Chapter 1263: Do You Really Not Feel Him at All
Jing sighed slightly, and said, "He is distressed and regrets that he let you drink, but he has always been dull, he doesn't say anything, he is stuffy in his heart, he just quietly smashed all the precious wine he brought, and then later, he never touched the wine again, and even over the years, he has never drunk a drip, you don't know."
Wushuang's face gradually turned pale, she really didn't know this, she only remembered that she was very uncomfortable after drinking, and her headache was about to explode, for this reason, after she woke up, she also cried with Regret Sheng, saying that he blamed him for making her so uncomfortable, and Regret Sheng didn't say a word at that time.
She remembered that she had struck him several times, and he sat there with red eyes, and did not say a word.
"So, you said that it was a pity that Sheng took you to drink, I was flustered because you disappeared overnight, and the whole person was out of proportion, and I didn't think much about it, but then I felt that something was wrong, I regret that I have such a temperament, I can't understand it anymore, no matter how much he indulges you and spoils you, he will never back down on the matter of drinking, so, Wushuang, you have something to hide from that night, right?"
Wushuang pursed his lips, "Mom, I'm sorry." ”
Jing Wei's eyes immediately turned red, "Silly boy, what are you sorry for me, it's just a big thing, you shouldn't hide it from your parents, you know?"
"I'm just scared"
Jingwei took Wushuang into her arms, "I know you are afraid, Wushuang, you were only eighteen years old at that time, and you were only a half-old child, you are immature and irrational, it is understandable." ”
"So, my mother has never asked you, and she respects your decision, and she never deliberately investigates anything, but not long ago, your brother suddenly heard that two years ago, he was born in the imperial capital with blood on his hands, and he felt that this matter was a little strange, so he let people investigate"
"Wushuang, you got rid of the secret guard of the presidential palace that night, and almost had a major incident that could not be remedied, but fortunately, it appeared in time"
"Mom, I know, I know that I was thanks to Brother Regret for showing up in time that night, but after he saved me, there were thousands of options, he could take me to the hospital, go back to the presidential palace, or leave me in the hotel and leave me alone, but he shouldn't, shouldn't do that to me"
"Yes, he shouldn't, this one thing, he is outrageously wrong, there is nothing to say, if he is not a regret, and our relationship is not so close, if he is just a person who passes by and has bad thoughts after seeing the unevenness, the presidential palace will not let him go, not to mention, he did such a thing to you, but he never took care of the aftermath, so that you suffered those sins later, my father and I every time I think about it, our hearts are like knives, I can't let go, you are my heart, we hold the heart and liver baby in the palm of our hands, my parents would rather suffer for you and hurt youI don't want to look at you like this."
"So I hate him, I don't want to see him, I don't want to be with him, just because I'm arrogant, just because I'm from a good background, just because I won't sell miserable, I won't pretend to be pitiful, and I won't cry and say my sins again and again like Xianglin's sister-in-law, so that everyone in the world knows and comes to pity me, so I deserve to bear this?"
"I just don't want to say it, I just don't want to say it, I just make myself uncomfortable again and again, do you look arrogant, strong people, always can't be more distressing and tolerant than those delicate and poor girls"
"Fool, all the people around you, who doesn't feel sorry for you is just Wushuang, you have grown up now, and you are a lot calmer, there are some things in front of you, you can't blindly choose to escape, play small, there are no secrets between you and your mother, so, now tell your mother the truest thoughts in your heart, okay"
"Mom will respect you, will respect all your choices, as long as you can be happy, as long as my baby daughter, I will never shed tears of grievance."
"I won't be with Xiaobai."
Wushuang sobbed, hugged Jingwei tightly, like when he was a child, nestled in his mother's arms and coquettishly, "I've thought about it, I can't let go of the fact that he once pitied other girls, and those things between me and Brother Regret, he will always be like a thorn in his heart, if the two of us are still together, sooner or later there will still be a dislike." ”
"Then do you still like Xiaobai?"
Wushuang thought for a while, nodded, and shook his head again, "Maybe, I still like him a little, but I can already try to let go of him, although not so quickly, I will completely let him go, but I believe that one day, I will face him very calmly and bless him." ”
"So, what about regrets?"
Wushuang rubbed in Jingwei's arms, she shook her head, "Mom, I can't tell clearly, my heart is very messy, I hate him, but I don't seem to hate a nasty person."
"So, are you really not feeling anything for him?"
Jingwei suddenly wanted to tell her daughter her story.
That secret, except for her and Hanzhang Mi'er, no one knows about it, not even a pair of children.
When did you start talking?
From their past lives.
Starting from that stupid Ruan Jingwei with low self-esteem, at that time, she seemed to be like Wushuang, hating Li Shenheng in her heart for persecuting her and forcibly occupying her, and she was bent on escaping from the imperial capital Li Mansion and returning to Song Yecheng's side.
No matter how Li Shenheng treats her well, in her opinion, he has ulterior motives.
In the imperial capital for three years, Li Shenheng spoiled her for three years and protected her for three years, she has always refused to accept him, and has always deliberately let herself ignore his sincerity to herself, and from beginning to end, she treats him as a hateful predator.
Finally, he completely gave up and let go.
And when she returned to Jiangcheng and Song Yecheng, when she thought she had got her wish, when the child in her womb died tragically and she also died, she knew that she loved Li Shenheng in her heart, but she never really faced it.
Ruan Jingwei in the previous life was too inferior and too cowardly, and finally harmed herself and their children.
Therefore, when she comes back from a new life, she will not be afraid of all the difficulties and obstacles, and she will never give birth to any retreat, so as to seek perfection.
"Mom, the heroine of the story you told, did she love that man in her last life?"
Jing smiled softly, "I think she loved that man in her last life and this life." ”
"However, in the last life, that man snatched her away and trapped her in the imperial capital knowing that she belonged to her, and forcibly occupied her, why did she finally fall in love with the man who forcibly occupied her?"