My old face flushed, and my stomach screamed again at the right time.

I instantly resolved the embarrassment, pushed him away and jumped up from the bed, and said, "I'm so hungry, help me find food!" ”

He took out a paper bag from his bosom, handed it to me, and said, "I knew you would be hungry, so I stole a snack for you." ”

My eyes lit up instantly, and when I opened the paper bag, I saw that it was osmanthus cake, and I was in a better mood.

I swallowed two osmanthus cakes with tea, Qi Guanrong was putting away the paper bag, I went to grab it, he opened the window and threw it outside.

He smiled: "The activity will be very intense later, and it is not good to eat too much." ”

I was stunned for a moment before I realized what he meant by the activity.

He took the glass and poured the acacia wine, and said, "After drinking the glass of wine, we will rest." ”

I know that I can't be petty now, this is the process of getting married, and since I promised to marry him, I should let him go along with him.

After drinking the sake, Qi Guanrong threw away the wine glass and picked me up.

I obediently leaned into his arms, from now on, I am his wife, Chu Hanyu has since become an old dream, except for hatred and I have no affection.

Qi Guanrong was more domineering than Chu Hanyu in bed, he tossed me again and again and begged for mercy, I fainted from exhaustion, woke up again, was woken up by pain, he was still moving on me, until this time, I cried out loud, I don't know whether it was pain or sadness.

I couldn't get out of bed for three days, and after getting out of bed, Qi Guanrong realized that he took pity on me and sent someone to serve me well.

Forget to be carried over to show me, the little girl can now eat some rice cereal and fish soup, and she was fed white and tender by the nurse, and the whole villain is a lot more energetic.

I often feel that I am indebted and forgetful, and I can't give her sincere maternal love, and I don't care about her as much as I can.

But when I saw her face, I repeated the old dream in my mind, sweet but painful, but how sweet it was then, how painful it is now.

After Qi Guanrong got married, he was very cold to me, and I thought that he was probably busy looking for "Pengshan Island", so he didn't have time to take care of me.

I don't need him to be there for me all the time, I'm actually a little afraid to see him, and I owe him a lot in my heart.

No matter how much I try to convince myself to love only Qi Guan Rongzheng, the mark engraved in my heart cannot be erased.

I went for a walk on the beach alone, the blue sky, the blue sea, in the distance, the vastness reminded me of "the sea embraces all rivers".

The sea breeze with the smell of fish was not unpleasant, I walked on the beach, picking up some beautiful shells from time to time, and when the waves wet my shoes, I simply took off my shoes and stepped barefoot into the water.

The gentle feeling of the water made me feel the urge to plunge into the sea, maybe I jumped into the sea and all my worries could go away with the water.

I thought so, and I did it.

I heard a shout from someone on the shore, and three or two people jumped into the sea and swam beside me.

I indulged myself in the undulation of the waves, choking on two mouthfuls of water, the salty taste of the salty taste brought me back to my senses, and I regretted my impulsiveness.

A sturdy man grabbed me in one hand and yelled, "Hold on to me!" Then he quickly took me to the shore.

When I was rescued to the shore, Qi Guanrong was coming with someone.

He snatched me from the man's arms and carried me home.

I was soaked, my clothes were uncomfortable against me, and the sand rolling on the beach was terrible. I whispered, "I'm going to shower and change my clothes." ”

Qi Guanrong's face turned pale, he went home and kicked open the door, threw me on the bed, and asked me in a cold voice: "Why do you want to die?" ”

I shrank back, feeling ashamed, I didn't dare to explain to him, I grabbed his hand and shook it, and said coquettishly: "Husband, I'm cold, I want to change my clothes~"

Qi Guanrong shook off my hand, dragged the quilt and wrapped me into a silkworm chrysalis, went out and ordered someone to prepare hot water for me, and after returning to the house, he no longer leaned towards my bed, pulled out the stool with one foot, and sat at the table to look at me with a cold face.

I closed my eyes and pretended to be dead, and when I almost fell asleep, Qi Guanrong was lifting the quilt and carrying me into the bathtub.

The moment I touched the water, I couldn't help but hug his neck, the uncomfortable feeling of choking on the water, and the fear of being alone in the sea, exploded in my mind for a moment.

It turns out that I am also afraid of death.

Qi Guanrong ignored my struggles, put me in the water, took my hand off my neck, and asked me, "Xi'er, are you still thinking about him?" ”

I looked down at the water sprinkled with rose petals and shook my head weakly.

He didn't believe it and asked, "Then why can't you think about it?" Do you want to leave me and forget my feelings and be freed alone? ”

As soon as I thought of the little girl who had begun to speak from time to time, I heard her speak for the first time when Qi Guanrong was hugging her, she looked at Qi Guanrong, but shouted a vague "mother" in her mouth.

Later, I heard the nurse say that as soon as she had time, she would teach her to be called "Niang".

I whispered, "I was wrong. ”

He sighed and sat behind me to help me wash my hair.

