The Lianhe River, which runs through Changlu City from west to east, has its source from a small city in the west, Qinli. With a total length of more than 300 kilometers, the Lianhe River is the main source of water for the eight cities it passes through. This year, the cold winter in Changlu City came early. On the surface of the Lianhe River, thin and dense ice floes like fish scales floated early. Tourists and pedestrians are slowly moving away from here, and it's hard to catch a hook when fishing on the frozen river, let alone endure the knife-like wind.

The current situation on the Lianhe River will continue until the river surface is completely frozen, and then it will slowly improve. At that time, the citizens who are keen on ice skating will once again bring the Lianhe River to life. Today, the upper and lower Lianhe River has become a forgotten world.

At nightfall, snowflakes appeared in the sky, and a heavy snow that had been brewing for a long time had begun to appear. The bridge lights on the Lianhe Bridge sprinkled a yellow light on the bridge deck on time. There were no pedestrians or vehicles under the lights, and everyone was huddled at home to avoid the impending heavy snowfall.

When Ma Datou ran from the Lianhe Bridge to the shore, no one noticed his existence. The bone-chilling wind dissuaded all those who wanted to stay here. Interestingly, the obese Ma Datou is also a fan of ice skating.

But when he skated, he only dared to appear on the ice by wrapping a thick scarf and wearing a mask. Because he was so fat, so fat that everyone wondered how he could move with such a body; Fat enough to make everyone scared whether this person would step on the ice under his feet and make a big hole. In short, as long as Ma Datou appears on the ice in skates, he can always attract everyone's attention to himself. Treated like a circus animal, they are surrounded by people pointing and having fun.

That's why Ma Datou didn't dare to skate on the ice rink in the city center, and only after the ice on the surface of the Lianhe River froze every year, he secretly came here to enjoy himself. On this vast Lianhe River, he could at least slide farther away, so that others would not have time to chase his figure, so that he would not have to face the cold eyes and harsh ridicule of those people.

Ma Datou ran non-stop on the bank, and although the snowflakes in the sky were piling up on the ground at a speed visible to the naked eye, it was still long before the surface of the Lianhe River was completely frozen. At this time, he was not wearing a mask, a scarf, or his beloved skates. Ma Datou didn't come to skate, he just ran like crazy on the shore. Even though the damp mud and sand on the ground were constantly blocking his steps, and at the same time rapidly draining his physical strength, Ma Datou was still running endlessly on the shore.

Ma Datou asked himself: When did he ever be so embarrassed as he is now? On today's snowy night, Ma Datou suddenly recalled the embarrassment and anger that turned into a strong burning sensation attacking his heart many years ago, when someone first called him by the nickname "Ma Datou". But what he suffered then did not make him suffer as much as he did today. As Ma Datou opened the softest part of his heart to others for the first time today, he found that he was really just an ugly monster that no one loved or loved.

The snow was getting heavier and heavier, and Ma Datou's hair and clothes were covered with snowflakes, and the extreme low temperature made his vision blurry. Ma Datou looked down at his hands, which were no longer shaking wildly as before. A hint of joy flashed through his eyes, and Ma Datou clenched his fists in confirmation again, and finally laughed: "Hey, hey, hey...... I did the right thing, you're just a damn woman. ”

On this night when the first snow fell in winter, no one except Ma Datou knew that just half an hour ago, a female model named Zhou Xi died in his hands.

However, perhaps even Ma Datou himself may not know what provoked his desire to kill at that moment. Because when he was invited to Zhou Xi's house, he still had a completely different mood in his arms. Ma Datou never dreamed that he would push a fresh life into the abyss.

He couldn't help but wonder if he had ever been a butcher in his previous life. If not, then why didn't there be a trace of turmoil in his heart when he killed Zhou Xi. Even now, his hands were shaking uncontrollably, but in the blink of an eye he could stop them. This should be the nature of a killer, and Ma Datou suddenly felt that this was not a bad thing.

