Chapter 64: The Imprint of Life
"Good. Now, take a good look at each one. Zhang Weizhao said to Chen Youcong.
Chen Youcong stood in the center of the irregular arc again, gazing deeply at everyone.
"Now you can turn around and leave. As you leave, look back at them again. Zhang Weizhao said.
Chen Youcong turned around and took a step in the direction of the temple gate. Then he turned his head to look again. Then he turned back and continued towards the temple gate.
"That's it for now." Zhang Weizhao said.
Everyone automatically disrupted Fang Cai's formation and gathered towards Zhang Weizhao.
Chen Youcong walked to Zhang Weizhao's side, shook his body a few times, and said, "I'm so sleepy!" It's so sleepy! ”
Zhang Weizhao said to Feng Hao and Ginkgo: "Bring a few futons over there and let him lie down." Then the two men took the order and left.
Wen Zhu worried: "But it's too cold here......"
Zhang Weizhao said: "He won't sleep for long." ”
Feng Hao and Ginkgo lined up several futons in turn, and Chen Youcong fell asleep on the futon immediately. Feng Hao covered Chen Youcong's big coat on his body. For the remaining few futons, everyone took one and sat around Chen Youcong.
Zhang Weizhao meditated cross-legged, breathing long and steady. Feng Hao and the others felt Zhang Weizhao's stable aura, and they also settled down to rest.
Chen Youcong really didn't sleep for long. In a quarter of an hour, he woke up leisurely. Just now, he was too shocked and consumed, so there was such a situation.
Chen Youcong sat up, and when he saw Zhang Weizhao and Feng Hao, he suddenly felt like a world away. Everyone's face looks different from before.
Moreover, he did not feel that his whole body had begun to lighten up now, only to realize that for a long time, his chest was pressed as if a big stone was pressing, and his limbs were as heavy as lead.
But what just happened? In such a short period of time, most of this stagnation has dissipated? Zhang Weizhao's practice doesn't seem to be spiritualism. Although he has not experienced it, he has read about what spiritualism is like from books, for example, Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty once asked the warlock to try to summon the soul of his deceased favorite concubine, Mrs. Li, generally this kind of spiritualism is in a trance, and it is supernatural, and Zhang Weizhao does this, which is very simple and direct.
Curiosity drove him to be impatient, and asked Zhang Weizhao, "What kind of secret method is the ritual just now?" ”
Several other people were also very curious and looked at Zhang Weizhao together. When I was performing that ritual just now, I just felt that everything was natural, and now that I am back to reality, I can recall Fang Cai's own words and deeds, which is simply incredible.
Zhang Weizhao said with a smile: "This ritual is called 'family system arrangement', which is to select roles to represent different members of a relationship system, so that these members can interact with each other to reveal the root cause of the problem and find a solution. ”
Everyone seemed to understand and looked confused.
Feng Hao asked: "Master Dao, I never knew about Amin before, but when I was standing there just now, the words I said, the feelings in my heart, were not thought up by myself, as if something poured out of my heart." You say, I don't even know Amin, where did these things come from? Could it be," he lowered his voice, "Isn't it really that Amin just attached himself to me?" ”
The other people didn't speak, and they all stared at Zhang Weizhao with a little nervousness.
Zhang Weizhao replied very affirmatively: "It's not possession!" ”
A few people breathed a sigh of relief, a little happy, but a little lost.
Zhang Weizhao thought about it for a while and explained it from a different angle: "Everyone who has walked through the world will leave their own unique traces. These traces are engraved in the Heavenly Dao. If we echo these traces in a way that is consistent with the Tao, it will manifest itself through us. That's why I've just told you to forget your humility, your identity, and to relax your mind, so that you will become a conduit, and the Tao will manifest through you. ”
After listening to this more popular explanation, although several people knew nothing, they finally relaxed a little.
"Who created this secret method? I've read some Taoist texts before, but how come I've never seen anything about it? Chen Youcong is very interested in continuing to explore.
"It was founded by a great healer, Hellinger. He was a loyal follower of Lao Tzu. Since it is said that it is a secret method, naturally there are no classics, and only the medical heart master can inherit and implement it. If there is no support of the Dao, no matter how perfect the form is, it will not be effective, so this method is directed at the hearts of the people and is not taught outside the teachings. Zhang Weizhao made up the story seriously, but it was not without basis.
Hellinger is a German psychotherapist master, once worked as a Catholic priest, lived in the Zulu ethnic group in South Africa for many years, studied Lao Tzu's Tao Te Ching, and attached great importance to "Wu Wei". He believes that everyone is a system, and that this system combines with other systems to form a larger system. Family, society, all exist as systems. When a person has a problem, it is actually the whole system he is in, and of course, the first and foremost problem is the family system. And putting his problem back into the system to be aware of it can make the essence of the problem more clear.
