Chapter 5 His heart hurts like a knife

After a while, she heard the sound of hurried footsteps in the yard, a sound frequency she was familiar with, it was the footsteps of her own father.

There was also a small voice behind him, and Qu Xiaobai smiled knowingly, it must be Qu Xiaojiang.

This guy is quite reliable, and he brought his father back so quickly.

Qu Xiaobai closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.

If you don't scare Qu Liancheng, it is estimated that his father will turn his head for a while and go to help.

In order to prevent fire and theft, she is easy!

What kind of trick is this trick, she has figured it out.

Originally, her father taught her to be an upright and kind person, but now it seems that she is getting farther and farther away from that road, and she doesn't look like a little fox now.

Sure enough, Qu Liancheng hurriedly opened the curtain, and when he saw Qu Xiaobai lying there with his eyes closed, his voice trembled in fright, "Why did you faint so well?" Don't think there's anything else wrong with the child. Qu Liancheng is really anxious.

Qu Xiaojiang had already wiped away his tears and snot and was long gone, and he was looking at his father with a smug look on his face.

"Xiaobai, Xiaobai, wake up!"

Qu Liancheng shook his daughter, but saw that there was no reaction.

"No! Xiao Jiang, you are at home to take care of the house, I will take your sister to the village doctor to have a look. ”

As soon as his hand stretched out, he saw Qu Xiaobai open his eyes, and his big black and white eyes were staring at him so quietly.

"Girl, you're awake. How do you feel now? Daddy will take you to the doctor. ”

Qu Xiaobai shook his head, "Dad, it's okay, I was a little dizzy just now." Scares the hell out of you, right? "You can't debunk a lie at this time.

Qu Liancheng finally breathed a sigh of relief when he saw his daughter wake up, it's good to wake up.

"I'd better go make you a bowl of brown sugar water and drink some of that tonic body." He was still not at ease.

Qu Xiaobai said leisurely: "Dad, our family has run out of sugar for a long time, you said you bought it this month last month." "It's not an accusation, it's a statement of facts.

Qu Liancheng was ashamed, blaming himself, every time he said this month and next month, he obviously earned a lot of 1 pound of brown sugar for only a few cents, couldn't he even earn a mouthful of brown sugar from his daughter, but every time his mother came to borrow money, he just couldn't refuse.

After all, it was his mother who gave birth to herself, and she wanted to ask herself for some money to spend, which should be done, but it shouldn't be like this every time, it's too much, but Qu Liancheng can't open his mouth and say that he won't give money, even if he gives a little less, it can cause the old lady to cry, make trouble and hang herself, even if she wants to have a clean ear, it doesn't want to provoke the old lady.

As a result, every time I said something to buy for my child, it ended up like this.

He is also a failed father, and he can't even buy some brown sugar for his child, and the child is not greedy, but sick.

At this moment, Qu Liancheng was reflective.

"I'll buy it this month!" This time it's a pat on the chest and promise.

Qu Xiaobai said with a smile: "Dad! Forget it, the second uncle works at the acquisition station, and every time my grandmother pinched the point and asked for money, and I could still leave the whole number every time, it should be the second uncle's contribution, as long as my grandmother cries and makes trouble, you will be cowardly immediately. I'm nothing compared to my grandma, you just have to honor my grandma, my brother and I have nothing to do and won't starve to death. The tone was sarcastic, which made Qu Liancheng feel uncomfortable.

"How did you kid learn to be weird with your father's shadow, what does it mean to starve and not die, didn't we just eat white noodles today." was said by his daughter, Qu Liancheng couldn't help but refute it on his face.

Qu Xiaobai shook his head, and he always put out the score of being a father, and he was very powerful when he said it, how could he face his grandmother, his father would be speechless.

"Dad, tell me about this white noodles, we eat them several times a month, although the people in the village can't be considered particularly wealthy now, but since the package production has arrived at home, who can't afford to eat white noodles now, can't say that there are 365 days in a year to eat white noodles, but 265 days can always eat white noodles.

You look at our family, our family is eating cornmeal for almost 355 days a year, you look at what kind of house your grandparents, uncles and uncles live in, the most inferior are brick houses, you look at our house or mud room, it rains heavily outside in the summer, and there is a light rain in the house, and there is no place to put your feet, I said to my brother and I hugged each other on the bed with a rain cloth on my head, and I looked forward to him coming out of the sun at dawn, and the wind leaked on all sides in winter, if it snowed, it was not much stronger in summer, you couldn't earn this money, I won't say it, I can't complain that you don't have the ability.

But you can earn more than ten or twenty yuan a month, or even more, but you have lived like this all these years, what is the reason? Look at what my brother and I are wearing, think about the big dragon in the uncle's house, Xiaolong Xiaoxiao, and the second uncle's Xiaopeng and Xiaofei, what are they wearing? What is eaten? Daughters are not rare, and they don't love to compare with others, if my father obviously doesn't have the ability to do this, then I'm a little bit long, and I don't know how to advance or retreat, but obviously you have the money to do this, let me and Xiaojiang every day, it's really like a flower child, needless to say, eat corn batter every day, and a meal of white noodles a month, is this a good day?

You have the face to say it, but I don't even have the face to listen. It stands to reason that if I say that I am your daughter, it means that I have no respect for you, but you must at least act like a father. Do some things to be a father, a father is to support a family, we don't have a mother, you now make us feel like we don't even have a father, if it's a father, don't you never think about your own daughter and son, it's your father who will make them hungry and clothed, live in a broken house, it's your father every time we go to school to pay tuition, you are hard buckled, don't you want to think about what this is? ”

Qu Xiaobai gasped twice, this body is not good, she was cooking just now, she didn't feel it when she came down, and now she feels really tired, and it is very mentally hard to say this, she feels out of breath.

Of course, maybe it's not that she's tired, it's that she's angry and really wants to wake up Qu Liancheng with a stick.

Qu Liancheng looked at his daughter dumbfounded, the daughter who was well-behaved and cute, and always surrounded him affectionately, suddenly made him speechless when she was aggressive, and suddenly it was sharp like a knife piercing his heart, and his internal organs were screaming.

But which sentence is wrong for my daughter? Every sentence is heart-piercing, and every sentence is the truth. Oh, yes! Who is to blame for living like this?

These words come from the bottom of my heart, but they are also the voice of a child, looking around the house with four walls, the windows with air leaks, the gaps on the roof that can see the light, and the two children in front of him have already washed white, patched torn clothes, rotten shoes, and two black and thin faces, withered yellow hair, and skinny skeletons.