Chapter 153: The Night Before I Returned Home
"Since Xingchen has nothing to do, then I'll go back first, you have a good rest, you guys have a good time, I may be busy here these days!"
What Jin Yang said was a bit far-fetched, obviously he was very unhappy.
After saying that, he walked out, and Qin Haonan hurriedly sent him out.
Qiao Xin looked at me silently and patted me, "Hey! Xingchen, don't think too much, there is always a time when everything will come out, and it is not too much for Jinyang to do this, after all, they are the same buddies, and he will be sad if he loses one or the other. ”
"Actually, everyone tacitly understands the fact that Xiao Tianyu loves you, but we don't want Qin Haonan to be lost, if only there were two stars!" Qiao Xin sighed helplessly.
She sighed, I know her heart, she is just as favoritistic, but she loves me more.
Everyone is a little on thin ice in this matter, and the loneliness and loneliness of Xiao Tianyu at the moment when he finally turned around appeared in front of my eyes.
"You help me listen, I have news from him!" I said lightly, but I couldn't help but express the worry in my heart.
"Understood!" Qiao Xin patted me, "Don't worry! I'll keep you informed! ”
Qin Haonan went for a long time before coming back, I didn't ask him what they talked about, but I think they have something to hide from me.
Jinyang didn't come back, and later Brother Hao Nan told me that he decided to fly back to Qingcheng that night, and my heart was a little calmer.
This holiday was not pleasant, I forced a smile with Qiao Xin, Qin Haonan, Li Boyun, and others to walk around, but I was always absent-minded.
I went to see my teacher Steven, who was still not healed from my leg injury, and he was very happy to see me, excitedly exclaiming, "Oh my sun, Tina, I finally see you again!" ”
I apologized and said to him, "Teacher, please forgive me for coming to see you!" ”
Although his leg has been removed from the plaster, the problem of age still cannot be restored, and he needs crutches to walk, which makes me look very heartbroken.
Steven is my mentor, I have today, it is his long-standing preference, in fact, the design of the graduation thesis, he recommended to the school to have the opportunity to send it to the competition, the result is to make me, laid my foundation.
After all, he is truly the most authoritative global architect.
We chatted for an afternoon, and of course I talked about the design in Qingcheng, and talked about the 'Green Boat' in great detail. He was amazed by my idea, nodded his head constantly, and asked me to send him a copy of the design renderings and the overall concept when I went back.
I asked a lot of questions and asked him his opinion and his thoughts on the idea of 'Green Boat'.
He gave me a few comments and promised to see what my creative ideas were and the renderings were giving me accurate opinions.
This has benefited me a lot, it is simply an enlightenment, in the idea of 'Green Boat', a few points that are not bold enough, into his concept, I think it will be perfect, as if he is my crutch.
As I was leaving, he hugged me and told me that he would give me all in his support whenever I needed it.
I'm really relieved to have such a mentor.
Half a month later, Qiao Xin went back to Canada, and she settled and summarized the previous year's business after the New Year, and she was actually very busy during this time.
I didn't keep her, because I also wanted to go back to Qingcheng.
Since Jinyang left, Qingcheng has not heard anything at all, maybe Qin Haonan has been hiding something from me!
On the night of sending Qiao Xin away, Qin Haonan and I were silent for a long time, and then he took the initiative to say to me, "Xingchen, I'll book you a ticket for tomorrow!" I'll go back to China with you, okay! ”
"Good!" I didn't shirk it, and responded to Qin Haonan very calmly, "The holiday should be over!" I have to have a beginning and an end, and even if I plan to come back, I have to finish my 'green boat'. ”
I was a little self-talking to Qin Haonan about my thoughts at this time.
Qin Haonan walked over and sat next to me, "Xingchen ,......"
He grabbed my hand and looked at me deeply, "Let go of the baggage in your heart, be yourself, don't have any burden, I love you!" You know that. ”
I also looked at him and didn't shy away from what he said.
"Before coming to the United States that year, Xiao Tianyu couldn't see my silent liking for you, and took the initiative to find me, and we made a break in a man's way, but I knew that you loved Tianyu, so I admitted defeat and promised to leave Qingcheng and come to the United States."
I finally knew what they had been saying about the break between Tianyu and Qin Haonan.
But I think Qin Haonan didn't tell me too clearly, I think there must be a war between them.
"Now too, I still hope that you can choose, Tianyu loves you, and you love him in your heart, I know this better than anyone else."
I didn't refute it, he was right, but I said to myself in my heart that I wouldn't have no explanation for Brother Haonan.