The problem with Chen is that he has always felt guilty about his life, and this guilt has been there before, but he is not aware of it. He has always been a particularly well-behaved and well-behaved child, and he has been trying to be a qualified prince, doing everything well, suppressing his nature, and it is this guilt that is at work. It seems that only when he lives more in line with the hopes of others can he be worthy of life, and can comfort those who sacrifice for him.
Later, Cui's appearance only stimulated and strengthened his guilt.
And this systematic sequencing, by presenting the relationship between him and his childhood caregivers, makes him feel that his mother gave birth to him and raised him not because he is the crown prince, but because he is her child, and his life is a continuation of her life.
And the reason why others rescued him and loved him was because he brought a lot of bright colors to their lonely deep palace life. These people have never had the opportunity to have children of their own in their lifetime. With Chen Youcong, they feel that their lives are much more fulfilling.
So they chose to protect him and raise him, even at the cost of their lives.
Therefore, the best way to honor them is not to hate yourself for living, after they are all dead. It's about living well, with their expectations and blessings.
As for the injuries from Jin Ling'er and the emperor, it was a matter between Chen Youcong and Jin Ling'er and the emperor, and it should be resolved in the relationship system with them. And to solve this problem, I am afraid it will take longer and there is more way to go.
Although they never fully understood what Zhang Weizhao said about the system ordering, these people still accepted this explanation for the time being.
Feng Hao accompanied the prince back to the palace to rest, and Wenzhu and Ginkgo were responsible for staying behind to clean up the aftermath, they extinguished the lights and charcoal basins in the hall, and set up tables, chairs and futons.
Ginkgo quietly asked Wen Zhu: "Sister Wen Zhu, what do you mean by what the prince said just now?" Why did he say it was himself who should be damned? "They only vaguely know about the prince's early experience, and they are not familiar with the details.
Wen Zhu has witnessed Chen Youcong suddenly become depressed in the past six months, often injured, and later began to cultivate, and was often co-opted by Jin Guifei, coupled with today's situation, he can roughly guess what the reason is: "I think it is strange that Concubine Shuniang died back then, and the palace people who raised the prince back then also died strangely, and His Royal Highness the Prince has always been uneasy." ”
What could he do? He was so young. Ginkgo said.
"But now that the prince is older, some people will be restless again." Wen Zhu replied. Originally, they were all cautious people, especially Wen Zhu, who would not discuss things in the palace at will. But today, they are different from the past, and they feel that they also have the responsibility to protect the prince.
"No matter what, we will help His Royal Highness the Crown Prince!" Ginkgo clenched his fists and said. They had thought that they could only be called upon by others, but today they suddenly found that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince also needed their help, which made them feel that a power was forming and rising in their hearts.
"Hmmm! We will! Wenzhu replied.
Zhang Weizhao quickly helped Chen Youcong adjust his state in such a quick time, which made Empress Dowager Liu very pleased.
After dinner that night, Chen Youcong stayed in his grandmother's hall to accompany her to throw double land. The queen mother sent away all the people around her, and the grandparents said that they were playing backgammon, but in fact, they were talking more privately.
Chen Youcong described his encounter near Anle Hall on the night of the fifteenth day of the first lunar month to Empress Dowager Liu. Originally, Chen Youcong didn't want to tell her grandmother about this, so as not to worry her. But he had something to ask his grandmother, and before he asked, he had to make things clear.
Cui's words at that time made Chen Youcong's heart ache, and he only felt that he was ashamed of being a son of man and was not worthy of living in the world.
Fortunately, at that time, Zhang Weizhao drank through Cui's motives and dragged Chen Youcong away, otherwise I am afraid that Cui's will be even more crazy.
In the middle of the night, Chen Youcong had a high fever, and Zhang Weizhao also went straight into it, piercing his heart knot, and giving him expectations, so that he would get rid of the fever so quickly.
Empress Dowager Liu couldn't help but sigh while listening. Why would God let her grandson suffer like this?
But hearing this, Zhang Weizhao angrily scolded Cui's and kicked her away when Cui's murder occurred, and couldn't help but smile and shake his head. That's what that girl can do.
Later, when I heard Zhang Weizhao do Chen Youcong's "family system arrangement", from the mouth of the green pothos to the words were completely in Ji Lingyun's tone, and the back of the Empress Dowager Liu, who was originally leaning on the pillow, straightened.
"Are you sure that the pothos is really not possessed by the concubine?" The Queen Mother's throat was dry, and her voice was tense.