I couldn't help but clench my fists, as my sister who once wanted to kill me, didn't she really care if she saw me again?

When I was in a bad mood, my father suddenly said, "Okay, Ban Lan, your sister is fine, you and Mr. Qiu should go back first." ”

I looked at my dad in astonishment, my dad didn't let me go out of the house since I was a child, it can be said that he spoiled me the most, since I started to go out of the house, he longed for me to come back every day, and now I just arrived home, he actually wanted me to go?

What the hell is going on, am I deaf?

"Dad?" I called out to him in confusion, and then looked back at my mother beside me, "Mom? Is there something you're hiding from me? ”

Yesterday he called me to urge me to come back, and today he thought that I should not come, saying that there was no situation, and the three-year-old child would not believe it.

"It's okay," my dad definitely didn't look at me, but said, "I'm going to be busy with your brother in a while, your mother also has something to do, there is no one at home, don't you still have Xiaobao to take care of, go back to Mr. Qiu, and come back another day." ”

What does it mean that there is no one at home, isn't Ban Zhi here?

In the past, didn't my parents like me to get along with Ban Zhi more and be a good sister?

Otherwise, I wouldn't have used the excuse of staying at Ban Zhi to help out and go to Qiu Shishi's side as an assistant, as soon as I said that I was by my sister's side, my parents didn't agree with me going out, and they agreed to let me stay in M City.

"You're ......"

When Dad wanted to say something, Yin Yan spoke up: "Actually, there is nothing to hide from Xiaolan." ”

He looked at me, although he was smiling, there seemed to be some bitterness suppressed in his eyes, and he said slowly: "Xiaolan, Ban Zhi and I are going to get engaged." ”

Regardless of anything else, at least his tone was calm, as if he were talking about a trivial matter.

Although I think I have already let go of some of the "grievances" with him, I was still surprised to hear that he was going to be engaged to my sister, and looked at him and then at Ban Zhi: "Yes, yes? ”

Ban Zhi didn't stop his eyes on me until now and smiled: "Yes, I didn't expect that I would get engaged earlier than you." ”

That smile, at first glance, looks like a happy woman who is about to get married, and then at first glance, the smile does not reach her eyes at all, the brighter and more beautiful the smile, the more it sets off how cold her eyes are, "Ban Lan, you will bless me, right?" ”

"Lan Lan She ......"

"Of course," when my mother wanted to say something, Qiu Shishi took me first and said to the men and women who were about to get engaged, "Then I have to say congratulations, I don't know when, Ban Lan and I will definitely be there." ”

"The specific date has not yet been decided," Yin Yan glanced at Qiu Shishi a few more times, and my two predecessors actually talked about it at this time without embarrassment, "When it is decided, I will notify you and Ban Lan as soon as possible." ”

"Good!"

The two looked at each other, and there seemed to be a flash of electricity in each other's eyes, but there seemed to be none.

At this time, my dad snorted coldly and heavily, my brother's face was not very good-looking, and my mother was always quite embarrassed to stand beside me.

"Okay," my dad stood up, he had been in a high position for so many years, and the momentum that burst out when he was angry was not weaker than those yin and yang magicians, "you have all grown up, your wings are hard, you can do whatever you want, I can't control you anymore, how about love." ”

He called the housekeeper, and the housekeeper walked out with his briefcase, and my dad took the briefcase and walked out, looking like he didn't care about us anymore, which showed that he was really angry.

Originally, he firmly believed that Yin Yan and I would get married, but we canceled the marriage contract without even notifying them, thinking that Yin Yan and I were just having an awkward relationship, but I took Qiu Shi home, thinking that I was sorry for Yin Xiang, and as a result, they were going to marry their other daughter as soon as they turned around.

Not to mention that it doesn't seem like a word, we children have not informed him of anything, he is not only heartbroken for a few of us, but also the majesty of his perennial parents has been trampled on by us - he thinks so - if it were me, I would definitely be angry.

"Daddy......" I called out to him, and he paused, but ignored me and walked away.

There was a moment of silence in the room, and after a while, I heard my mother sigh, she was also a spicy woman when she was young, and probably felt that she was not suitable for anyone, so she waved her hand and said unpleasantly, "I'll go to the kitchen and have a look." ”

Then, there were only five of us young people left in the living room.

"Banlan."

"Huh?" My brother called me out of the blue, and I was a little blind.

"Come with me." He got up and walked upstairs, and when he passed Yin Yan and Ban Zhi, he didn't mean to talk to them.

