Chapter 41 The Past Is Like Smoke, and Comes with the Wind

The weather was cold and the wind was light, and under the street lamp, Lin Xiao sat on a park bench and looked at the street in front of him in a daze.

He felt like he had changed, he was becoming less and less like himself, and he didn't like it...

"Can I sit here?" It's a boy's voice.

Before Lin Xiao agreed, someone was already sitting down beside him.

"Hello, my name is Gu Yan." The other party looked at him with a hippie smile.

Lin Xiao looked up at the street lamp and the sky, and exhaled: "Gu Yan, have you ever liked someone?" ”

Hearing Lin Xiao say that, Gu Yan froze for a moment, and something flashed in his eyes: "Hmm." ”

"What does that feel like?" Lin Xiao asked in a low voice.

Gu Yan smiled and scratched his head: "Look at him from a distance, knowing that he will be very happy if he is safe and smooth, this is liking." ”

Lin Xiao couldn't hold back any longer, and looked at Gu Yan with red eyes. Gu Yan was at a loss, reached out to hug him, and whispered: "Xiao Xiao, what's wrong with you?" ”

Lin Xiao in his arms didn't cry, he just felt that this kind of embrace was very warm...

If Penglai is real, if Gu Yan didn't leave, maybe the person he is most willing to accompany is Gu Yan, right?

"Xiao Xiao, I won't let you die!" His voice was sonorous and powerful, "I have found the Wang family who guards the realm of reincarnation, and I will definitely bring the oracle back." ”

"The oracle..."

Lin Xiao smelled the smell of his body and looked at his deep eyes, just like this, he gave birth to an infinite sense of security, as if as long as Gu Yan was there, he would not be afraid of anything...

"You have to wait for me, you can't fall in love with my brother for the sake of an oracle..."Gu Yan whispered.

Lin Xiao panicked in his heart, his eyes wandered, he didn't fall in love with Gu Yu, but he fell in love with Mo Tian...

"Xiao Xiao... You don't like me, do you? Gu Yan pretended to have nothing to do.

Lin Xiao looked at him and stopped talking.

"It's no wonder, after all, you're no longer Jing Xuan..."Gu Yan said to himself, "But I will still love you." ”

Maybe it's just a casual sentence, but it is full of a lot of affection.

"Maybe, we can give this a try." Gu Yan took out a bag of seeds from his pocket and pulled Lin Xiao to the edge of the park.

At this time, the temple on the edge of the park was already halfway under construction, and a small river was dug next to the temple.

"What for?" Lin Xiao asked curiously...

Gu Yan sprinkled all the seeds in his hand into the river, there was a small wooden boat used by workers by the river, and he carefully took Lin Xiao onto the boat.

"The name of the seed is Epiphany, as long as the two have loved each other, no matter how many years and many lives have passed, once they love each other, they will bloom into an Epiphany." Gu Yan explained.

The small wooden boat slowly entered the center of the river, and went down the water, reflecting the starry and moon-weekly scenery on the water surface, and the two people on the water looked at each other, and they were fascinated for a while.

If you choose to forget, it means that you have loved...

A little fluorescent light slowly emerges from the river, and an almost transparent flower blooms. Like an epiphany and like a lotus, it is elegant and gorgeous.

"What a beautiful flower..."Looking at the sparkling flowers, Lin Xiao felt in a trance that he seemed to have seen somewhere.

Looking at Lin Xiao and smiling, Jing Xuan had the same reaction when he first saw this flower many years ago. It's just that the sparkling flowers are also short-lived, and they are slowly withering...

"Will we make this place full of flowers in the future?" Gu Yan asked him seriously.

Lin Xiao didn't know how to face him, sat down in a panic, and whispered, "I... I do not know. ”

Seeing him like this, Gu Yan felt bitter in his heart, and propped up the boat to go back.

The wooden boat docked, and the sound of water and wood pulp was so clear in the silence around them. Neither of them spoke, and went back to the park...

"Xiao Xiao, it's not too early, I'll send you home." As the surroundings became colder and colder, Gu Yan opened his mouth and said.

There are not many pedestrians on the road anymore, the street lights are shining on the green shade, but Gu Yan walks very slowly, he cherishes every step on the road, it seems that when he walks to the end of the road, Lin Xiao will be like a porcelain doll shattered in his dream.

The two walked hand in hand, Gu Yan held his hand very tightly, his palms were full of nervous sweat...

Walking without words, silence is better than sound at this moment...

"I'm home..."

Gu Yan nodded: "Can you hug me for a while and then go home?" ”

Lin Xiao not only refused, but also hugged him very tightly.

Watching Lin Xiao walk into the corridor and see the lights on the house, the fist he had been clenching tightly was finally unable to let go. He trembled all over, he had been quietly following him all day, how could he not be sad with his helpless and sad expression...

He took one last deep look at the window and stepped into the darkness...

I'm just afraid you'll be left alone in a sea of people...

There is nothing more convincing than a sparkling flower, the past is like smoke, and it comes with the wind...

Lin Xiao stood by the window and looked at Gu Yan in the distance, remembering that he kissed himself for the first time, and he felt a little guilty in his heart.

Falling asleep on the sofa in a daze, he was woken up by the sound of the door opening, and Mo Tian helped Jiang Wen to the house...

"Xiao Xiao, woke you up..."Mo Tian whispered, winked at him, and sent Jiang Wen to the guest room.

Jiang Wen moved in again...

Somehow, my heart felt like a thorn in my heart, and the sting pain couldn't be pulled out...

After placing Jiang Wen, Mo Tian opened a can of drink and handed another can to Lin Xiao.

"Xiao Xiao, it's too late, Jiang Wen can't go back to school..."Mo Tian tried to explain.

Lin Xiao quietly opened the drink and took two sips: "It's okay, she is your girlfriend, and it is normal to live together." ”

"Xiao Xiao, she only stayed for one night, and she will leave tomorrow." Mo Tian grinned.

"Mo Tian, I may have to move out." Lin Xiao hesitated for a moment.

There was silence all around, and the faint sound of the whistle and the turning of the hour hand was loud.

Mo Tian's eyes widened: "Move away..."

"Well, this is the agreement between my father and your mother, you are long past the age of twenty, and you no longer need me."

Lin Xiao's voice was not loud, but it set off turbulent waves in Mo Tian's mind...

"I've caused you trouble in the past two years, thank you very much for tolerating my temper and taking care of me so much." Lin Xiao's voice became smaller and smaller, he almost choked, his nose was sour, and he was a little trembling.

Mo Tian sat dumbfounded, he could barely hear the sound, he only watched Lin Xiao's lips close up and down, saying the last thing he wanted to hear... You're long past the age of twenty, and you don't need me anymore...

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Mo Tian was already in tears when he reacted, he felt so sad that he couldn't breathe, and hugged Lin Xiao.

"I need you! Don't leave me! Mo Tian hugged him and cried...

“……”

Just because of the way he cried, the decision he had made with great difficulty was shaken...

"But you can't keep me for the rest of my life." Lin Xiao's voice came.

Mo Tian choked up: "I don't care for the rest of my life, I just want you to stay by my side, don't go, okay..."

“……”

No matter how many defenses you have, his words and actions can easily break it down...

How can there be a reason in this world that is not biased towards those who admire? This is the so-called 'heart gate'...

"Xiao Xiao... I actually care about you..."

Falling apart, Lin Xiao couldn't hold back any longer, the two hugged and cried bitterly...

"Okay, I promise you..."

Later, Mo Tian always smiled when he recalled this day...