He recalled that when he was a child, he caught a black sparrow, which was so black that he felt very disgusting. Ma Datou has always thought that sparrows should be brown, and black sparrows are not hereticals. Isn't a black sparrow just a deformity? He killed the sparrow like a loaf of bread, and the sparrow's body became a filthy mass like butter in the middle of the bread, and the sparrow's entrails flowed to the ground. Ma Datou didn't have any feelings about this, just like he did when he killed Zhou Xi today.

Back in the evening, it wasn't completely dark. The snow hadn't started to fall yet, the roads were still clean, and many pedestrians and vehicles were still on their way home in a hurry. It was at this time that the middleman Shao Kefu called Ma Datou and told him that the model named Zhou Xi asked him to "talk about things" tonight, and the location was at the Jinjing Garden apartment where she lived.

Ma Datou, who heard the news, was not to mention how pleasantly surprised, he hurried to take a shower at home, not only using his favorite mouthwash and shower gel, but even taking out the clothes he attended for the occasion. In the end, he went to the store and picked out a gift that he thought was very beautiful, and then hurried to the appointment.

Ma Datou still remembers the first thing he said after entering the door was the so-called "social rhetoric" that he had rehearsed many times in front of his mirror. But to his surprise, when he really saw Zhou Xi and said this, he was still subconsciously nervous.

"Zhou Xi, you are so beautiful today."

"Really? Thank you. Ma Datou's fat and tall body surprised Zhou Xi, who met him for the first time.

Ma Datou, who was standing at the door, dodged his gaze and didn't dare to look into Zhou Xi's eyes. He obviously felt that Zhou Xi was secretly looking at him. But Ma Datou, who was obviously standing in the position of the begger, was completely unconfident at this time, as if he was more like the one who asked for it.

This Shaw kov, no wonder he asked me to buy antiemetics in advance, it turned out to be like this. Zhou Xi was a little unhappy in his heart, but now that everyone has arrived at the door, how can he regret it? Zhou Xi had no choice but to let Ma Datou into the house.

"It's so cold today, and the weather forecast says it's going to snow."

"Really?"

"yes, it's cold outside."

"Then guide the horse, come in first, the slippers are in the shoe cabinet, I'll wait for you inside." Zhou Xi quickly ended the conversation at the entrance and turned around and entered the house.

Ma Datou was stunned for a moment, he had prepared many jokes in advance to enliven the atmosphere, but none of them were used. Ma Datou didn't like to lose control of things, he straightened his clothes uneasily, Zhou Xi's attitude was not as enthusiastic as he thought, which was beyond his expectations. Nervous, I didn't even send the gifts I brought in time. At this time, Ma Datou kept saying to himself in his heart, the words he said when directing the actors on the set, 'Be confident, just like you are that character, and exude your charm.'" ’

At this time, the sound of liquid pouring into a cup was already heard in the room. "Director Ma, are you okay?" Zhou Xi asked as he secretly swallowed an antiemetic pill into his stomach.

"Horse ...... Right away. Ma Datou replied as he opened the shoe cabinet on the side and prepared to take the slippers. At this moment, he saw a row of men's shoes in the shoe cabinet.

But Shao Kefu told Ma Datou that Zhou Xi does not have a boyfriend now, which is also an important reason for him to choose Zhou Xi. But how to explain the shoes of these men in front of me?

Ma Datou walked into the house, and he didn't care about anything else, so he asked, "Zhou Xi, why are there men's shoes in your shoe cabinet?" ”

"Huh?" The wine glass in Zhou Xi's hand just wanted to be handed over, but was blocked by Ma Datou's sudden question.

Zhou Xideng's heart tightened, and she remembered that her boyfriend's shoes had forgotten to put away. So he quickly lied and said, "That's my brother's, he works nearby, and sometimes comes to live with me." ”

"That's right......."

Ma Datou listened to this explanation and nodded. He didn't plan to ask further, because in Ma Datou's eyes, the beautiful doll-like woman in front of him would never lie to him. Yes! Will anyone in this world dare to lie to me? Even if he really lied to me, he would be seen through by me immediately, Ma Datou thought confidently in his heart.

