Chapter 141: Stupid to the extreme
My eyes are blurry.
I tried my best to control my sour emotions.
Walking down the path into the house, it was really quiet, the acacia was in full bloom, densely covered with a canopy, like a velvet flower.
He didn't come with me, and let me wander here by myself, greedily lingering in the beautiful scenery, and I really didn't want him to come with me, I was afraid of him.
I'm afraid of his eloquent words, I don't want him to talk to me about his heart, I refuse to listen to everything he has to say, I know why bother in the first place, everything at the beginning, I can't replace it in any form, no matter what he does or what he wants to do, he is too domineering.
The domineering has become a burden and a kind of oppression for me.
I can't see him clearly, I can't see clearly, his thinking may not be in the same channel as mine, he is now brushing his kindness, his sense of existence, and his love with me, and it is indeed too late.
That star is dead!
I'm Tina!
Where are the stars, I'm afraid that on this body, I can't find the slightest shadow of that Lin Xingchen.
There is a door between life and death, I walked through it, but ridiculously walked out again, but when this door opened, the old world was over, even if I had come out again.
I walked into the yard, all the way in, there was a deep attraction to me, how many times this place appeared in my dreams, I walked in like this step by step, I can't turn back, I don't dare to look back, as long as I look back, I will see the cliff, the steep stone cliff, the bottom is not visible.
Every step was so hard, my heart was suffocating, my temples were pounding, I felt like I wanted to surrender.
I pestle the money in the main house, stand with my head down, sorting out my thoughts, I am warning myself, Lin Xingchen, don't continue, maybe you are taking a step, and there is an abyss in front of you.
Suddenly I looked back and saw an indescribable beauty, everything told me that it was real, not a dream.
Because the scenery in front of me is amazing, I have to say, this is what I want, but for me it came too late, too late I have forgotten that there is such a wish, too late I can not find the state of mind at that time.
Since it is completely different, there is not so much need in my heart, and I am not so happy.
What's more, this is not what it used to be, everything is gone, and people have become unrecognizable.
A kind of despair made me feel like I couldn't love it.
There is another road in front of the house that leads directly to the sea, not a large floor, but a winding two-meter-wide floor road that stretches out to the sea.
I stood in front of the door of the villa, hesitating, I didn't know if I should go in.
The photo appeared clearly in my mind, it was so beautiful, the sun was so bright, the curtains were light and danced, I stretched out my hand, slammed the door open, and walked in.
There is also a hazy light smell of green in the interior, which seems to be nothing, gorgeous, simple and fashionable!
I looked out, this is not the scene in the photo at all, I can't wait to run upstairs, no, no, no, this is not the sea, in that photo, outside the window is a large wooden plank seaside platform, step out, it is the plank, and then the sea!
I stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looking out at the scenery in front of me.
It's so strange, and although it's beautiful, it's not the sea I saw in the photo.
Not here, definitely not here, every house upstairs faces the sea, but not there, not where the photos are.
I sat down the stairs and felt powerless than I had ever felt before, where was the answer I wanted? Why not here, every room here looks out and is not the angle of that photo.
I don't believe I'm really stupid.
My heart was beating very irregularly, I was so tired, I seemed to have walked a long way, trekked through mountains and rivers, went through a lot of hardships, but I didn't reach the end, I took the wrong path, I was so stupid, I didn't want to admit this reality.
The Repulse Bay No. 3 that I was thinking about was not the scene in the photo at all, so how stupid I was on that day 4 years ago.
Ha ha!
Xiang Lingxue is really bold, careful, and ruthless!
No wonder she won, fight with her, I should be ruthless!
But Lin Xingchen, are you ruthless enough?
Xiao Tianyu, why did he bring me here, what did he want to explain?
What role does he play in this play?
The discomfort made me collapse, I wanted to stand up and walk out, I wanted to go to Xiao Tianyu, I wanted him to give me the answer, I wanted to tear off the mask on his face.
I hate that he pretended to be a wise man in front of me, ruined my life, and ruined me Lin Xingchen.
There was a weakness that made my eyes shake a little, and I saw a figure approaching me, and he seemed to call me.
I tried to open my eyes, but I closed them.
Subconsciously, I felt like I was being held in my arms, and the peculiar smell filled my nose, and I was so familiar that I couldn't resist it.
