introduction

One person is a world.

In this world, there is nothing about good or evil, there is no right or wrong, people only do what they want to do.

Others are responsible for watching, responsible for receiving.

One day, this person suddenly felt that he had done something wrong before, so he began to dislike his former self, and began to change himself in the face of the surprised eyes of the officials.

First denied it completely, then scolded it, then calmed down for a moment, and finally never looked back.

In fact, in this world, there are always people who keep moving forward, and there are always people who stay where they are forever.

You always laugh at him for being so ambitious, losing his original intention, and getting lost in a void future.

He also blames you for being complacent, pedantic and sluggish, and lost in the old past.

Everyone is actually trying to be themselves.

Everyone is so-called lost in the hearts of others.

In the end, they often "die" in self-entanglement.

The perspective of the murderer in the text:

"Name."

"Nan Miao." I replied.

"Age."

"23 years old." I continued to answer.

"Gender."

"Huh." I couldn't help but laugh a little, but replied, "Man." ”

This policeman is quite brain-dead, can't he tell if it's a man or a woman?

"Why kill people?" The policeman asked, staring at me.

I'll go, so jumpy!

I didn't answer and turned my head away. I wasn't afraid of the policeman's gaze, but I wanted to see the boy leaning against the door.

His name is Jiang Tian, and he grabbed me.

He was the one who caught me!

Jiang Tian narrowed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth twitched, as if he couldn't hold back his yawn.

I looked back at the little policeman named Wang Tao in front of me.

Hmph, how can you catch me alone? If it weren't for Jiang Tian, I wouldn't have had time to do it, you would have been a corpse a long time ago.

A corpse that will never be found!

"Why kill people?" Wang Tao asked me again.

Cold, why is it a little cold?

For some reason, the right side of my body started to feel cold, so I leaned a little to the left.

"I didn't kill anyone." I smiled, "I just, send her back in time." ”

"Don't give me nonsense! Give me an honest answer! Wang Tao suddenly slapped the table heavily, "Why do you want to kill Chen Anqiao!" Why should you imprison her for a year before you kill her! ”

Old...... An Qiao?

Oh, Anqiao Chen.

Her previous name was Chen Li.

That was a distant time, ten years ago.

I started to know her when I was in the second year of junior high school, I was in the third class, she was in the fourth class, I was on the fourth floor, she was on the third floor, and there shouldn't have been much intersection.

However, our junior high school has evening self-study, and the school stipulates that students whose grades are in the top 50% of the class can decide whether to stay in school for three classes in the evening for evening self-study.

My grades were good, but my family was too bored, so I stayed in school to participate in evening self-study.

There are not many teachers on duty at night, there are more than 20 students in each class, and there are only 10 students in each class, so the students in two classes are gathered in one classroom for evening self-study.

So, the third and fourth shifts were together on Monday to Thursday nights.

Chen Li sat next to me.

I've often wondered what it takes to make one person feel good about another.

I guess it's a smile.

Or more accurately, those smiling eyes.

Chen Li's eyes are so beautiful, so beautiful that she can speak......

That night, the night when the third and fourth classes were "combined" for the first time, she sat next to me and did the problem, and when she was thinking, she would unconsciously pick up her pen and turn it around her fingertips.

It was amazing, the pen seemed to come alive at her fingertips, moving in the hands of that fair, slender hand.

I want to learn.

With a click, my pen fell on the table, and as far as the eye could see, she was smiling at me, concerned about my clumsiness.

Beautiful eyes flow through my heart.

In the next moment, Chen Li seemed to deliberately do what seemed to me, slowing down the motion, repeating the action of turning the pen over and over again.

I learned like a soul.

I became more and more proficient, and the pen jumped faster and faster at my fingertips.

My heart is also beating faster.

The evening self-study is over, but a relationship has sprouted......

Chen Anqiao's best friend said that you and Chen Anqiao have known each other for ten years, and they have been classmates from junior high school to college. When you were a freshman, you established a relationship and became boyfriend and girlfriend, and you have always been very affectionate. But a year ago, on October 13th of last year, and since then, you have been imprisoning her......"

Alas, why do the current police like to retell the case over and over again? It was like a sense of accomplishment when I talked about it.

How many people in this society can care about the process? Just look at the results, and the rest, can't you just make up the plot you want?

However, I also like to repeat my past.

"You...... What are you going to fill in...... Well...... School? "In the graduation season of that year, on the afternoon when the last course of the college entrance examination ended, I asked cautiously in front of her.

"I said, Brother Shui, you are such a casual person, why do you care about my wishes? By the way, it's the first time I've seen you blush...... Haha, you can't be shy, right? Chen Li held the schoolbag and looked at it with a smile.

Those eyes, the eyes at that time, I will never forget in my life.

The expectation in her eyes also makes me look forward to it.

"Just ask, our brothers have such a good relationship, in case you fill in the Northeast and I fill in Yunnan, if you want to have a dinner with you, you have to cross China, it will be too tragic."

She began to laugh, her eyes filled with anticipation and disappointment, "Indeed, it was really miserable. Then she looked at the sky and was silent for a long time.

I waited patiently.

"People often say that birds yearning for freedom are high in the sky and the sea is wide, and they move as they wish, but although the world is big, it is far less than my home."

She looked at me, took a deep breath, and said with a smile, "I don't want to go anywhere, just go to H City." After a pause, she looked at the ground, her cheeks flushed, "Didn't you also say that H City is the best?" ”

Yes, where there is her, it is the best......

"During Chen Anqiao's captivity, on the one hand, you kept abusing her and humiliating her, and on the other hand, you pretended to be an infatuated boyfriend in front of relatives and friends.

"You're looking for her every day, and you're torturing her every day."

Wang Tao stared straight at me, and I could see the anger in his eyes.

I love her, I love her!

I love her clean eyes, her clean mouth, her clean nose, her clean skin, and her clean smile......

I love her who is sincere and has no distance.

I love her who never gets too troublesome and is always willing to help.

I love her who sees sin, will not be silent, and has the courage to speak out!

Gradually, however, I noticed that she had put on eyeliner, lipstick, nose and makeup.

Still smiling, smiling as always, smiling all the time, still smiling casually when the girl died.

It was the skin painted on her face, the indifferent smile.

Cold!

It's cold!

My neck began to feel cold, my body began to feel cold, and my heart seemed to be cold, as if I had been stabbed by an ice blade.

I hugged myself, shivering.

"What's wrong with you?" Wang Tao noticed my abnormality.

"I didn't ...... It's okay. I tried to keep my voice as smooth as possible, "I don't regret it, I never regret it!" I just regret that I found out that Chen Li had died so late! When that strange girl was killed, she was already dead when she pulled me away! ”

The surrounding temperature warms up.

Are you also nearby?

Have you ever regretted it?

It was Chen Anqiao who I killed, not Chen Li, do you know?

When you died, did you ever think of that innocent girl?

I can't forget her last look, I can't forget it!

Death is not terrible.

Indifference is the most terrible.

Chen Li, you are lost, I don't like it.

So you're going to die.

I looked at Jiang Tian, smiled miserably, and asked:

"How did you catch me?"

"A photo." Jiang Tian replied with a smile.

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