Chapter Thirty-Eight: Heart-Eating Pain
Then, he took her away and went straight to Pan's house.
He took her back to her boudoir, looked around casually, and flew away.
But he didn't know that as early as when he brought her into the room, there was a person who was secretly watching his movements. As he left, the man could see his face through the cold moonlight.
The moon was desolate, and it made the earth desolate, and it also made the man's face sad.
I don't know how long later, Pan Mingzhong woke up from her dream, she looked around blankly, and found that this was her boudoir, and she was a little puzzled.
How could she be here? Isn't she in the Treasure Cabinet? By the way, she seems to have been stunned by Lin Yutang! Did he bring her back?
A "squeak" sounded and interrupted her thoughts.
Xue Lian pushed open the door and sat down beside her: "Girl, you're awake!" ”
Hearing this, Pan Mingzhong nodded.
Snow Lotus took out a handkerchief from her bosom and handed it to her.
Pan Mingzhong unfolded the embroidered handkerchief and looked at it carefully.
This is the Hanmei embroidered handkerchief, one of the trees is the Hanmei alone, and the proud snow is gorgeous.
Pan Mingzhong tried his best to pull out a bright smile: "This handkerchief is so well embroidered!" I love it! Then, she wondered, "But why did you suddenly give me this?" ”
Xue Lian's eyes fluttered: "Girl, you are so good to me, so I want to embroider the veil to show my gratitude!" ”
Pan Mingzhong said: "Really? Thank you then! ”
Snow Lotus lowered her eyes, and her long eyelashes concealed an imperceptible trace of sadness: "If I am not there one day, I hope to ...... The girl can still remember me! ”
Pan Mingzhong smiled: "Silly girl, how could you not be there!" Also, you already live in my heart, so don't worry! ”
Xue Lian lowered her head and did not speak.
On this day, Feng Qingshi came to Pan's Mansion in a carriage with a valuable dowry.
After Pan Changping and Mrs. Yang found out, they personally went out of the house to greet him. They exchanged a few words of greeting, and after sending someone to place the dowry in front of the ancestral shrine in front of the ancestral altar to worship, they invited him to sit in the hall.
In a short time they were in the hall, and when they had sat down, the maidservants of the house came in with sweets and fragrant tea, and they put them on their tables, and then they withdrew.
At this time, Pan Changping smiled and said, "My son-in-law came to visit, why didn't you tell me in advance?" So I'm ready! ”
Feng Xushi replied: "I didn't think it through!" ”
Mrs. Yang sneered, "It's okay, we're very happy for you to come!" How can I blame you! She glanced at Pan Changping: "Master, you said yes, right?" ”
Pan Changping looked at her a few times and reacted: "Yes, yes!" Just a few random ridiculous words, don't you mind! ”
He said "um" and stopped speaking.
For a while, the atmosphere was a little awkward.
In order to ease the atmosphere, Mrs. Yang smiled and said, "Qingshi, you haven't met my daughter yet!" Then I will bring her to meet you, what do you say? As soon as she finished speaking, she looked at him expectantly.
Seeing her eager eyes, he had no choice but to respond.
So, Mrs. Yang bowed and walked out of the door. She walked to Pan Chengzhong's boudoir, and asked her to come to the hall with sweet tea in her hand and hold it in front of Feng Xushi.
Pan Chengzhong couldn't refuse, so he had to do it. She and Mrs. Yang came to the hall, and as soon as they raised their eyes, they saw the person who was about to become her husband.
The man was dressed in a straight white robe, delicate and dusty, and only used a jade hairpin to fix the slippery black silk hair, with a pure temperament, a handsome face, and a cold fragrance.
She was quite satisfied with this. She moved the lotus step and came to him with fragrant tea: "Childe, please drink tea!" ”
Feng Qingshi took the teacup, scraped the floating dust in the teacup, took a sip, took out the red envelope, pressed it under the teacup, and handed it to her.
She took it all along with it, thanked her with a red face, and then found a place to sit down.
At this time, Mrs. Yang smiled and said, "Is the son-in-law still satisfied with the little girl?" ”
He hummed softly and stopped talking.
Mrs. Yang smiled awkwardly: "That...... That's good! ”
As soon as she finished speaking, Pan Changping scratched her.
Seeing this, she had no choice but to lower her head, close her mouth, and stop talking casually.
Pan Changping said: "I don't know if Qingshi has set a wedding date? ”
Hearing this, Feng Qingshi handed him the invitation letter.
Pan Changping stretched out his hand to take it and read it: "Are you planning to get married in three days?" ”
He nodded: "That day is an auspicious day for the zodiac, and the eight characters are compatible, suitable for marriage!" ”
Pan Changping touched his chin and tapped his head: "Then it's decided!" ”
Feng Qingshi stood up and said, "In this way, I will leave!" ”
Pan Changping frowned: "Why did you go so fast?" You wait, we haven't returned the gift yet! After saying that, he hurried to prepare the return gift, leaving him and Pan Chengzhong alone to talk in the hall.
After a while, Pan Changping chose a return gift and sent a servant to place it in his carriage.
And Feng Qingshi said goodbye to them one by one and left.
Three days later, the gongs and drums were noisy, the firecrackers rang out in unison, the red silk was knotted, and the house was jubilant and lively.
Early in the morning, Pan Mingzhong, Pan Lianzhong and others came to Pan Chengzhong's boudoir to say goodbye to her.
