Chapter 6 The sky is high and the sea is wide
The old woman's name is Alexena, who used to be Lin Qingan's mother's maid and Lin Qingan's nanny when she was a child.
Mother Lin was born in a famous family, but her body has always been very weak. It can be said that Lin Qingan is a child raised by Alexena, just like bringing her own daughter...... When Lin Qing'an was a child, she and Lilia were like sisters. Both of them grew up drinking Alexina's breast milk, and Lin Qingan learned Russian with Alexina. Now their mother and daughter are also the only people Lin Qingan can rely on in Russia.
After the death of Mother Lin, Alexena couldn't get used to seeing the appearance of the white pearl villain, so she took Lilia back to her hometown of Moscow.
After Lin Qingan made up her mind to escape from Huo Zhen and leave M City, the first place that jumped into her mind was Moscow.
It has been more than ten years since Lin Qingan's mother died, and Lin Qing's relationship with his first wife is very bad, otherwise he would not have come out with an illegitimate daughter older than Lin Qingan. Lin Qingan's maternal grandfather's family has long since declined. So Lin Qingan guessed that for a while, Lin Qing or Huo Zhen couldn't imagine that she would run to Moscow, thousands of kilometers away. After all, even Lin Qing'an herself has not contacted Lilia's mother and daughter for several years.
If it weren't for that person's reminder......
Lin Qing'an closed her eyes, exhaled a breath of turbidity, and her fingers grasped the soft and warm blanket under her, no matter what, she would not stay in M City anymore and would not have anything to do with Huo Zhen again.
Alexena and Lilia have been listening to Lin Qing'an talk about their situation in the past few years with concern, Alexena has red eyes, her rough and warm palm holds Lin Qingan's hand tightly, and she said in a trembling voice: "You have suffered all these years......
Lilia frowned: "This Huo Zhen ...... Knowing that Ann was pregnant, she was so ruthless. Don't even want your own children! ”
Lin Qing'an smiled bitterly, shook her head, and said in a weak voice: "These are all things of the past. I don't want to torture myself with Huo Zhen for the rest of my life...... Lilia, I can't stay here for long. We all played together when we were kids, and it won't be long before Huo Zhen and my dad's side will find out here. ”
When she left the hospital and contacted Lilia, she told her not to reveal her whereabouts to anyone.
Huo Zhen and Father Lin may not be long before they remember the existence of this pair of sons and daughters. Lilia has already promised to cover Lin Qing'an, if Huo Zhenzhen finds out here, Lilia will take the matter of entry and exit and fake identity on herself.
"Can't you say, Ann? Who the hell is so powerful to help you arrange the fake identity of smuggling......"
Lilia still asked Lin Qing'an with some trepidation, and Lin Qing'an shook her head helplessly: "I'm sorry, Lilia, I can't say...... He was able to take a big risk for me...... I really appreciate your willingness to help me with this......"
Let all the clues be cut off here in Lilia.
They were both playmates when they were children, and Huo Zhen wouldn't do anything to Lilia.
But once that person is known to Huo Zhen, he may step into a catastrophe......
Lin Qingan had already planned the next step in her heart.
She held Alexena's hand and said softly: "Grandma, I remember what my mother left for me back then, and she asked you to ......keep it for me at that time."
"Oh, yes, I've been keeping it for Miss......" Alexena hurriedly stood up, took out a delicate sandalwood box from the next room, and handed it to Lin Qing'an.
Lin Qingan took the small sandalwood box, and stroked it from the rough texture of the sandalwood surface with some sadness and nostalgia, suppressing the sadness that suddenly came up in her heart after many years: "Thank you, Grandma......"
Lilia kept frowning at Lin Qingan: "Ann, can't you really stay...... My husband won't be back until next week, and I wanted to be together......"
Lin Qing'an smiled and looked at Lilia sincerely: "Lilia, you also know Huo Zhen's methods. If I stay, I will only hurt you. ”
Lilia bit her lip: "Anyway, stay for two days!" From M City to here, it takes more than ten hours to fly alone. Besides, this is my husband's house, and they won't be so easy to check. ”
Alexena suddenly spoke, frowning, and stopped Lilia: "Lilia, don't delay Miss's business. Miss, do you plan to live under this false identity in the future? Where are you going next? ”
Lin Qingan's gaze flickered.
She...... It seems that in everyone's eyes, he has always been soft and weak, and he doesn't know how to use his brains.
Therefore, White Pearl and Lin Zhiruo will give her anger openly and secretly; That's why Huo Zhen thought that he could say everything about her; That's why at that ridiculous engagement banquet, she watched herself lose everything......
Lin Qingan's gaze gradually condensed into a determined look, she smiled slightly, and said softly, "Don't worry about me, Grandma." From now on, I will no longer be the weak and incompetent Lin Qing'an who was at the mercy of others. I will go my own way, and I will protect my children......"
The sky is high and the birds fly, and the sea is wide and the fish jumps. She finally left the place in M City that she had loved and hated. Every step she takes in the future is a new beginning.
Alexena sighed, patted the back of Lin Qingan's hand, and said, "Miss, like Madame, you usually look weak, but when you encounter something, you are so stubborn......"
Lin Qingan pursed her lips and smiled, revealing a tired cyan under her eyes. Lilia quickly stood up, grabbed Alexena, and said, "Okay, Mom. Let Ann rest for a while. She's really tired......"
Lin Qing'an fell into a deep sleep again.
This time, she didn't dream of the ruthless face that belonged to Huo Zhen that appeared in her dreams day and night.
She dreamed that she was back when she was a young child. Mom was still there at the time, and she played wildly in the garden with Lilia every day, and when she got back to the bedroom, she could lie on her mother's lap.
Mom is not in good health and always lies in bed, but she always strokes her hair with a gentle smile. Alexena will always make all kinds of fragrant bread and desserts.
At that time, she could always hold Brother Zhen's hand.
But later......
Everything has changed.
The dream is shattered, and the birds and flowers are gone. In the darkness, only a small, flesh-and-blood figure huddled. Lin Qing'an was alone in the dark, walking eagerly towards the small figure. But no matter how she walked, she couldn't seem to walk next to that figure.
A faint child's voice sounded in her ears: "Mom, why don't you want me?" ”
Lin Qing'an looked at the blurry mass of flesh with tears streaming down her eyes, choked up and defended: "No, no." Mommy loves you so much...... Stay......"
The boy asked her innocently, "But, you can't even protect yourself, how can you protect me?" ”
Lin Qing'an's world was shattered all of a sudden.