Pancake looked at my mother and then at me, and finally he asked my mother, "What game are you playing?" Who is Ban Zhi? ”

My body shook, my legs were so weak that I almost knelt down, and I didn't give up and dragged into Panji's clothes, vowing to tear the clothes: "Ban Zhi, Ban Zhi, brother, you are thinking about it, Ban Zhi!" ”

Ban Zhi, you and my sister, our sister who grew up together!

No matter how urgent my eyes were, Panji frowned, and finally said, "Mom, you take care of Lanzi, I'll go drive, let's go back first, and I'll go find Doctor Yan to show her." ”

After my mom said yes, I lost all my strength and sat down on the couch.

Yin Yan died five years ago, this is what I just knew, but now, my mother and brother have long known about it, and the engagement dinner between Yin Yan and Ban Zhi has become Yin Yu's birthday dinner, all this is like completely erasing Ban Zhi's existence.

Why is this happening?

By the way, Qiu Poet, Qiu Poet must know why, and he will definitely remember Yin Yan Banzhi...... Ah, didn't he say he'd come to the dinner party, why hasn't he arrived yet?

I'll have to go to him and ask him about it!

I got up again in a hurry, and even my mother ran to the gate by myself, ran out of the villa, forgot to take the car, and ran on the street by myself.

The wind blew past your ears while running, and many images appeared over and over again.

If Yin Yan died five years ago, and if Ban Zhi had known that Yin Yan was fake, then did the words he said in the bathroom deliberately let me hear them, so that I could stay away from the fake Yin Yan?

He said he wanted to kill me, but he gave me Otogi so that I could get a soul pot that would help my soul.

said coldly that he hated me and was jealous of me, but pushed me out at the last moment.

"Get out of here, hurry."

In the Linxun Mountain, she found the place where I and Qiu Shishi were hiding, and asked me to leave so coldly and anxiously.

I had never smelled her fragrance in the thorny roses.

I don't know what I tripped under my feet, but as a soul body, I actually fell out like that and rolled out of the way.

I lay on the ground, looking at the concrete that was close at hand, and wanted to bury myself in it.

Why it is not clear until now.

Why is it too late to understand it?

Sister......

"Xiaolan!"

"Sister-in-law!"

Two cars, one after the other, drove over, one car, my mother and my brother, and the other car, Xia You and Zhang Xiaofang.

They came down at the same time, competing to help me up, and as soon as I saw Zhang Xiaofang Xia You, I immediately reached out and grabbed them: "Where is the dead man?" ”

I didn't want to blame me for saying that I was going to come to the dinner party to find me, but I was anxious to ask about Ban Zhi, and in my impatience, I couldn't notice that the two of them had their eyes flickering when they heard the poet Qiu.

"It's the boss who told us to pick you up." Zhang Xiaofang took the lead and said, "Do you want to come with us?" She gestured to my mother and the pan behind me.

I barely lifted my spirits, pretended to be calm and looked at my mother and brother worriedly, and said, "I have something to do, so I won't go back tonight, brother, you can send your mother back first, don't delay outside." "The world is not safe right now.

"But you ......"

They obviously still cared about the way I had just "nerved", I covered my forehead and said: "There are some things I can't think about, I'm fine, they are all people who hate poets, so you should understand what it means, they will take care of me, don't worry." ”

Panji had no choice but to nod: "Okay then, remember to call home if you have something." ”

I nodded indiscriminately, watching my brother send my mother back to the car, and then watching the car drive away in the direction of home, I couldn't pretend anymore, and grabbed Zhang Xiaofang and Xia You: "Where is the dead man?" ”

Because I was in too much of a hurry, my expression looked a little vicious.

"Let's get in the car first."

I was directly put into the car by the two of them, Xia drove right, and Zhang Xiaofang sat next to me, for fear that I would run away.

No matter how restless I am, I should know that something is wrong, and calm my face: "Is something wrong?" ”

Zhang Xiaofang glanced at Xia You through the rearview mirror, and then Zhang Xiaofang looked left and right and said to him: "How about tonight's dinner?" We sensed something was wrong, so we rushed over, but looking at the banquet, it seemed that there was no problem? ”

I tried to suppress the dry air, but it still didn't work, I gritted my teeth and said almost uncontrollably: "What the hell, what's going on, stop trying to hide it from me, say!" ”

Zhang Xiaofang was taken aback by me, and after a few hesitations, she lowered her head and said "sigh": "It's not that I want to hide it from you, yes, it's the Yin and Yang Bureau that has an accident." ”

"What?"

