Chapter 13: Disgust
Ji Yanli has no friends, or he hates making friends because he is afraid of the taste of loss.
When he was very young, there was no one to play with him, only a worn-out mahogany sword by his side, which was his favorite toy, which was given to him by his father on his tenth birthday.
Once, a group of people he didn't know came to the family, and it seemed that the official rank was higher than his father, because he saw that his father Ji Muyang was saluting him and serving him tea, and he seemed to be very afraid of this person.
There was also a child who was traveling with this guest, like his child, the same age as Ji Yanli, but much taller than him.
It seems that he is very friendly and takes the initiative to find the unsociable Ji Yanli to play, and Ji Yanli, who recognizes his life, was reluctant at first, but he couldn't stand his enthusiasm, and gradually Ji Yanli did not resist his invitation at first.
I don't know if you feel this way, when you feel that this person is unattainable and wants to be his friend, but when you really integrate into his life, you find that you are not as good as yourself.
This kid is like this, when he found out that Ji Yanli was like a dirt bun in the countryside, the corners of his mouth gradually began to contempt.
"That who, I'm thirsty, go find me some water, that who's hungry, get me something to eat, by the way, whoever I have sore feet and rub my feet!"
Ji Yanli is like an obedient puppet, even if these requirements are excessive, he still did it, when he thought that he could exchange it for a real friend, but he didn't expect that what happened after the third pillar of incense completely changed him.
"I heard you have a peachwood sword and bring it to me to play with."
Ji Yanli looked at him cautiously: "I'...... I can't find it."
He said disdainfully: "I have a rotten mahogany sword at home, I'm just curious, you take it and hold it yourself, I just can't touch it!" ”
Although he said this, Ji Yanli didn't believe his words, although the peachwood sword was held in his hand, he kept it behind his back.
The kid seemed to be very interested in the peachwood sword in Ji Yanli's hand, no matter how he coaxed Ji Yanli to let go, the kid had no choice but to walk up to him and said stiffly: "I'm asking you again whether you give it or not."
Ji Yanli didn't speak, just shook his head as if he was very afraid.
"Then don't blame me for being rude!"
Although he was just a child, he had a lot of strength, and he threw him to the ground without Ji Yanli, and then instantly snatched the peachwood sword in his hand, Ji Yanli stood up and wanted to snatch it back, but he kicked him to the ground.
Looking at Ji Yan's unrelenting appearance, the child said viciously: "It's just a bad sword, as if the uncle is rare, your father is really stingy when he begs my father to do something with a sword, today I will teach you a lesson so that you will be afraid to see me in the future."
As he spoke, the kid broke his hands, and the peachwood sword was broken in half by him and fell in front of him, and then swaggered away.
Seeing his beloved Peachwood Sword still on the ground like garbage, it was the first time he had been angry since he could remember, and he pounced on him from behind and beat him badly.
The kid let out a scream, shouting again and again to spare his life, but Ji Yanli was like crazy, and he didn't mean to stop at all.
The screams attracted Ji Muyang and his guest, Dali Temple Qing Di Jinting, seeing the two children scuffling together, Ji Muyang hurriedly shouted to stop Ji Yanli.
"Stinky boy, are you crazy, you don't usually have a long memory on you, right? See if I don't peel you! ”
Saying that, Ji Muyang dragged Ji Yanli in front of him, and couldn't help but say that it was a slap in the face, and Ji Yanli was a little confused.
Seeing this opportunity, the son of the Di family hurriedly went to his father Di Jinting and cried pretendically.
"Father, you have to make decisions for me! This kid doesn't know what kind of evil wind he smoked, and he rode on me and beat me all the time, you and your mother are usually reluctant to beat me, but he beat me, I'm so sad! ”
Looking at his baby son's face was blue and purple, Di Jinting was very distressed, he looked at Ji Muyang and said solemnly: "Lord Ji, as the saying goes, the husband cultivates himself and rules the country and the world, and your cultivation is obvious to everyone to see this Qi family!" I really can't see it, you're really disappointing me."
Although Di Jinting humiliated himself, Ji Muyang was not angry at all, but said with a smile: "I'm sorry, Lord Di is the subordinate who is not strict in disciplining the dog, so he can make such a big disaster, and the subordinate will teach the dog a lesson and apologize to the noble son!" ”
Ji Muyang turned around and looked at Ji Muyang with a vicious threat and said, "Hurry up and apologize to the Di family's son, otherwise I will slap you to death!" ”
Ji Yanli stubbornly said with a stiff neck: "I'm not wrong, why should I apologize?"
As soon as the words fell, Ji Muyang slapped him in the face, and blood flowed from the corner of his mouth in an instant, but Ji Yanli still looked righteous and awe-inspiring.
"You rebel, apologize quickly!"
"I'm not wrong, I'm not wrong, I'm not wrong!"
The voice was louder and louder each time, more persistent each time, and it angered Ji Muyang more and more every time.
"You Rebel"
With a snap, a slap that made Ji Yanli unforgettable hit him in the face, he felt like he couldn't stand anymore, it was dark in front of him, and just when he was about to faint to the ground, Di Jinting's words to Ji Muyang came from his ears.
"Kids! It's normal to fight, why do you want to kill you! It's too much, it's too much."
I'll go, you said it earlier!
Later, Ji Yanli gave himself the name, disgusted with leaving, disgusted with leaving, but he kept losing it since he was a child.
The blow of Cai Yi's entry into the palace was no less than the two slaps his father gave him when he was a child, and he couldn't let go of it, and gradually, Ji Yanli became depressed.
Ji Wang's family was very distressed when he saw his sullen appearance, and specially allowed him to go out to play, and sent someone to follow.