It seemed that he wanted to talk to me, I looked at the poet, he had no objection, I whispered before leaving: "You can't mess around, my parents are angry, she is also their daughter, if she wants to have something, you will not be good." ”

It's not that I'm looking at Ban Zhi, I'm telling the truth, I was almost killed by my sister at that time, Qiu Shishi almost went crazy, and from that time on, every time he talked about Ban Zhi, he was very unhappy.

"Yes." The poet glared at me unhappily, "I'm not as stupid as you. ”

"You're stupid."

I secretly pinched him before heading upstairs.

In the pancake's study, the guy was meditating, standing by the window and looking out, and I walked over and saw an alpaca walking slowly on the grass outside.

This alpaca also has a nickname, called grass mud horse, my brother deliberately bought it for me on my birthday a few years ago, but at that time I finally went out, so I didn't go home much, and the alpaca was kept at home.

Now that I look at it, I still have a white and chubby one.

"How good it was then," Panhald, who thought it would explode in silence, slowly spoke quietly, "Our three brothers and sisters, laughing and playing, no matter what happened outside, we always feel happy and happy when we go home, how can it be like here now, the family is deserted, and it is not easy for the family to get together, but we are all unhappy, like enemies, here, is it still home?" ”

"Brother......" I looked at him sideways, my brother would never say such sensational words, so emotional, my heart was probably suffocated, "There are too many things that have happened, and I ...... myself"

Pan Ji's eyes turned sharply when he looked out the window, and he stared at me, trying to see the soul inside me: "You and Ban Zhi, how much have you hidden from us?" ”

Sure enough, talking to himself is more suitable for him than being full of emotion.

I turned my face away a little angrily: "I think you should ask her about this." ”

"I want to hear from you."

"Listen to what I have to say."

"You guys, what's going on with Yin Yan?"

I showed a hint of mockery: "Don't you think that it was I who was sorry for Yin Yan in front of him, so he found Gong Zhi?" ”

"I never thought about it that way, even if you brought the poet Qiu home at the beginning, although I don't understand what conflicts you had with Yin Yan, I don't think you lost him." Panhald was very firm, "It's not just me, but my parents too, otherwise, how can they accept Qiu Poet so quickly, even if Dad has to make trouble every time Qiu Poet is there, but in fact, he just doesn't feel at ease to give his daughter to another man, I believe many fathers are like this." ”

I—I was really a little stunned: "You, you all believe me? ”

"You don't talk nonsense, just you idiot, you can fool Yin Yan, I grew up with him since I was a child, that kid is sven on the surface, but he is very cunning on the inside, otherwise how can he stabilize the first position of the Yin family?"

The corners of Ben's mouth were raised with joy, and he really couldn't expect to hear anything good from my brother's mouth: "Then what else do you ask me?" ”

"I just want to know what's going on with you, what's going on with him and Ban Zhi, you are my sister, Ban Zhi is my sister, I can't ask her directly about this, I'm afraid that the two of them will be combined for what purpose, and your sister has been missing for so long, she just came back yesterday, and today she announced that she is going to marry Yin Yan, don't you think it's strange? Yin Yan, this stinky boy, wouldn't he deliberately stimulate you to use Ban Zhi? ”

"I think it's Yin Yan who is being used." I muttered.

"What did you say?" My voice was so low that he didn't hear me.

"No, I didn't say anything."

He looked at me steadily: "Qiu Shishi is not an ordinary person, I know you must know something, Ban Lan, I don't know what happened to you and Ban Zhi, but she is your sister." ”

But this sister, she wants me to die!

I'm dead, she doesn't even spare my soul, and wants me to disappear from this world completely!

Is she still my sister?

It can be seen that Pan Ji still looked at me seeking answers, his eyes were full of worry about Ban Zhi, worried about what she had been missing for so many days, but what had happened, worried that she was forced to marry Yin Yan, I carried the worry of him, including my parents, and I couldn't say anything.

"Brother," I sighed in my heart, and couldn't help but seek an answer, "If you knew in advance that one day in the future, I would kill the whole family, would you choose to solve me before it happened?" ”

"Boom-"

My brother knocked me on the head very unceremoniously: "What are you thinking about all day long?" ”

"It's important," I clutched my head, almost holding back the fire, and I looked at him stubbornly, sure to get an answer, "it's important to me!" ”

He seemed to be defeated by me, and flicked my head again: "First of all, there can't be such a thing, and secondly, if I really have the ability to know in advance, I will ......"

"What?" I looked at him tightly.

He saw enough of my nervous appearance and sneered: "Of course I take care of you, you will kill the whole family, I will solve you first, or not my own family, what's the difference between the two?" ”

I was stunned that there could be such a statement.