He said: "Xi'er, I'm sorry, I was too busy to ignore you during this time, I didn't understand what you were thinking, I didn't know what I was thinking in my heart, I didn't know if I was sad, blame me." If you have any worries in the future, tell me and I will help you solve it. I am your husband, and we are people who will join hands with each other for the rest of our lives. ”

My heart, which I hadn't touched for a long time, suddenly warmed, and tears dripped into the water.

Qi Guanrong was turning to me and gently wiping my tears, which was very inconsistent with his image of a strong man on the grassland.

After I took a shower and changed my clothes, Qi Guanrong saw that I was in a stable mood and went out again.

He sent for me, and I felt that I had been lying on the bed for a while, and that I had rested enough, so I got up and went to the kitchen to get a basket of eggs and dried fish, which I was ready to give to the man who rescued me.

The wizard guarding me stopped my way, "Madam, you can't go out without the prince's permission. ”

I said, "I'm not going to die, I just want to thank others for saving their lives." This is not the Rongshe Palace, there is no prince, there is no wizard's house, and the relationship with the villagers is not handled well, and the saliva of the villagers alone can drown you and me. I looked at him, "If you don't feel at ease, come with me." ”

He also knows that people's words are terrifying, and my newlywed Yan'er committed suicide by throwing himself into the sea, and the villagers of the small fishing village knew that maybe the three of them would become tigers and say something untrue.

In addition to solving the problem of three meals a day, the villagers' favorite thing is to chat about some new things after tea and dinner, what mother-in-law and daughter-in-law quarrel, what widow seduces a man, and what family has never been able to give birth to a son...... In short, although they are simple people, they like to talk about vulgar things.

I asked people everywhere and finally found my "benefactor".

The "benefactor" surnamed Liu Yunkang took a wife in his early years, and died of illness a year after getting married, and he never left him a son and a half daughter.

Later, he never married, but he was a good fisherman, and although his appearance was not as good as Chu Hanyu and Qi Guanrongzheng, he was also upright, and he was outstanding in the village. Therefore, although the original wife has passed away, there are many girls in the village who want to be a sequel.

I handed the basket to Liu Yunkang and said, "If it weren't for Liu Gongzi sacrificing his life to save him today, Xi'er would have been buried in the sea a long time ago." Liu Gongzi's life-saving grace, Xi'er can't repay it, there are only these things at home, I hope Liu Gongzi will accept it, and the little heart will not be respectful. Meaning"

Liu Yunkang said: "Miss Xi'er don't have to be polite. Whoever it is, I'm going to save it. It's just that I don't know why Miss Xi'er fell into the sea? ”

I replied, "I was walking on the beach, but I got pricked by a conch, sprained my ankle, and fell into the sea. If it weren't for Liu Gongzi, I really don't know what to do. ”

Liu Yunkang didn't have so many twists and turns in his heart, and he didn't know what I had experienced, so he naturally believed me.

I also used his mouth to block the mouths of the people in the village.

I chatted with Liu Yunkang for a while, and found that he was more knowledgeable than ordinary villagers, and it turned out that he had left the village a few years ago and went to Kyoto for a while.

I found that he was a skilled craftsman, he liked to polish some small things with shells, although he was a man, he was ingenious, ordinary shells could become more beautiful in his hands, and beautiful shells could be more beautiful in his hands.

He would make small objects from the shells, such as women's ornaments and delicate toys.

The women and children of the village liked to come to him for some things.

Before I left, I put the basket on the table, and the food was not a rarity for us, but it was valuable to the fishermen of the small village.

This year, there were many storms at sea, and the fishermen in the village did not dare to go into the sea to fish, and the harvest was not very good. I just wanted to help this kind person more.

After I went home, Qi Guanrong didn't come back until the evening. Tell me the fishing boat has been built. But it still needs to. Check the pool water. The wind has the ability to resist. He now needs his phone for directions to Pengshan Island. I inquired. Once you're out to sea, you'll need to go all the way south. He. The sea fog is too great, even with a compass. Not necessarily. Arrival. Because in a certain area of the sea, the compass will fail completely. He needs to find out the sea experienced people. As. Staff officer, I just thought of Liu Yunkang. He is very good at fishing. He is also familiar with the wind and waves at sea. You know how to check the weather, but how to hide when the wind stops. So I proposed it to Chu Han and Qi, and Wen Longzheng. in its glorious credentials. Not optimistic about him. He let me think about it. I never asked him. What's wrong? Why can't you eat it? I have heard of Liu Yunkang. At that time, the Northwest Army and the Li Jiajun were fighting against each other, and Liu Yankang once served as the charging officer of the Lin Jiajun. The same as the East wants to be white. Oriental desire white. Well, there should be a draw with the East, this person is not simple. While. Southeast. You and I know how far this journey is, and he came here for no reason to have an ulterior secret. The heart of defense is indispensable. I sighed in surprise. I didn't expect Liu Yunkang. There's a layer deeper. Real people don't show their faces, and they don't show real people. He didn't know what secrets were buried here. So I was on this person. With a precautionary heart, maybe it's not an accident that he is here today.