Ji Wang's family thought that he knew his son best, and thought that he would be enlightened when he went out for a walk, but what she didn't expect was that when it was close to dusk, someone came back to report that Ji Yanli was in trouble.
He lost all the money in the gambling house, overturned the gambling table, was beaten out, went to Yihong Courtyard and had a conflict with the guests, almost set a fire, went to the restaurant to drink, drank too much and flirted with the girl who was not out of the cabinet, the boss reported to the official, and the official saw that Ji Yanli was the son of Ji Muyang's family, so he sent him home, and did not forget to knock him on a bamboo pole when he left.
After the official left, Ji Muyang took out his sword from the bedroom and pointed it at him and said angrily: "Rebel, you kneel down for me!" ”
In the past, Ji Yanli caused trouble, and in the face of his father's severe accusations, he either didn't speak and stood in place, or he just said a few good words playfully and fooled the past, but what surprised Ji Muyang today was that he was so obedient and kneeled, and he also kowtowed to himself several times, which knocked Ji Muyang away, he quickly put down his sword and asked with concern: "Child, are you okay?" Is there something going on, don't treat yourself like this, it's for your good as a father! ”
Ji Yanli seems to be on the top of the wine and seems to be revealing his true feelings, many years ago, the things about Chen Sesame and Rotten Grain were turned over and told again, and when he talked about the peach wood sword, he touched his hot face and cried.
"I really didn't hit him manually first, it was him, it was he who asked me to do this and that I did it first, it was he who asked me to show him the peachwood sword, I showed it to him, but he hated that my peachwood sword was a rotten sword and broke it for me, I beat him in anger, but you asked me to apologize to him, why should I apologize to him"
At this time, Ji Yanli was like a newborn baby, unable to control his emotions and crying into tears.
Hearing Ji Yanli's crying, Ji Muyang felt very uncomfortable, if he hadn't had to slap Dali Siqing himself and beat him up, in the face of fame, fortune and family affection, Ji Muyang finally chose the former, and in an instant, Ji Muyang suddenly understood what the reason for the cynicism in Ji Yanli's bones over the years was, and what was the reason for causing trouble everywhere, it turned out that he had never forgotten about it, it turned out that he had always been a sensitive child, but he didn't know until now that he was a father.
"You know that I hit you, you hate me, and you can't forgive me! But you don't know that the next year, I stepped on him and was promoted, but he was impeached and put in prison, and the next year he was demoted to another province and now he is my subordinate, and listening to my orders can be regarded as avenging you! ”
Ji Yanli wiped his tears, pouted and said, "This is a matter between you adults, what does it have to do with me, I don't want to know"
"Then this matter must have something to do with you!"
As soon as the words fell, Ji Wang's family came from a distance and held a sword in his hand, which was very old, and it could even be said that it was full of holes, and it was broken in the middle, I don't know if it was connected by something.
"It's my childhood peachwood sword, it turns out that you have kept it until now, mother," Ji Yanli burst into tears and rushed to his mother to take the peachwood sword from his childhood.
Ji Wang explained with a smile: "I didn't have such a good heart, I was ready to lose it back then, but the master had to pick it up and find the best craftsman in Chang'an City to connect it, and he didn't take it out because he wanted to surprise you at your eighteen-year-old coming-of-age ceremony."
Ji Muyang's face was like a cloudy and sunny day in June, and he said that it would change, and he asked his father Ji Muyang in a soft voice: "Thank you for your father's kindness, Li'er understands everything, but Li'er doesn't have to be a broken sword, but I just feel that there are still some regrets in the past, and some regrets Once I don't say it, I'm afraid I won't have another chance in this life!" ”
Hearing Ji Yanli's heart-wrenching insight, Ji Wang said with a smile: "Look, our Li'er seems to have grown up overnight, and then talk about adults!" ”
Ji Yanli scratched his head and said ashamedly: "How can it be as unbearable as my mother said, Li'er has grown up a long time ago, but you didn't see it!" ”
"Say you're fat and you're still panting!" Ji Wang quipped.
"Don't think that just a peachwood sword is enough, people must always have greater success"
Hearing his father's words, Ji Yanli was a little puzzled: "What does my father mean?" ”
"Your father got you an errand in the palace as a Qianniu guard, responsible for the safety of the palace" Without waiting for Ji Muyang to speak, Ji Wang's family took the first step.
"It's just a doorman!" Ji was disgusted with disdain.
"What a janitor, you kid is getting more and more unreasonable!" Ji Muyang pretended to be angry.
Ji Wang called Ji Yanli over to tidy up his clothes and bun, and said earnestly: "From now on, you will be an adult, we are not by your side, we must know how to take care of ourselves, don't be like before, and ah!" You're still a little reluctant to enter the palace as a mother, but fortunately, you can come back often not far from home."
Listening to Ji Wang's chatter, Ji Yanli nodded again and again: "Mmmmmm, I know how can I remember what my mother said, it's not that I won't see you again, I will often come back in the future to accompany you and my father."
There are many times in his life, some are the first time, and some are the last meeting, if Ji Yanli knew that this time was the last time he saw his mother in this life and this life, he would not be impatient to say anything, and he would enter the palace before dawn.
After entering the palace, Ji Yanli got a Qianniu guard official uniform and a saber, and assigned him a master, let the master take him, just when Ji Yanli was proud, an unfamiliar voice suddenly stopped him.
"I know you, you are...... That's right, who are you! ”
Ji Yanli turned to look at him, and with just one glance, he recognized who this rude guy was.
Not only has he become handsome, but he has also lost a lot of weight than when he was a child, and the most important thing is that he has always been half a head taller than Ji Yanli since he was a child.