"The Yin and Yang Bureau is now controlled by the surnamed Weng and the surnamed Zhao, we don't know what is going on, we only know that the Yin and Yang Bureau is now heavily guarded, and no one can enter except their people, and the other forces of the Yin and Yang Bureau are controlled by them, and even several core personnel are missing, including Bai Xi," she paused before continuing, "There is also the boss." ”

"The dead are missing?"

"Yes, for the time being, it's missing, or maybe they're being held somewhere."

I clenched my fists and stared somewhere.

No wonder the dead man didn't come to me, it seems that they were all calculated, and while dragging the enemy's leg so that he could not come to me, he was doing his hands and feet at the dinner party...... There was a surge of blood in my chest, and if it weren't for the fact that I was just a soul body, I would have been afraid that I would spit out blood.

"Do you have a way to find him?"

"It's not easy, the current Yin and Yang Bureau is the same as an iron bucket, our inner line is caught, and the victim is harmed, and the few who are still intact can only hide themselves deeper at this time, and they dare not come out easily. However, the boss told us early on that once we receive the news of a change in the Yin and Yang Bureau, we will come to you immediately, he may have expected it, so he must have taken precautions, and we just need to wait for his news. ”

Xia You, who was driving, also said: "Yes, sister-in-law, don't worry, the boss, how can you let yourself suffer, you just need to take care of yourself, hey, maybe the boss will need our help this time, we have to recharge our energy and adjust our state." ”

"That's it." Zhang Xiaofang said.

I leaned back in my chair and closed my eyes, even if I knew that they were right, I couldn't really not worry about Qiu Shishi, human life is too fragile, no matter how powerful the dead are, once the fatal point is broken, he is just a mortal, is Qiu Hanchen more than 500 years ago? can seal the devil, but in the struggle for the power of the enemy, he still has to die.

The current situation of the Yin and Yang Bureau is so similar to the enemy back then, the so-called person surnamed Zhao surnamed Weng can control the Yin and Yang Bureau in such a short time, who is not tired of believing it, maybe, what kind of demon is colluded with.

But I can't say anything, there are some facts, everyone knows in their hearts, they can only prepare and advance silently, and once they say it, it will affect the morale of the army.

Putting aside the matter of the Yin-Yang Bureau for the time being, my face was quite calm, and the hand beside me was already tightly gripping the handle of the car door: "That, do you remember what happened when I won the Yin-Yang Contest and received the reward?" ”

"You mean the Soul Pot?" Zhang Xiaofang took the lead, she and Xiaokui were with me at that time, and she knew best, and as soon as I heard her talk about the soul pot, I also lifted my spirit and suppressed the excitement in my heart.

"Yes, it's the Soul Pot."

"It seems that someone on the race side is dissatisfied with you getting the first, and secretly did something in the soul pot, almost injuring you, but fortunately, the soul pot hides the lost Otogi for many years, so you escaped, I remember that the boss was very angry at the time, and almost washed the banquet hall in blood."

My eyes widened and I fell into a daze: how could this be?

"Any questions?" Zhang Xiaofang is the most sensitive to the breath of the soul, and my current abnormal state was still discovered by her.

I shook my head blankly at first, then sat up straight and asked tentatively, "Xiaofang, do you know the yin and yang sides of space?" ”

"But the opposite?"

I nodded quickly.

"Well, I've heard of it, but I haven't had a chance to see it."

"So, if someone dies on the opposite side, what will happen?"

"Let's put it this way, if someone dies on the opposite side and can't even return to the front of the body, then in the front space world, this person will be erased."

I was horrified: "Erase? ”

"Hmm." Zhang Xiaofang said, "It's like the butterfly effect, this person no longer exists in this world at all, so the people and things that were originally related to this person will be rewritten and replaced by other people and other things." ”

"That is," I trembled, "even her favorite relatives and friends would not remember such a person?" ”

"Yes, so to speak, she has never appeared at this time, and who will have her in their memory?"

I leaned back into my chair limply.

The truth of the world is so cruel.

"So, you don't know who Ban Zhi is?"

"Ban Zhi?" Zhang Xiaofang's expression was puzzled, and it had been revealed that she really didn't know who Ban Zhi was, but she didn't say it explicitly, and remembered the positive and negative things I specially asked, and she had a guess, "Should I know her?" ”

I paused, then smiled wryly: "I ...... now, too." It's not clear. ”

When everyone around you tells you that there is no one in this world, how do you strengthen your understanding? Is it really something that only one person remembers, or is it just your imagination?

I'm confused myself, Zhou Zhuang Mengdie, is it a dream to have Ban Zhi's memory, or is it a dream without Ban Zhi's memory?

Ban Zhi's last words rang in his head.