Pan Mingzhong lifted the bead curtain lightly, and saw Pan Chengzhong finishing her makeup, dressed in red to get married, and was sitting by the dresser, saying goodbye to Mrs. Yang with tears in her eyes.
When Pan Chengzhong saw her and Pan Lianzhong and others coming in, he wiped away his tears and stopped crying: "You guys are here!" ”
After they saluted Mrs. Yang, they walked to her side.
Pan Mingzhong said: "This farewell, I don't know when we can meet!" You want...... Take care! ”
Pan Lianzhong took out a jade jade bracelet, handed it to her, and pouted: "Sister, this little gift is my wedding gift to you, don't dislike it!" ”
Pan Chengzhong's eyes moistened again, and he clenched the jade bracelet: "Don't worry, I will cherish it!" All the things in the past, it's me who is ignorant as a sister! And please don't blame! After speaking, her tears burst out of her eyes, and her tearful eyes were so moving: "Also, you have to take care!" I'll come back to see you if I have the chance! ”
As soon as she finished speaking, Pan Lianzhong pounced on her, hugged her and cried.
Pan Mingzhong's heart softened, and his complicated feelings were indescribable.
Mrs. Yang stood aside and sobbed, "Okay...... The auspicious time has come! Should...... It's time to get on the sedan car! ”
In this way, Pan Chengzhong said goodbye to them with tears again, covered his red hijab, and got into the sedan chair with the traction of the matchmaker.
Pan Mingzhong went out of the house to see her, saw all this, and also saw the groom on the horse.
She looked at the newlyweds, so beautiful! That kind of little happiness, now, she doesn't dare to hope for it!
She smiled indifferently and turned to leave.
Halfway through the journey, she suddenly felt a pain in her heart, so she clutched her chest and hurried to her room.
When she reached the door of the boudoir, she was pale and sweating, and before she could catch her breath, she pushed open the door and walked briskly towards the bed.
She was on one side, lying on the bed.
She gasped for air, her hands gripping the quilt and her legs rubbing against it.
The burning pain in my heart became more and more intense, the seven spirits seemed to dissipate with it, the three souls were still about to leave the body, and the body seemed to be bitten by thousands of poisonous ants, which was extremely uncomfortable.
She couldn't bear the heartache and tears.
She didn't want to moan of shame from her lips and teeth, she didn't want people to know how humble she was now, so she had to bite down on the quilt and swallow all the sounds into her throat.
However, the more she didn't want to, the more people knew! Snow Lotus saw her painful side through the crack in the door.
Does she want to go in? If she doesn't go in, she can still save a trace of Pan Mingzhong's dignity! If she goes in, will she be saved?
She bit her lip, her heart tangled. In desperation, she glanced at Pan Mingzhong again.
At this glance, Snow Lotus has made a decision! Sure enough, she still couldn't bear to see Pan Mingzhong in pain, and just wanted to be by her side.
Snow Lotus pushed open the door and approached her cautiously.
She sat down on the edge of the bed and stroked Pan Mingzhong's sweaty forehead with her hand.
When she touched it like this, she directly woke up Pan Mingzhong!
Pan Mingzhong's eyes widened and looked at her fixedly: "How are you ...... Here it comes! Her hoarse voice was moving.
Xue Lian's eyes turned red: "Girl, what's wrong with you?" I'm going to get you a doctor! She stood up and walked towards the door.
Pan Mingzhong endured the pain and half-got up and grabbed her: "Don't waste your efforts!" No one...... No one can save me......"
Xuelian sat down again, turned her head and looked at her compassionately: "But ......"
Pan Mingzhong interrupted her with firm words: "No, but! She pushed her hard, and then lowered her hand: "You go...... Leave me alone! After a while...... It's going to be fine! ”
Hearing her soft words to comfort herself, Xue Lian burst into tears: "I'm not leaving!" I'm going to be with you! ”
Pan Mingzhong sneered, his eyes were slightly red, and cold and crystal tears bloomed: "Huh...... I don't want you to accompany me! I want you to go! Did you hear it...... I beg you...... Let me have the last shred of dignity! All right? ”
Snow Lotus stood up, wiped away her tears with her sleeve, and walked out without answering her anything.
As she closed the door, she turned around and said lightly, "After all, you and I ...... Still too weak! ”
The full moon hangs in the air, under the illumination of the cold moonlight, the cold courtyard condenses the moon, the frost color is Revlon, the night breeze is slightly cool, and the autumn fragrance of rotten leaves is fanned.
Pan Mingzhong woke up in the middle of the night, she was weak, she could only support the edge of the bed with her hands, slowly got up, she lowered her head sideways, touched the bed, and found that the mattress was wet. She was tickled, so she stroked her clothes and found that the clothes on her body were soaked with sweat.
She had to get out of bed, put on her shoes, find clean clothes, and walk to the bathroom.
When she passed by the window, she saw a touch of moonlight on the ground, she looked up and looked out of the window, although the seemingly beautiful full moon was extremely dazzling, but it made her feel a chill and pierced her heart deeply!
On the day of the full moon, is it heart-wrenching?
Since that day, Pan Mingzhong and Xuelian have talked less, and the atmosphere has become a little delicate.
However, this situation did not last long, because one day, a handwritten letter from Snow Lotus broke the peace in front of her.