"By the way, this is for you, little gift." Ma Datou took out his gift and couldn't wait to hand it over.

"For me?"

Ma Datou smiled and nodded: "I've been picking for a long time." As he spoke, he took a wine glass from Zhou Xi's hand and found a sofa to sit down.

Zhou Xi was asking for help today, who would have thought that the other party would prepare a gift for her. Surprised, Zhou Xi hurriedly opened the gift box in his hand, but saw a large box of chocolates inside.

Damn it! Zhou Xi scolded in his heart. How did you think of bringing me sweets, the calories produced by this chocolate, I don't know how long I have to stay on the treadmill.

Ma Datou looked at Zhou Xi's hesitant expression, and felt a little uneasy in his heart. He deliberately chose chocolates with the word "love" on them to show his heart. Does she ...... me No! No, Ma Datou was busy denying it, if she didn't like me, how could she invite me to her house? Right! She's shy, and it's a pity that she's shy!

Zhou Xi on the side didn't notice Ma Datou's frowning, although she was reluctant in her heart, she still picked a chocolate and stuffed it into her mouth to respond.

"Thank you, Director Ma, I like it very much."

When Ma Datou saw this scene, he breathed a sigh of relief and thought: She must have understood my mind.

"Here, let's have a drink." As if to celebrate something, Martha drank the wine from his glass.

What a waste of things, Zhou Xi poured Ma Datou with the green plum wine that his father brought a few days ago, which was made from the plums picked from the trees at home, and there were not many in a year. At this time, Zhou Xi's throat still had the sweetness of chocolate, but since Ma Datou had already drunk it, he couldn't stand still, so he also drank a big sip of green plum wine. But as soon as the wine entered his mouth, it was mixed with chocolate, and it suddenly turned into an extremely strange taste, which made Zhou Xida frown.

Ma Datou drank all the plum wine in the cup and seemed to be not satisfied, took the bottle and poured himself a glass, and then another glass of wine. Only then did he say with satisfaction: "Good wine, what is this stuff?" ”

"It's a green plum." Zhou Xi couldn't help but feel a little distressed when she saw that the green plum wine that her father brought to her was actually drunk like boiled water by Ma Datou.

Ma Datou drank two glasses of wine, and the whole person became excited. His eyes kept wandering over Zhou Xi's body, Zhou Xi's delicate little nose and beautiful peach blossom eyes, paired with a playful mushroom head, no matter how he looked at it, it didn't bore him.

Zhou Xi tried her best to endure Ma Datou's fiery gaze, she knew that if she didn't say it at this time, it would be even more difficult to speak after waiting for a while.

"Director Ma, do you see if the contract for that film is ......?"

Ma Datou pouted, and suddenly felt very disappointed. It was as if he was disturbed while playing with his favorite toy, and his face was obviously unhappy. He put down the wine glass in his hand, took off his down jacket and put it aside, and muttered vaguely in his mouth, "The 500,000 that Shaokov transferred to me the day before yesterday, I have already helped you take it for you, but it's just ......"

"Director Ma, Mr. Shao said that you will definitely help me." Zhou Xi hurriedly sat down beside Ma Datou, "If the money is not enough, I still have it here." How did Ma Datou know, Zhou Xi wished that Ma Datou would ask her for more money, so that he could replace tonight's physical transaction and avoid the suffering of being pressed under his body.

Ma Datou didn't know what Zhou Xi was thinking about, he scratched his greasy nose, and said slowly: "It's not about money, I've tried my best to help you arrange it." But this circle is not as simple as you think, it has many relationships and favors to be touched. After speaking, he spread his hands and put on a helpless look.

Zhou Xi smiled awkwardly, Ma Datou held the dominance of the topic tightly in his own hands, and did not give her half a chance to question. Zhou Xi changed her face after thinking about it, she twisted her hand on the back of Ma Datou's hand, and leaned over: "Director Ma, with your ability, I believe that this contract is of course hand-to-hand." Right? ”

Ma Datou said hesitantly: "Well, this ......"

