Chapter 135: The Youth's Countenance
"Then I won't kick him, kick you!"
Xu Fei threw a sentence angrily, and raised his foot and really kicked Di Seventeen to the ground.
Di XVII's whole body hit the wall behind him, and he only felt a sweet throat.
I know that this Xu Fei is really angry.
After Di XVII was kicked down, Xu Fei grabbed Leng Liubai on the ground, looked him in the eyes, and said: "Old man, I have lived so long, I have seen too many innocent little dolls like you, do you think that if you do this, you can change everything?!" ”
Leng Liubai looked at Xu Fei, looked at him angrily, looked at his eyes torn and bloodshot eyes, and then laughed, the smile was so gentle and bright: "Xu Fei, I know, I can't change anything, you just let me die." ”
Xu Fei looked at Leng Liubai, looked at him in a daze, gritted his teeth, and popped out two words: "No!" ”
Leng Liubai still smiled so gently and asked, "Then what do you want me to do?" My father wants to rebel and wants me to help him design his eldest brother to rebel with him. And my eldest brother wants to die and wants me to help him persuade the king to attack Qiang Zheng......"
Xu Fei looked at Leng Liubai, word by word, and asked slowly: "What about you, what do you think yourself?" ”
Xu Fei's words were very gentle, he looked at Leng Liubai, it seemed that he didn't care about anyone else except Leng Liubai.
Leng Liubai looked at Xu Fei and the reflection of himself in Xu Fei's eyes, and tears slipped down like this.
It seems that for the first time in his life, he was asked what he thought about himself.
It seems that before that, from childhood to adulthood, everyone told him to do this, to do that, and no one asked him what he was going to do.
However, at the very last moment of his life, suddenly a person, a person who had not known him for a long time, a person who was not even a friend, asked him, what do you think?
Leng Liubai's tears, once they fell, they couldn't be stopped, he looked at Xu Fei, and also looked at Xu Fei's slightly frowning brows, and the little boy in his eyes.
"I ......"
Leng Liubai didn't even know what he wanted to say, but his voice was trembling.
Xu Fei looked at Leng Liubai, such a teenager, such a teenager, a teenager like him, he had seen it, he understood, he knew, and he understood.
is supposed to be a child of the age of doting and love, but they have borne the weight that they should not bear at their age.
The face of a young man has the old age of a middle-aged man.
They have countless halos on their bodies, countless glittering titles.
So much so that everyone forgets that they are actually just children, a child who also needs to be spoiled in the arms of their parents and elders.
Xu Fei looked at Leng Liubai, who was crying silently, and slowly hugged him into his arms, his movements were very gentle, as if he was holding a baby in his arms.
"Shh......h Be good, don't cry, don't cry, be ......"
Xu Fei, who has never been serious, suddenly became serious at this moment, both in tone and in his voice became extremely gentle, and he patiently coaxed Leng Liubai, as if this was his own child.
After a long while, Leng Liubai stopped.
Xu Fei pulled his sleeve, wiped his snot and tears a little bit, and suddenly laughed: "Ah, now it's what a doll should look like." ”
Leng Liubai looked at Xu Fei, and his tearful face suddenly laughed.
It's like a teenager, the kind of tears that should be laughing.
Di Qiqi looked at all this in front of him, and didn't say a word for a long time, he felt that he was here at the moment as if he was superfluous, and it was at this moment that he realized that Xu Fei was not as unserious as he appeared on the surface.
Xu Fei should be a gentle man with a very delicate heart.
Di Qiqi thought that he treated Leng Liubai as an adult man, taking care of his self-esteem and his identity, which was good.
I never thought that Leng Liubai is such a young man, no matter how old he looks and how strong he is, he is just a teenager, his hard work, his struggle, is not for the affirmation of him by the sentence "good" itself, but for the more glances of his father and brothers.
What he needs is attention, love.
Di XVII forgot his true childhood desire, and gradually, like his father and brother, began to measure other boys by the standard of "manhood".
Therefore, he secretly wiped away Leng Liubai's tears and treated him as a man who couldn't flick with tears.
But Xu Fei is different, even if he is fifty or sixty years old, he still has a youthful heart.
In other words, he still understands the stubborn and sensitive heart of a teenager.
Although he is not serious, although he is not dignified, although he is hanging, although from all points of view, he is not a strict father who is taciturn in the traditional sense, and even undignified.
But he can be like the kind of stinky old man who is common in ordinary people, although he is not productive and unmotivated, he will still lie on the ground and be the most faithful horse of the children.
"Hanyan, it's over." After wiping away his tears, Leng Liubai said, "I know that Han Yanguo is actually finished, even if he doesn't send the prince to Qiang Zhengzheng today, Han Yanguo is already hopeless." ”
Xu Fei looked at Leng Liubai and said, "Han Yanguo is not saved, you can go anywhere else, this world is so big, there will always be a place for it." ”
Leng Liubai shook his head: "I am a citizen of Hanyan, and I am Leng Liubai, a nobleman of Hanyan Kingdom." ”
Xu Fei looked at Leng Liubai, and when he said that he was Leng Liubai, a nobleman of Hanyan Kingdom, his eyes became extremely sad.
Because, at the moment Leng Liubai said this, Xu Fei knew that he really couldn't save him.
"Is this nobleman, this surname, really that important?" Xu Fei asked.
Leng Liubai looked at Xu Fei with a complicated look: "I grew up in Hanchang, I have been the son of the Leng Liu family since I was a child, I can't abandon the country, the clan, and the surname." ”
"Have you ever thought that these important things you call are just a flash in the pan, and who knows what they will be in a few hundred years. Only you are the only one who really matters. Xu Fei asked.
"The education I received when I was a child, the way I understood the world, was given by this country and my clan, so, for me, that's everything." Leng Liubai looked at Xu Fei calmly and said.
Xu Fei looked at Leng Liubai for a long time, did not speak, and after a while, he retracted his sad expression and asked, "Then you decided to die like this?" Nothing to do, dead? ”
"No, my death is meaningful." Leng Liubai's eyes lit up again.
"Meaningful?" Xu Fei looked at Leng Liubai puzzled.
Leng Liubai laughed, his smile full of hope: "Yes, it makes sense!" ”