Unlike the other chapters, this article is written by Chiba in the first person by himself and Kashika.

"Bright Starry Sky Prayer Blessing • 20" didn't get along at all in the end, and it was decided in one day, and the result was the first snow, and the fuse was that after the marriage notice I sent to the three of them that day, the first snow turned off, and I couldn't get through no matter how I played, the main reason was that I thought she liked me, and she also seriously commented on a journal I reprinted in the first semester, and said that she could understand me.

But at that time, I had a bad habit, when I was in a bad mood, I would delete all the content in the space, I wanted to clear all my memories, I wanted to start over, I didn't want others to see my past, so I didn't leave any traces now, but now I have seen it through, that's how it is, it records the way I came, others think whatever they think when they see love, that's their business, I know that I just change, I only do myself, I accept myself, Whether it's past, present, or future.

There is a personal reason to explain, that can only be said to be my own concept, I actually have nothing to ask for, in addition to having a good impression of each other, feelings can be cultivated slowly as long as there is a heart, the depth of love itself is not important, two people are naturally happy together, I didn't sleep all night that night, at five o'clock I dragged my foot on a small paronychia surgery injury with a flashlight to see her, sent a text message to a few friends in the class, asked Shu Shilin to help me find a way to skip early reading and two C language, It was the first time I had skipped class in college, and it was important not to speak C in the morning.

At that time, I felt that I didn't know what I owed Junya in my previous life, since this life is such a hurt, so I cherish the connection with Chuxue, I think this is also fate, God arranged for her to appear at this time, Junya should be a foreshadowing for her, so that I know how to love and cherish more.

In the subsequent relationship, I felt that we both had that meaning, and she should have seen my performance, very careful, cautious and obedient, and we got along for a while.

I told her my whole story, and I really thought so at that time, it doesn't matter who you like, we have to love the person who loves us, and I said the same to Junya afterwards.

She awakened my original dream of becoming a teacher, and in the days she accompanied me, I was much bolder than before, and I had the courage to interact with the girls in my class normally, and I also gave several speeches.

I feel that she has given me all the needs I need, there are not many needs at that time, and being able to talk is also a guarantee for each other's future.

Later, she had two abnormalities, one was when I said that I was afraid that she would not be able to wait for me to take the graduate school entrance examination, and the other time I forgot what it was for the time being, and I will talk about it when I think about it later.

The first time I also learned something, that time I was in the cold for a few weeks, in fact, people who really get along don't need to worry so much when they are together, but people in the world often think a lot, are afraid of this and that.

The second time, she set my phone to refuse to call, and then ignored me, it seems that it was then that I told Pu Yudie that she was a person who knew a lot and taught me a lot of things, we talked on the grass, she said that I was very emotionally naïve, and some things were not handled well enough.

First of all, the girls in the class basically know that this is not good for Junya, and the impression you give to the girls is not good, because a comforting phone call is really unreasonable to get along with the first snow, and I didn't have a deep understanding in high school, I think it's also true, and the likes based on in-depth understanding will last long.

At that time, I gave a definition of like, like is that you feel okay about someone's thoughts, morality, knowledge, ability, interests, personality, hobbies, values, world view, outlook on life, etc., and are somewhat similar to yourself, and you think that his or her views on some things are not bad, and you don't have to be very similar to yourself, but there are more similarities, and you can get along well in the face of trouble.

This doesn't seem to be the right end, and it's not the same as the popular explanation, but it also has a certain value, and if you want to say love, it should be an emotion that two people have for each other after going through a lot together.

She refused to talk to me, and I asked other experienced people for advice, and Luo Yanfang said to me;

"Be nice to someone Chuxue, she likes you probably because of your honesty, the person you like is in your class, you have to think about what people think." Later, it was my shortcomings, Chu Xue ignored me, and inadvertently I went to provoke Junya again, as if I saw some hope again.