The aroma of shampoo on Zhou Xi's head continued to penetrate Ma Datou's nostrils, making his face more and more ruddy. Ma Datou thought to himself, how can I have this kind of treatment when I am on the set, and only at this time......

"Please, please, please." Zhou Xi blinked pitifully. She didn't know that Ma Datou had already been completely immersed in the pleasure of being complimented.

Ma Datou also wants to be like many of his peers, who can go to the unspoken rules of those actors at will. But those actors couldn't stand his "respect". How could he ever enjoy that such a beautiful woman as Zhou was coquettish in front of him. The first woman in his life to come into his life voluntarily had already held him firmly in the palm of his hand at this time.

The atmosphere in the room is becoming more and more ambiguous under the impetus of two people with different thoughts, and this transaction that cannot be opened is now facilitated by the two of them with practical actions.

"Director Ma, in fact, you don't know, I've always been a super fan of yours." Zhou Xi changed the conversation at the right time, "I have watched every one of your movies. I used to look forward to seeing you one day and asking you to sign my name. I didn't expect to see you today, but I don't know how to speak......"

"Really?" Ma Datou seemed to be encouraged by these words, and said sincerely: "You know, no one has ever said such a thing to me before, and you are the first. ”

"That'...... I'm honored. Zhou Xi deliberately lowered his voice.

"Of course, of course! I ......" Ma Datou laughed.

Zhou Xi hurriedly struck while the iron was hot, and while rubbing his arm with his chest against Ma Datou, he poured him wine: "Director Ma, but I am not familiar with the film industry at all, you need to help me more." ”

Ma Datou's slender eyes narrowed into a slit because he was too cheerful: "Okay, my good baby, as long as you are obedient, I will not treat you badly." ”

When Zhou Xi heard Ma Datou call her like this, she couldn't help but get goosebumps. But he still held back and said, "Director Ma, how do you want to be good to your good baby?" ”

"That movie, you have to behave well, I'm very optimistic about you......" Ma Datou's words said this, indicating that everything has been set. Zhou Xi's heart moved slightly, and his body leaned closer.

Ma Datou was already slightly drunk at this time, and his hands were not restless, he put his arm around Zhou Xi's shoulders and awkwardly praised her makeup. Perhaps it was the interest aroused by Zhou Xi's praise just now, Ma Datou suddenly wanted to talk about the movies he directed before. He hadn't met anyone who could speak freely for a long time, and Zhou Xi happened to be a suitable person.

Zhou Xiqiang endured the unpleasant smell of wine in Ma Datou's mouth, and thought: Finally coaxed him to agree to the matter, but why is he still grinding and chirping but not entering the topic, what is the idea.

At this time, Zhou Xi's patience with dealing with her former suitor was revealed, and she thought to herself: If you don't break it, I'll do it.

"Director Ma, it's better to stay tonight, let's talk slowly......" Zhou Xi's voice was like a gentle caress, as if it had the magic of hypnosis. Finally, the last straw that overwhelmed the rational defense line fell gently, and Ma Datou's brain was like a mess of paste, and he completely lost the ability to think.

Ma Datou's mouth opened slightly, and he almost drooled, and he simply pierced the layer of window paper: "Can you change into the dress you will wear at this year's Christmas show?" I want to see it in advance."

This next week, I am finally relieved, Ma Datou has not been made to be obedient in the end, as long as tonight, Ma Datou will no longer have a reason to refuse to help her get the contract.

"Then you wait a while, I'll go change my clothes." Zhou Xi jumped up from Ma Datou's side and jumped into the bedroom.

Ma Datou looked at Zhou Xi's back, and a look of pride jumped on his face. Sure enough, there will still be women in this world who like me, Ma Datou thought in his heart.

Zhou Xi came to the bedroom and carefully took out the dress from the closet. Ever since she took the dress home, it had been wrapped in clear plastic tape and had not been opened.

