Chapter 357: Black and Empty

On February 21, 2016, after collecting their tickets in Kusa City, Chiba walked the same path that their homeroom teacher had taken them in junior high school, and had a very sad feeling.

Chiba's perception: The time that has passed in this life is like, climbing a long stone slope staircase, at first it was relatively flat, a little steep in the middle, with the encouragement of others, I tried my best to rush up, I don't know when it gradually gradually, gradually the requirements of the outside world are no longer so high, and I gradually relaxed, become no longer so reckless and competitive, become no longer so only for the first, look around and the bottom of the mountain only to find that in addition to this stone road, the surrounding is a black hollow, life, I still have a lot of things to know and need to understand, there is still a lot of room for improvement, there are still a lot of opportunities for change, what has been encountered, what is about to be encountered, and what may be encountered in the future, all need to be inquired and understood.

In ancient times, heroes were all lonely, and only those who drank left their names.

Heroes are bound to be lonely, and the loneliness that ordinary people have often lingers, when inadvertently, especially when loneliness and failure, when all the frustration is coming, and even when seeing through all the dust, loneliness is like a year-old friend, familiar with the house, accompanied by you, and when the cigarette is lit, it will slowly penetrate together, and gradually spread. Our ordinary life is the same as the perfection and happiness of life, the pursuit of ideals and aspirations, but the real life can often only let you get close, but it is always impossible to achieve, some are not even close, can only be seen at the farthest distance, so that it is difficult to find the way to the goal throughout their lives.

Where do we go from here after being lonely? Heroes are also human beings, and they also have seven emotions and six desires, heroes also have to live, and they also have to face all kinds of miscellaneous things in life. When the pots and pans of life are smashed into their eyes, how can heroes greet them? Under the rainy sky, you can sit alone and listen to the chaotic landing points of the rain feet; On a rainless day, you can see the boundless scattering when the wind blows and the sand rises; When there is no wind and no rain, it stands silently under the scorching sun, looking up at an isolated cloud, or a clear blue sky. That kind of helplessness and paleness, coldness and hurt, always gently stirring the deepest wounds accumulated in the heart like cold wind and cold rain. Some of these wounds have just been engraved, and some of them are like the movement of the earth's crust, which has accumulated layer by layer over a long period of time, becoming an eternal and indelible pain, which is filled with wordless tears and wordless suffering.

Presumably since ancient times, loneliness has always been in the last moments, to face the heavens and the earth, or to shout: O heaven. Or throw yourself headlong to the earth, in short, heaven and earth are ultimately the last harbor that all lonely people can hide, because the heaven and earth are big enough to accommodate all the wandering loneliness and all the heartbreak hurt. In this era of heroes everywhere, for the sake of vanity, for a meaningless applause in the body, we have paid too much, but no one will retreat, and it is impossible to retreat.

The strong are respected, the weak are self-exterminated, things are chosen by nature, and the suitable survive. ——《エスデス/Esdeath》

No matter what time and in which world, the rules are the same, the strong are respected, the winner is king, and the weak can only be trampled underfoot. ------- "-Tempting the Cute Concubine"