"I'll probably take care of you," Panhald said seemingly casually, but his eyes were very serious, "As your brother, if I fail to protect my parents and you, it is me who is derelict in my duty, and I will try to stop it, rather than choose to deal with you." ”

The mountain in my heart seems to be a little lighter.

"Any questions?" Panhald looks like he can't do anything about being defeated by me.

I shook my head.

"Isn't it your turn to tell me what I want to know?"

I hesitated, I had never told anyone else about it, and I wondered if I could tell Panji now: "Actually, you don't have to worry too much, Ban Zhi...... She has always liked Yin Yan, and she liked it a long time ago. ”

"What?" Panji's eyes widened in surprise, "Are you serious? How did I never know? Otherwise, he wouldn't have been so surprised that Ban Zhi was going to marry Yin Yan.

"Me too......" I hung my head, my expression numb, "hearing her say it with my own ears." ”

On that day, the two families had just discussed setting the date of our engagement with Yin Yan.

Since I was a child, I have been bound to Yin Yan.

On the day after the wedding date was agreed, Yin Xiang lived in my house, anyway, it was not the first time since I was a child, my house had his room, but, Yin Xiang never had further contact with me other than kissing, the kiss was still the kind that separated by a light touch, I felt that I was cherished by him, but I didn't have a strong feeling of being cared about by him, and I always felt that it was normal for the two to get along like this, and I was more clingy to him, and I liked to find him when I had something, better than looking for my brother who would scold me.

Speaking of which, I still rely on him.

But I don't have the urge to "be husband and wife" with him even if I drug Qiu Shishi, and after being with Qiu Shishi, I understand that maybe I am more inclined to family affection with Yin Yan, the special feelings that grew up together?

But no matter what, at that time, I treated him as my future husband, and never thought that I would have another man.

But I didn't expect that what awaited me would be like that.

I don't know how to wake up in the middle of the night, my mouth was dry, the water cup in the room was empty, and I wanted to go out to pour water with the water cup, but I saw the light in the public bathroom outside.

Everyone's room has a bathroom, outside this, in fact, is too lazy to go back to the room on weekdays, or provided for guests, in the middle of the night, who will come out to go to the toilet?

I was a little curious, so I deliberately lightened my steps and approached, but before I really got closer, I heard my sister's shout: "Yin Yan, what do you mean?" ”

Huh? Is it my sister and Yin Yan? They don't sleep at night, what are they doing hiding outside in the toilet together? Still quarrelsome?

Yin Yan didn't speak, and the bathroom was quiet for a few seconds before I heard my sister's slightly choked angry voice: "Yin Yan, if you don't like me, why do you still give me hope?" And you want to come in here with me, and have an affair with me here? ”

My eyes widened...... Me, what did I hear?

"Ban Zhi, don't be like this."

Yin Yan finally spoke, that's right, I won't mistake his voice, there is really him in it, so what does my sister mean?

I felt top-heavy and empty-headed, and I stood on the spot, not wanting to hear any more, but my ears were uncontrollably hearing more.

"You know it's impossible for us, I'm going to get engaged to Xiaolan."

"Engaged?" My sister was sneering, like she had heard some funny joke, "Yin Yan, don't pretend, do you really love Ban Lan?" ”

Yin Yan paused for a few seconds before saying, "I will stay by her side." ”

"You see, you don't even have the courage to say if you love her or not."

"It's none of your business," Yin Yan seemed to be a little impatient, "Ban Zhi, I hope you can be sober, I will only marry Ban Lan, and I will only be with her!" ”

"You don't come, let's not say love or not, if you really want to treat you as your future wife, will you secretly instigate Yin Shaohua to deal with her, she finally went out to see the outside world, but you let her become the target of public criticism, what about your protection of her?"

Reason told me not to be impulsive, but my body was completely out of control, and by the time I reacted, I had slammed open the bathroom door and glared at them with resentment.

In the bathroom, Yin Yan was wearing a bathrobe, his chest was half open, and there were undried water droplets on his skin, while my sister only had a big bath towel around her chest, her shoulders and arms were exposed, and there were water droplets on her skin.

Although they are not completely naked, the way they look makes people think about it.

A bathroom outside, where the two of them had washed most of the night, and what they had just said, I thought, I didn't think it was crooked.

I crashed in in a rage, and I was face to face, but I didn't know what I was going to do, I felt like I was frozen, I could just look at them, look at them......