Zhou Xi thought to herself, she finally didn't have to go to that damn catwalk anymore. When she thinks about dieting and exercising endlessly every day, just to be a beautiful hanger, she never tires of it. Zhou Xi envied those movie stars on the big screen, their noble status and thousands of favors, and a large number of fans ran behind their butts all the time. I don't lose to them at any point regardless of my appearance or figure, so why should I stay in the modeling industry and stink?

Zhou Xi quickly changed into her dress, walked back and forth in front of the mirror with standard cat steps, and she secretly said to herself: Tonight, this is the farewell performance of my career.

Ma Datou is not a person who is good at waiting, but at this moment, he has to stay patiently in the living room. Ma Datou clearly knows that women should not bother when they are dressing up for their sweethearts.

The heating in the house was turned on sufficiently, and Ma Datou's fat body gradually began to sweat. He had taken off his down jacket, but he still felt hot. The wine glass in his hand had been emptied by him twice, and Ma Datou estimated that if he drank it again, the drunkenness would be a little obvious, so he had to hold back his thirst and press himself on the sofa.

"Ma Dao, I've changed it." Zhou Xi's call made Ma Datou suddenly excited, and he quickly got up and walked towards the bedroom.

Unlike ordinary women's rooms, Zhou Xi's bedroom has nothing else in the bedroom except for a bed and a dresser next to the bed. Ma Datou subconsciously said in his mouth: "It's so clean." ”

Ma Datou gently stroked the violet sheets on the bed, remembering what his mother used to say, a room that is too clean has no breath of life, and such a place is easy to attract dirty things. But he felt that there was nothing wrong with being clean, for example, the room in front of him made him feel very comfortable.

"Director Ma, what are you thinking?" As soon as Zhou Xi finished speaking, he couldn't wait to kiss him.

Ma Datou didn't expect the other party to be so positive, so he kissed back with the same enthusiasm.

Zhou Xi was surprised that Ma Datou's kissing skills were so skillful, and for a few moments she felt that it was her boyfriend who was kissing her. But when she opened her eyes slightly, what she saw was not her boyfriend, but the director with a fat face in front of her.

How many such people are there in the entertainment industry? Zhou Xi secretly complained in his heart. She kept reassuring herself that she had taken antiemetics beforehand, and that she would definitely be fine in the future.

Ma Datou's mouth kept squirting out next to Zhou Xi's face, mixed with the smell of dinner and plum wine. After several times, Zhou Xi's worst fears still happened. Even the antiemetic pills she had taken beforehand could not suppress her most instinctive reaction. Her stomach twitched slightly, and the reaction went straight to her throat. In this way, she lay down under Ma Datou and made a retching motion.

Ma Datou was suddenly startled, he stopped his movements and asked with some concern: "You, what's wrong with you......"

Zhou Xi shook his head embarrassedly: "Director Ma, I've been a little sick lately, and I want to take some medicine first." ”

Ma Da was stunned, but he still climbed off Zhou Xi's body. "Okay, then you go first."

Wasn't I being too rude to upset her just now? Ma Datou looked at his hand, thinking about the way he caressed, but soon he lost patience. Ma Datou thought to himself: She is asking for me, no matter what I do, she should bear it happily. Thinking of this, Ma Datou relieved his heart again. He stood up and took off his shirt clean. Just as he put his underwear on the stool next to the dresser, something caught his eye.

Condoms, how can there be condoms here? Ma Datou was dazzled by himself, and he reached out to pick up the square-wrapped box. Didn't Shaokov say that Zhou Xi didn't have a boyfriend this time? How so...... After confirming that the square box contained condoms, Ma Datou remembered the men's shoes in the shoe cabinet in the entrance, and a thunderbolt flashed in his mind. Could it be that all the rhetoric she said was a lie to me?

"Ma Dao......" Zhou Xi didn't know when he was already standing behind Ma Datou, "This is why I ...... tonight"

No matter how stupid Ma Datou is, he won't believe Zhou Xi's current statement, he shouted angrily, "Nonsense! You don't lie to me, you already have a boyfriend, don't you? You already have a boyfriend! ”

"I didn't mean to, the person who introduced me said that you don't like to have a boyfriend, so I'll ......" Zhou Xi's face was like ashes, she knew that she was in big trouble now.

