Lan Jing felt at ease with Su Mei, and let Siying, Sizhu and Siyun accompany her this night to comfort her. I discussed with Biluan what to do. She had to inform the other generals of such a major event. Especially Lu Min, Pang Tu sacrificed to save him, and Lu Min has the deepest feelings for him and is also the person who cares about this matter the most.

Lan Jing'an sighed with Xiao Qingyun about Pang Tu when he was in Jizhou Daying, and both of them felt that it was a pity to lose such a brave young general with an unlimited future. Xiao Qingyun wants to set him up as a model for protecting his family and defending the country, especially since he has no relatives and heirs except for a missing sister, Xiao Qingyun doesn't even mind giving him a higher title after the founding of the country, so that he can get the greatest glory after death.

But now the appearance of Somei will change everything. From Lan Jing'an's selfishness, she hopes that Su Mei will be happy. Her happiness should inevitably include the glory that Pang Tu worked so hard for her at the beginning.

Lan Jing'an decided to send someone to inform Lu Min and Bai Qingfeng early in the morning, she originally wanted to send someone to inform Xiao Qingyun, but she hesitated for a long time and didn't make up her mind. The more she runs away now, the harder it is to face. Even though she missed him every day, she didn't know what to do.

Lan Jing'an hopes that Brother Qingyun will forget her and have another good match in the future; I always can't help but be selfish and don't want to let go. She has poured too much affection into him, and over the years, he has experienced too many joys and sorrows with her. She couldn't forget his smile, his world was once all she had. If she could, she wanted to give him everything she had.

And Xie Weining's confession in the hunting lodge made her suddenly realize another thing that she had been avoiding.

Brother Qingyun is different from Xie Weining, he is the only descendant of the surname Xiao of Qianguo, his responsibility is too great, and he must be responsible for the future generations. Even if he really made her the queen, how could he push back the three thousand beauties of the harem? His heirs are now being used as excuses, let alone in the future.

Li Xie wanted to share a piece of cloth with her to make clothes, which was difficult for her to accept, how could she bear the love of her loved ones and other women to marry me and reproduce offspring? How could she let her children one day fall into the brutal competition of fratricide in the harem?

She can now understand why Zhao Wanyao was so frightened and hated for her appearance. Come to think of it, Zhao Wanyao really loved that person. The more you love, the more you can't tolerate loss.

Lan Jing'an sighed, the life and pair that Brother Qingyun promised her could only be in the past. From the moment Bai Qingyun became Xiao Qingyun, everything was actually doomed, but she herself refused to believe it.

Bi Luan saw Lan Jing'an tossing and turning on the bed, thinking that she was still in the matter of Su Mei and Pang Tu, so she persuaded her: "You have helped General Pang fulfill his last wish, and now General Pang can rest assured under Jiuquan." Don't be too upset. ”

Lan Jing'an whispered "um", she didn't want people to know that on such a day, she was still struggling with her little thoughts that she couldn't figure out. She forced herself to turn her mind back to Su Mei: "However, I promised Pang Tu that I was only half done. Okay, you can sleep too, and we'll talk about her tomorrow. ”

With that, Lan Jing'an closed his eyes and remained motionless. But those entangled feelings, wavering thoughts, and worries about Su Mei still hovered in her mind, keeping her awake at night.

Also completely sleepless is Su Mei. She stared at the high roof in the darkness, her mind full of how thin her brother had been when he was sick. Before she was taken away by the traffickers, he also reached out and tried to pull her clothes, and the voice: "Sister, don't go" was the last thing he ever said to her in his life.

Su Mei's tears flowed quietly, she was sorry for her father's entrustment, she lost her last brother and could never find it back. Su Mei thought of Lan Jing'an again, she was so good to herself, and even treated her like Biluan, and didn't treat her as a slave at all. But she fell into Li Xie's trap, so that the great priest could no longer be with the marshal.

And the person she admires will never have the opportunity to be with him. The night after he came back from the Southwest, she had never felt so happy. She couldn't help but look at him, and he always smiled at her. He told her about her experience in the southwest and praised her for her medical skills. His gentle appearance and the faint medicinal fragrance on his body made her never forget.

She had hoped that if he said that he needed a servant girl to serve him, she would desperately ask the chief priest to transfer her to serve him. But that time, she happened to hear Doctor Jiang ask about his marriage, and he said that he had someone in his heart, but he just wanted to wait. Her heart suddenly turned gray. She didn't want to cause trouble, especially to him or someone he valued.

Su Mei thought about it, and she didn't know what it meant to live like this. No matter what Su Mei thought, she still went to the main hall on time the next morning to wait for Lan Jing'an to freshen up.

Bi Luan looked at the past, and the master and servant both looked dark and haggard at the moment, but they didn't know what to say. Lan Jing'an knew that Su Mei was the most difficult in her heart now, and felt that it was better to keep her by her side, let her have some things, and also share her heart.

She asked Su Mei to comb her hair, and asked her as she brushed it, "Su Mei, what is your real name?" Su Mei replied abruptly: "My father and mother called me Mei Yatou at that time." Lan Jing was relieved, and said to her, "Do you have any ideas for the future?" ”

Su Mei shook her head silently, but she didn't notice that Lan Jing'an couldn't see her movements at all. Lan Jing'an only listened to her silence, waited for a while, and said, "If I marry Jin Lan with you and Biluan, what do you think?" ”

Su Mei was still wandering in the world, and originally wanted to say "yes" casually, but Biluan knelt down first: "Girl, your kindness, Biluan will never forget, but Biluan really dare not accept your friendship." Su Mei was stunned for a moment, but also reacted, and hurriedly knelt down: "The big priest, the slave and maid will never dare to think about it." This is not good for your reputation, and I ask you to take it back. ”

Lan Jing'an had no choice but to pull the two up, and said helplessly: "That's it, I'm in a hurry." Wait, wait until we get back to the country. ”

Lan Jing'an called Feng Shen and Mu Tu in again, Su Mei's life experience, she had asked Bi Luan to inform Feng Shen last night. Today, she asked Feng Shen to send someone to send a letter to Lu Min and Bai Qingfeng. But this kind of thing, she is afraid that there is no Mu Tu witness, maybe he will think more in his heart, who knows what message will be sent back to Xie Weining from below.

After she finished dealing with Feng Shen's side, she asked Su Mei if she planned to go to Xiangyang to worship Pang Tu. Su Mei was bitter in her heart, and she choked up for a long time before saying, "My brother's birthday is on the twenty-sixth day of the lunar month, and I want to worship him at that time." ”

Lan Jing'an was also afraid that she would be more stimulated when she saw Pang Tu's tomb now, so she nodded and agreed. At the same time, she made up her mind to simply take Biluan to accompany her when the time came. She also wanted to toast Pang Tu with a glass of wine and give him an explanation.