"Banlan!" Yin Yan pushed away Ban Zhi in front of him, walked towards me with a panicked expression, stretched out his hand to me as before, and wanted to get closer to me, I subconsciously avoided it, glaring at him fiercely, trying to keep him away from me, but my heart kept screaming for pain, and I couldn't say a word.

"Ban Lan, listen to me......"

I had to go backwards and rush out of the bathroom, and I even regretted why I had rushed in to face them, should I go back to my room, or maybe pretend I didn't obey anything?

I clenched the cup in my hand tightly, and my hand kept shaking.

Suddenly, someone grabbed my arm, I thought it was Yin Yan, but when I saw it, it was Ban Zhi, I struggled to shake off her hand, and yelled uncontrollably: "Let go of me!" ”

Ban Zhi also wrinkled her eyebrows: "Do you want to quarrel with your parents?" ”

I didn't shout again, just gasped and glared at her, and then she dragged her into a room, and she closed the door, locking Yin Yan out.

She said, "Banlan, we have to talk. ”

"What are you talking about?" I deliberately pretended to be vicious, and I couldn't help but choke up, "Do you want to snatch my fiancé?" You're my sister, why not someone else, why you, why him! ”

I haven't had friends since I was a child, I only have these relatives by my side, I don't have a rich life, I only have them, these relatives who can be counted on ten fingers, why are they two!

Ban Zhi turned sideways, facing me sideways, she was also enduring something, her jaw trembled, she didn't explain to me, only said: "I hope this matter will not be known by my parents and Panji." ”

I smiled coldly: "You have all done it, are you afraid that they will know?" Wouldn't it be better for them to know that they could reschedule the engagement? ”

My hands clenched tightly, my nails digging at the flesh of my palms.

Until then, I liked my sister, and I never thought that she would treat me with such an attitude, and I would sarcastically use such a tone.

She turned around and looked me in the eye for the first time after the incident, and there was a coldness inside: "Ban Lan, do you hate me very much and scold me in your heart?" ”

It took me a lot of effort to hook the corners of my mouth: "What do you say?" ”

She laughed and mocked me: "Ban Lan, what qualifications do you say you have to hate me?" For so many years, you have been held in the palm of everyone's hands, as long as you are raised in the greenhouse with peace of mind, as your delicate flowers, there are fathers, aunts, and panhalberds to fertilize you, and Yin Yan to water you, you thrive, do you know the sinister of the outside world, do you know how many tanks I have lifted for you outside when you are enjoying pampering at home, do you know how many things have happened to me and Yin Yan together, and how many things have been dealt with together, do you know what we have all experienced? ”

"But, I couldn't go out before, I'm in college like everyone else now, and I'm starting to experience life......"

"Don't be kidding," she looked at me and sneered, "playing with children, your so-called going out to school is just another way of playing with you now, something happened, it's not your family to sweep you up, what do you say you will do, I heard that you made a mess of the dormitory, if it weren't for your roommate's good temper, who would be able to stand you?" I was bullied at school, and I didn't rely on your roommate to support you, what use do you say! ”

I retorted with red eyes: "I'm going to be bullied, isn't it because of ......"

"Because of what? Do you want to say that Yin Yan let people do it? So you are naïve enough, you don't understand what society is at all, I work hard with him, I want to prove myself, he wants to support the Yin family, do you know how many things we have to encounter, like Yin Shaohua, this is it," she pointed to the last knuckle of her little thumb, "There are also people who hired killers to shoot us with sniper rifles on the street in order to steal business with us, do you know all this, Yin Yan was shot in the arm for this, and he was hospitalized for a few days, do you know, he still wants to coax you on the phone and say that he is on a business trip, I took care of her in the hospital, you know? ”

"That's, that's because I can't go out......" Looking at her mocking smile, it was obviously the truth, but I couldn't say it.

"Yes, you can't go out, you can't contact the outside world, I can't blame you if I want to," she shook her head and smiled bitterly, "But this is another kind of protection for you from your parents." ”

The air fell silent all of a sudden, and at the end, I exhaled deeply and pulled the corners of my mouth mockingly: "Sister, you are very powerful, I am a ...... The flowers of the greenhouse, I don't know anything, how can I compare to your eloquence, you said so much, it seems that I am the one who is wrong...... But, sister," I shouted the title heavily, "are all these reasons for accusing me of betraying me by you and him?" ”

I saw her froze, blinked vigorously, forced back the tears that had overflowed her eyes, and then walked past her towards the door of the room, and when I opened the door, I turned my back to her and said, "No matter how much you say, you are just giving yourself an excuse to be at ease...... I won't tell my parents about this, you guys, do it yourself. ”