Ma Datou felt as if his soul had been drained. The soles of his feet were weak, and he shook twice before slumping on the edge of the bed. What Zhou Xi said just now was like a basin of cold water pouring down from his head, completely extinguishing the passion just now. Zhou Xi's angry thighs were reflected in Ma Datou's eyes, and they suddenly turned into a pile of meaningless rotten meat. Ma Datou found that he was looking for something in Zhou Xi's body in a trance, what he had been missing all these years. The union of spirit and flesh that developed because of love also collapsed in this instant.

"So, you were all pretending?" Ma Datou used all his strength to squeeze out this sentence.

Zhou Xi looked at Ma Datou talking to himself in a daze, not knowing what to do. Zhou Xi felt that the soles of her feet were itching, and there was a subtle force urging her to leave here. But an inexplicable panic crept up her spine and made her unable to move.

"I didn't mean it, I didn't ......" Zhou Xi shook his head incoherently.

Ma Datou looked back at Zhou Xi suspiciously: "You just said, what kind of medicine are you going to take?" ”

"I ......" Zhou Xi was speechless. She walked quickly to Ma Datou and squatted down, wanting to beg for forgiveness.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

Zhou Xi never dreamed that it was her squatting that cut off the last trace of reason in Ma Datou. With a terrible scream, Ma Datou grabbed Zhou Xi's hand violently.

The tenderness and sweetness just now were as if it had never happened, and Ma Datou's hands quickly and decisively choked Zhou Xi's weak neck. Zhou Xi had never seen such a terrifying face, and she was so frightened that she was stupid there.

"Let go of me!" Zhou Xi only had time to call out this sentence, and then his body was firmly pressed against the bed.

Ma Datou's hands strangled Zhou Xi's neck, and the sharp nails continued to exert force, embedding every bit into her skin. Fear suddenly overwhelmed Zhou Xi.

Ma Datou wants to kill me, Ma Datou wants to kill me!

Zhou Xi eagerly agitated his vocal cords, help, help. No one heard Zhou Xi's cries for help, and the huge pressure on Ma Datou's hand turned the cries for help from her mouth into animal-like whimpering.

I don't want to die, I don't want to die yet......

Ma Datou felt like he had become a machine that could only kill, and he kept receiving the same command in his head: kill her, kill her, kill her! She's a liar, she doesn't love you, she's a liar, she's laughing at you! The overwhelming applause and cheers poured out to Ma Datou: How ironic it is for a woman who doesn't love you! Such a woman will never be able to live in this world, never! Let her die, let her die!

Zhou Xi's struggle seemed so weak in Ma Datou's eyes. Like a herbivore bitten in the throat, blood gurgled into his mouth, and the smell of blood excited him and drove him crazy. Ma Datou didn't feel the pain, and let Zhou Xi's hands grasp his hands. Countless blood oozed from his hands, but he was not willing to stop.

The endless hatred continued to transform into the power on Ma Datou's fingers, and vented it on Zhou Xi's body. All the humiliation and misunderstanding he received were all returned to the woman under him at this moment. Ma Da's first ten knuckles made a penetrating "gurgling" sound due to his continuous exertion.

Zhou Xi's face turned from red to white, from white to purple. The makeup on her face was crying, and there was a large patch next to her eye circles. At this time, Ma Datou realized that Zhou Xi in front of him was not as beautiful as he remembered. Zhou Xi has become a lifeless toy in his hands, he is tired of playing, he wants to destroy her! Destroy!

Ma Datou pinched Zhou Xi's neck, I don't know how long it took, until he gradually began to smell a foul smell. It was the smell of excrement coming out of the body after the sphincter muscle relaxed. Zhou Xi in front of him, her eyes bulged like a frog, and thin blood threads crawled up her eyeballs, converging into a dazzling red blood clot. Zhou Xi's eyes began to blur, and countless memory fragments flashed in front of her eyes like marquees. The saliva slowly flowed down the corners of her mouth, and Zhou Xi felt her tongue stiffen and her lungs tearing in pain. The whole person floated into the air like a balloon and flew towards a higher place.