“…… I'm a selfish person, and from now on, no one will remember me, will you remember me? ”

She was really a selfish person, leaving me alone, guarding this only remaining memory, making me almost think that I was a madman, and letting me suffer this residual pain, how selfish.

Sister, if one day, I am also assimilated and forget you, are you really ...... It doesn't exist anymore......

When Zhang Xiaofang and the others returned to the home of the poet with hatred, my whole state was not very good, and I didn't have to look in the mirror, I knew that I must be very sad, listless and soulless.

Only when I saw Xiaobao and Hei Dan standing at the door waiting, I barely cheered up, and only after asking did I know, because the engagement banquet became a birthday party, and it was the Yin family's Yin Yu, the kid, Xiaobao, who was supposed to attend the dinner together, became accompanied by my father, and before I came back, Xiaobao was sent home by my father's driver.

No matter how the plot changes because of the butterfly effect, it seems that Qiu Shishi feels that danger is coming, and I stay with my mother and my brother, and Xiaobao is assigned to my father, who did not attend the dinner.

walked over and squatted down, hugging Xiaobao, who seemed to have been waiting for a long time, into his arms.

Xiaobao didn't say anything or ask, just touched my forehead with his little hand, then touched my face, and finally threw himself into my arms and rubbed against me.

A child is always sensitive, and he must have sensed something.

"Sister-in-law, I see that you are very tired today, just rest early, the boss of this house will strengthen its defense every year, it is not a cat or a dog can go in, we will also send someone to guard nearby, you and Xiaobao can live with peace of mind, the boss will definitely be back soon."

I know that they are relieved to me, and I know very well the defense of Qiu Shishi's house, and I still have to be watched by expatriates, so it can be seen that the situation is definitely not as easy as they say.

If you think about it, you can also know that the Yin and Yang Bureau, which controls most of the yin and yang affairs in the Yang Realm, also borders the Yin Realm, and such an important position is controlled by people with evil intentions, can the problem be small?

At the beginning, the enemy colluded with the demon clan to make Qingcheng like that, but now, the Yin and Yang Bureau is not facing a Qingcheng, but the entire Huaguo, and it is estimated that the foreign Yin and Yang forces are also implicated.

"I see."

At the very least, I'll take a good look at Xiaobao.

Thinking of this, I can't help but hug Xiaobao tighter, just lost my sister, and the news of no lover, the impact on me is very big, I am very, very afraid that I can't even take care of Xiaobao.

After Zhang Xiaofang and Xia You left, I walked back to the house with Xiaobao and Black Egg.

At first, I did a very ordinary thing, put bath water for Xiaobao and prepared clothes for him, he said that he had grown up and insisted on taking a bath by himself, so I grabbed the black egg and took it to another bathroom and scrubbed it.

The black egg didn't resist taking a bath, he had to lie in the basin like an uncle, the cat's face leaned back on the edge of the basin, let me rub it, it was so comfortable that the cat's pupils narrowed, and pointed to my mobile phone, asking me to play a song to listen to.

Seeing that I ignored me, it stretched out its paws and fished out the mobile phone I put aside, and also knew the password of my mobile phone to unlock the screen, and unlocked it by itself, and soon, the melodious piano music came out, it put down the mobile phone, and made some bubbles on its neck more comfortably.

Me: "......"

I was also by it at first, the black egg is not an ordinary ocelot after all, it has intelligence, except for the appearance, I treat it as a family, what it likes to do, as long as it is not out of line, it will not object.

When people's emotions are at a low point, they will feel sad when they listen to cheerful songs, and I have tried my best to control my mood, trying my best to perform in front of it and Xiaobao as usual, however, the piano music that usually sounds gentle makes me extremely uncomfortable, and the mood that is already at a low point is repeatedly pulled down and down by the music......

When I reached a limit, I couldn't help but lift the chair that was set aside.

On the chair, there was shower gel for black eggs, a mobile phone, a sponge for scrubbing, and a brush for combing, all of which fell to the ground with the chair, making a "clang" sound.

The black egg was startled, and he stood up from the water, looked at the mess on the ground, and then looked at me, thinking that he had caused something, and stood there without moving, observing me cautiously.

The quality of the phone is good, after falling to the ground, the music is still playing, I gasped twice, crouched down to pick up the phone, and turned off the music.

I thought it would be better without the concert, but the sudden silence was even more uncomfortable.

I whispered "I'm sorry" to the black egg, and ran out of the bathroom with my phone in my arms.

Subconsciously, I ran back to the room with the poet Qiu, and I sat on the sofa with my legs limp, still holding my mobile phone in my hand, staring blankly at this extremely familiar room.

I've been staying here for months, and I don't know when there are so many things that belong to me in this room, and they are stacked with Qiu Shishi's belongings, and I can't tell who belongs to whom.