"I've always put myself in the shoes of a third party to treat my love for you, and I'm doing everything to accept you back to him, and I said, I just need you to look at me one more time!"
I was about to speak, but he interrupted, "Xingchen, listen to me, I am not humble, nor inferior, on the contrary, I am very confident, but I don't want you to carry such a heavy burden of friendship. ”
"Think I've been so kind to you! Xingchen, in fact, you are wrong, because I love you, so I can do it. Just like Jinyang, not for love, he can do it, so everything I do is insignificant. ”
He looked at me with a deep, solemn gaze.
"You don't package these as great love, it's just an instinctive kindness, maybe he would have done better than me if he had Tianyu at that time, but unfortunately we didn't give him a chance, so it's not fair to him."
I admire Qin Haonan for being able to handle feelings so calmly.
"Brother Haonan...... "I was a little moved, I didn't expect Qin Haonan to say what was in my heart like this.
"Xingchen, I don't have that much love, my love is also selfish, I hope you can look directly at your love, love is not charity, don't want you to give for some reason, then we will not be happy!"
I lowered my eyes in shame and couldn't say more.
"The right choice of your love, although I am not as extreme as Tianyu's love, and my love is so domineering, but I am also selfish, I hope you think about it and make the answer."
He looked at me meticulously, and every word was as heavy as a small hammer, and it hit my heart hard.
"Accept me, you must deal with Xiao Tianyu and let him completely disappear in your heart, I don't accept that there is still his shadow hidden in your heart to love me, live with me, I want a wholehearted wife."
I involuntarily approached his arms, and he took me in his arms and continued.
"If you can let go of the burden and let go of Tianyu, I can take you to the ends of the earth and give you a lifetime of protection, no matter how long you make me wait, I can stand here and wait for you to go home!"
I was so moved, his arms were so warm that I lingered.
"I've bought it here, it's the home of the two of us, remember, you're tired, tired, and want to eat what I cooked, so come back, I'm here, I'll wait for you here!"
I looked at Qin Haonan, I couldn't restrain my emotions anymore, I threw myself into his arms and cried bitterly, I didn't expect that Qin Haonan also cried, he cried very really, we are like two helpless children.
That night, the two of us just hugged each other and went to sleep.
The next day, we flew back to Qingcheng together.
My car was still at the airport and we went straight back to my apartment and everything was so peaceful.
After returning to the apartment, I couldn't help but call Brother Jinyang.
"Hey! ...... Tina, you're back! "On the phone, I can hear that Jinyang is still very happy! It was a big breath of relief.
"Well, I'm back!" I heard Jinyang's hesitation on the phone.
"Then I'll come right over!"
Jinyang said and hung up the phone, I glanced at Qin Haonan, "Brother Haonan, you say...... Nothing will happen! ”
"Don't worry, no, if there was something he would have called me a long time ago! Rest assured! ”
The taste of waiting is always restless and cranky.
Half an hour later, Jinyang walked into the apartment and hugged me happily when he saw us, "Xingchen, I'm sorry, I made you sad that day, and I'm ...... too"
"Hey! Brother Jinyang, what do you say! I quickly interrupted him, and it seemed that he was really upset that day.
"Tianyu he? ......" Qin Haonan looked at Jinyang and asked directly, of course he knew what I was thinking.
"When I came back, it was a little serious, it was Tang Hao who picked it up, and was sent directly to the hospital, infected after respiratory bleeding, coupled with the fatigue of the boat, I had a high fever and was in a coma at that time, but now I am fine, I have been discharged, and I was discharged from the hospital just yesterday!"
Jinyang said to me, "What does he mean...... If you can't disclose your identity yet, you'll be wrong! It's safer that way. ”
Qin Haonan looked at Jinyang and asked, "Are there any special arrangements?" ”
Jin Yang looked at Qin Haonan and shook his head, "No! Everyone knows that he is that person, and in addition, he is afraid that he will disturb the other party, especially Xiao Tianyu has long known that his Xiao Lin International does not stop, and the reason why he does not move is that he wants to plan and will not disturb the Xiang family! ”
"By the way, at the cocktail party that day, Xu Zheng said that the Xiang family was making contraband, what is that?"
"Actually, that's the news that Xiao Tianyu asked you to release, Xu Zheng is Xiao Tianyu's person!" Jinyang looked at me and said.
"Huh?" I couldn't help but be surprised, and thought to myself, no wonder Xu Zheng, as a psychiatrist, would come to the drinking party.
"What about Chen Tingxuan?" I asked Jinyang.
Jinyang looked at me and asked softly, "Guess!" ”
"Xiang Lingxue!"
I answer Jinyang's words without a doubt.