Help me, I don't want to die, help me......

"Hey, hey, hey......" Ma Datou gasped violently, he laughed in a low voice, and the painful "grunt" sound in his throat convulsed and jumped into Ma Datou's cochlea, making him happy and making him forgetful.

It was only a few minutes after killing Zhou Xi, but for Ma Datou, it was like a whole century. Finally, Zhou Xi stopped moving. Her hand slipped from Ma Datou's hand to the side, completely losing all movement.

Ma Datou brought his trembling hands to his eyes, staring at the faint blood stains on his nails, and felt the silence in his soul that he had never felt before. Why don't you love me? Why is that...... Can you tell me? Ma Datou suddenly stroked Zhou Xi's neck lightly at a loss. The bruises that were written about the new life were scattered on Zhou Xi's neck like withered rose petals, and Ma Datou swallowed his dry throat and kissed it reluctantly.

Whether it is true or false, Zhou Xi has no way to respond to Ma Datou. The corpse quickly lost its blood, and the puddle of filth in the panties had now soaked onto the sheets, and the liquid was still dripping down his heels onto the floor.

In the silent room, the tired Ma Lianqing lay down beside Zhou Xi and rested her head in her arms. He vaguely remembered his mother, who was probably the only person in the world who could love him unconditionally.

"You know what? I really love you so much, you smell like my mom in you. Ma Datou looked at Zhou Xi's face, "Tell me, for you, all this is not just a business, right?" ”

Ma Datou patted Zhou Xi's cheek in surprise and tried to wake her up: "Why don't you speak?" Say you love me......" Zhou Xi's body shook twice under Ma Datou's push, and did not respond.

"How so? You get up! Ma Datou sat up and slapped Zhou Xi's face, "I finally ...... I finally met you, you have to love me...... Love me! ”

Ma Datou has never felt more loved than he does today, but why? He kept asking himself why he ended up like this, even though he loved Zhou Xi very much. Ma Datou's eyes kept slipping, dripping on Zhou Xi's flat lower abdomen, and converging into a small puddle in the navel.

Ma Datou looked at the corpse: "You are not the person I am waiting for, you have disappointed me too much." ”

Ma Datou stopped crying, and he thought indifferently, maybe it would be a good thing that there was one less woman in this world who didn't love him. He calmly took off the dress on Zhou Xi's body, and muttered to himself: "You don't deserve this dress, you don't deserve ......"

……

After leaving the Jinjing Garden Apartment, Ma Datou walked aimlessly on the beach of the Lianhe River, and he had forgotten how long he had been walking. At this time, the snow had already covered the entire sky, and the road from the embankment to the river beach had turned white except for the footprints of Ma Datou when he came.

After traveling nearly three kilometers on the shore, Ma Datou finally couldn't walk. He pulled the gown out of his bosom and threw it on the ground. At this time, he wanted to cry, but he couldn't squeeze out half a tear anyway. As if to cheer himself up, he took a few deep breaths, then pulled his lighter out of his bosom and set the dress on fire.

Ma Datou looked at the dress that was gradually turning to ashes, as if he had been freed from a cage. He had forgotten the painful appearance of Zhou Xi before he died just now, he did not blame himself, and at the same time he did not feel ashamed at all, but he was a little unwilling. Ma Datou said to himself: "Is there really no one in the world who really loves me?" ”

By the time Ma Datou returned home, the time had already crossed 21 o'clock. It has been a full 3 hours since he set off to date Zhou Xi. Ma Datou slowly walked to the side of the bed and threw the mobile phone he used today into the trash, he looked up at the wall calendar on the wall, the date was getting closer and closer to Christmas.

My Christmas present! When will I be able to taste you properly? Ma Datou looked at the huge movie poster posted on the wall, which showed a girl dancing on the ice. I couldn't help but reach out and gently stroke the girl's face.

"Qingqing......" Ma Datou muttered softly, a smile of relief appeared on the corner of his mouth.