on me, and there is no possibility of adjustment between us at all." I said bluntly, cutting off the last gap in my heart.
Zhang Longling took a deep breath, "Really, can't you go back?" โ
I looked at her and didn't speak.
"I see!" Zhang Longling turned around and walked towards the gate of the Immortal Mansion, and soon, disappeared into the gate of the Immortal Mansion, after entering, she moved forward step by step, and every step she took, she felt like she was floating on a cloud.
Zhang Longling felt that her head was empty, in fact, the moment she turned around, she regretted it, but the pride that belonged to her did not allow her to turn back.
After taking a few steps, she finally couldn't help but look back, but she didn't see anything.
At that moment, the tear ducts collapsed, she squatted on the ground, just now, as long as he stopped me, as long as he told me that he needed me, even if it was an enemy of everyone, even if he fell into the devil's path in this life, she would desperately agree.
However, there is no ......
Not even a word of hindrance.
Is this really possible?
She began to be confused, if, if she had been a little braver just now, would she have been able to hold that hand that was within reach?
However, there are no ifs in this world.
has turned around, and there is no longer the courage to look back and regret it.
There is no turning back, which means that the two are gradually drifting apart and have no books......
I like you so much, just, goodbye.
She cried like a little girl who had lost her most beloved doll.
The crying pear blossoms bring rain, which makes people feel distressed.
"Don't stop her? My gut tells me that if you go up and stop her, she'll stay with you. After Zhang Longling left, the fire dragon said to me.
How can I not see the problem that even the fire dragon, a wooden person, can see? I chuckled softly, "Isn't that too selfish?" Just because of me, let her abandon everything she had, abandon her kindness, and abandon her friends...... She can do it, but I can't open that mouth. โ
"But isn't love just selfish? I haven't talked about it though......" the fire dragon began.
Is love selfish?
But......
I have someone I like!
But when this thought first sounded, I found that at this time, I didn't know who I really liked......
I have always been very sure that what I like is Jiang Xiaoshi......
But since she came back, I've found out that it's not like that again...... It's like it's just an obsession.
Do you like white foxes? Not really......
It seems that I really can't talk about who I like, and now my heart has been filled with hatred and murderous intent, and there is not even a trace of space to pretend to be anything else.
That's it, in fact, it's good, it's good to be alone.
It's just that, why my heart is still a little sour, all kinds of past events emerge in front of me, the first time I saw her, it was in Longhu Mountain, Longfeng, the relationship was really home, because of the master's things, she has always been obsessed with me, and I also feel guilty about her, and then go out on a mission together, although she has been cold to me, but it is not good to say it, but the action is to take care of me, if it is not for her, maybe, I have died in Yangjia Village.
Then it was in Huashan, for her, I stood in front of Gao Tianyu, who was like heaven to me at that time, and dreamed back to Longhu Mountain, but everything began to develop in the most undesirable place.
I remembered her the day before the trial, with whom I made a promise!
I think of the day of the trial, the stupid woman who vouched for me with her life on the top of Tiger Peak!
I remembered that I went back to Zhang's house but didn't see her, the crying pear blossom brought rain!
I think of the front of the Shushan Sword Immortal Cave Mansion, she was full of hatred!
I remembered her yesterday who was about to do something for me!
I found that I don't know when it started, but in my heart, there was a figure of Zhang Longling, and I can't forget the emotions of the old days evoked in my heart.
And then everything was condensed on the back that had just left.
After all, they went down two different paths, and then drifted apart.
The tip of the nose is slightly acidic.
I thought I had become stony, but in fact I did.
I can face all those pains calmly now.
Even yesterday, in that situation, I could still accept everything with a smile and decide to kill everyone with a smile.
At this moment, I realized that I was not as hard-hearted as I thought, and I could face everything in front of me with a smile.
Just like no man sees his first love enter the palace of marriage, the groom will be calm when he is not himself.
Even if he has long let go or is not attached, he knows how to be willing to sing, get drunk all night, cry once, and bless him.
Now I know that the decision I made is more about letting go and being willing, and the decision I made was for Zhang Longling.
But I still can't face it with a smile.
So, am I still going to feel bad?
Feeling the heart-wrenching feeling, I laughed, it turned out that in addition to anger and killing intent, I would also be uncomfortable, it turned out that I still had seven emotions and six desires.
I'm alive......
It's just that regret has really become regret, and I know very well that she stepped out, and the step I didn't stop completely pushed us in two different directions.
I also understand that some regrets will eventually become a scar in people's hearts and will never be dissipated.
It's as if Zhang Longling and I will never be together because of her pride and my concerns.
Therefore, the departed back has become a scar in my heart.
A scar that I could have wiped out and owned, but now I can only remember.
How ridiculous, yet pathetic.
I wanted to reach out and grab the back, but I couldn't, not just because of me, but because of her.
After helplessness, there is still helplessness.
And so it was a disaster.