There has never been a time like this, when I stay in this warm room, but I feel lonely for a while.

My sister is gone, dead man...... Where are the dead?

Pulling my legs back and hugging them, I buried my face in my knees.

"Babble-"

The sound of opening the door very quietly, there can be no one next to them, it can only be Xiaobao and Heidan, I want to raise my head and give them a smile, and ask them why they don't go back to the room to sleep, and listen to bedtime stories again, right?

But I just think about it, in fact, when my mind is turning around these things, my body is motionless, my body is completely disconnected from the thought that my mind is leaping from, maybe I am just tired.

Then I felt two little ones climb up on the sofa, sitting on either side of me, one left and one right, next to my thighs, and Xiaobao tentatively hooked my hand, and then moved closer to me, leaning against me, while the black egg, with its claws folded up, patted me gently, and then rubbed its head against me.

I slowly turned my head to look to the right, and the black egg looked at me with its moist eyes, probably thinking that he had done something wrong and was humbly trying to please me.

Looking further to the left, Xiaobao looked at me even more obsessively, and when he saw me looking at him, he called softly: "Mom! ”

I let out a long sigh, stretched out my hands, and hugged them both into my arms left and right, and my voice was muffled and choked: "Mom, it's just you now." ”

"Mommy, Daddy will be back."

Xiaobao said firmly, and reached out to pat me on the back, just as I had comforted him before.

It seems that he also knew that something had happened to my father, but he didn't say anything, and he wanted to comfort me in turn, and suddenly felt that he was quite incompetent.

"Well, let's wait for him to come back."

That night, Xiaobao and Hei Dan slept in the master bedroom with me, and when I woke up the next morning, I only felt that my stomach was very heavy, and my neck was very tight.

Looking at Xiaobao's face close at hand, the more I looked at that face, the more I looked like Qiu Shishi, I was stunned for a while, and finally put away my mind, moved the black egg to the bed, let Xiaobao turn over, and then whispered.

Standing in the bathroom, looking at myself in the mirror, dumbfounded, with drooping eyelids and shoulders, completely a person who has lost his fighting spirit, no, a ghost.

In the saddest time, I couldn't shed tears, if someone hadn't done anything to my corpse, I wouldn't have been able to live like a person, a little more tragic, the obsession was not enough, I would have even dissipated or reincarnated a whole new soul, what the hell to cultivate, don't even think about it.

On the contrary, it was my enemy who made me "live" until now, and the other party let me "live" until now, and I don't know how to use me.

Turn on the faucet and look at the water flowing out, it's very normal water, it won't attack me spontaneously like in the reverse space, and the switch can't be turned off.

I got drops of water from my fingertips, and then pressed them under my eyes, and the droplets ran down my cheeks, and it looked like tears from me.

Sister, no one remembers you, no one can pay tribute to you, can my tears, which are not tears, be considered a tribute to you?

Wouldn't you find it perfunctory? Wouldn't it be angry?

Then scold me again!

Luckily?

After being in a daze in the bathroom for a while, I barely got up to clean myself up, brushed my teeth, washed my face and bathed, and went downstairs to make breakfast for Xiaobao and Heidan, speaking of which, I am a ghost, Xiaobao is a zombie, Hei Dan is a demon, even if it is a black egg, there is no need to eat three meals a day, the only normal human enemy poet who needs to eat is gone, and the remaining three of us don't need to cook at all.

However, this is like a family ritual, and if you don't do it, it's like vetoing the family.

It's a belief.

While the porridge was in the rice cooker, I also took the opportunity to clean up the house, and after two days of going home, the house was a little dusty.

When I was sweeping the floor, I heard a few aunts outside chattering about something, and they were still there when I went out to take out the garbage, and when they saw me, they called out to me: "This is not Lanzi, come here." ”

I had to rub it over, a few neighbors nearby are very good, occasionally what vegetables are grown at home, what good things are cooked, and they will send us over, and they are also very respectful to Qiu Poet, and they all call Master Qiu when they meet, and they all love to come and ask, Qiu Poet has a bad temper, and he is a little patient with them, and although he always has a straight face, no one in the neighborhood thinks he is bad, and even thinks it is normal, master, there should always be a little temper.

I still remember the earliest time a neighbor asked Qiu Shishi who I was, this guy generously introduced me to his child's mother, who went out for further study a few years ago, and now he is back and not leaving.

When he said the three words "not leaving", his smug face did not hide his pride.

Everyone is also very happy for him, Aiwu and Wuxia are very good to me, older than me call me Lan Zi Xiaolan, and those who are about the same age as me call me Lan sister-in-law.

"Lanzi, where is the master?"