I tried to push him away and stop him from coming near me, but I didn't have the strength at all.
Gradually, I didn't know anything, and I fell asleep, so fragrant.
When I was conscious again, all the cells in my body became active little by little, and my eyes were a little uncomfortable without sunlight, and I slowly opened my eyes.
The sunlight shining directly into the room made the whole room bright, and I closed my eyes again for relief, and I knew that this was not my apartment.
I tilted my head and saw a pair of eyes staring at me intently, full of warm love.
"President!" I was a little confused, and looked around the room apprehensively, "Where is this?" ”
I immediately struggled to sit up, and he reached out his long arm and pressed me.
"You're awake!" He said gently, the fresh energy in his tone, no longer cold or lifeless, and it felt extremely comfortable.
"This is the bay, Repulse Bay No. 3!" He said to me carefully and solemnly.
"Repulse Bay No. 3?" I blinked, got up slowly, and looked out the window, where the sun was shining and the birds were singing.
I lifted the quilt from my body, got out of bed and walked to the window, where I could see the blue sea not far away, the waves pushing against the shore, and a winding wooden path stretching straight to the shore.
Vast green lawns, tall palms, and blooming phoenix trees, this season is not the time for magnolia to bloom, but the acacia is in full bloom, everything is so beautiful, it is so beautiful, it doesn't feel unreal.
And it's not the place where dreams are haunted, it's more refreshing, more tranquil and beautiful.
I was in a trance, could it really be that this was really the Repulse Bay No. 3 he said, which was not the same as I felt at all.
Xiao Tianyu walked to my side quietly, stood there really, and looked out, "This is the real Repulse Bay No. 3!" He said lightly, as if he were talking to himself.
I turned my head to look at him, for some reason, but it was clear that there was something else in his words.
There are thousands of questions in my mind that I want to ask him, but I don't know how to ask them, because I don't know what is in his mind.
It's a bad feeling, it's really bad.
He was also looking at me, his eyes were met, and his eyes were full of scarcity.
I quickly withdrew my gaze, not wanting to receive the message he sent me, and asked lightly, "When are we leaving, is it time to go back to Xiaolin International!" I'm going to get to work today. ”
This is obviously already the beginning of a new day, I don't know why, yesterday...... Did I faint or fall asleep, I really can't figure it out myself, why did I fall asleep?
This night, I believe that Qin Haonan must have been sleepless all night in my apartment, and he will definitely wait for me to go back, but I didn't return all night.
"Hmmm! Get back! His tone was firm, with a hint of vividness, and there seemed to be some vitality.
"Tina, this is for you, as your New Year's gift!."
After saying that, he reached out and took my hand, handed a key to my hand, and then closed my small hand with his big hand, grabbed the key, and his deep eyes looked straight at me, "Go back, there are still many things waiting for us." ”
"No, President! I can't ask for this, it's too ......."
"It belongs to the people who are supposed to have it!" He clenched my hand tightly, and I held the key to open this place in my hand, "Go back, it's already sunny!" Believe me! ”
What he said was a little inexplicable, but there was also an inexplicable excitement.
"But ......"
"Help me take care of it once in a while! It's time for me to sprint, it's my baggage, I need someone to help me, I believe you are the best fit! There was something in his words.
I looked at him, speechless!
"Let's go, we have to go back to the city for breakfast, there's nothing here!" His tone was firm, and he strode out.
I looked at the key in my palm and was in a trance, what did he mean by his words?
Once again, I turned my head and looked at the beautiful scenery outside the bright window, the coconut wind and sea charm, which was extremely beautiful, and I was a little nostalgic for a while.
But I told myself that I shouldn't covet what didn't belong to me, and with that thought, I turned around and walked out.
Outside the villa, the air was humid, the sea breeze was soft, the sun was shining, and the sky was really clear.
But I understand, Xiao Tianyu said that the sky is clear, and this is not what he meant.
Then I'll have to wait and see how sunny he says.
The air humidity is quite refreshing, refreshing, after a rain, it seems that everything has recovered, and Xiao Tianyu has also recovered, which is really strange.
I couldn't help but curse in my heart, damn it! Ventilation.
Not far away, at the foot of the steps, he was waiting for me, majestic and handsome, especially today, he made me feel very different.
When he went back, he took a different path, not the seaside road.