265. Yan Xiuze's confession

As soon as these words came out, the only smile left in Black Star's eyes was gone.

"Looks like I guessed right? Mr. Blackstar. Yan Xiuze took a deep breath and said in a deep voice: "Starting from the 'Tiandu Bank Murder Case', from two years ago when I just awakened my superpowers...... No, maybe even earlier, I think it can even be traced back to the time when Howell syndrome was just emerging. ”

"From that point on, you've probably already laid out your plans for today."

"As you said, I am not the origin of the superpower of the Huaxia Kingdom at all, and the moment I awakened, the chapter I thought belonged to the superpower began...... But I was wrong, the beginning of this story may have been much earlier than I thought. ”

"And then time passed, and when I became a superpower, strange events ensued...... Whether it was a bus accident or an inexplicable bank robbery, at the time I could have naively thought that it was just a terrorist organization called the Black Star Society, and a few unspeakable conspiracies against me......"

"But the intrigues of those days seemed so lame to your cunning today that I didn't realize what it meant at first...... But my friend's accidental reminder woke me up all at once! ”

"I've always thought of you as an imaginary enemy like 'The Kidnapper', which is not true."

"You're not a 'kidnapper'...... You are, 'cultivators'. ”

"The Black Star Society, from the very beginning, needed more than just something as simple as a 'living specimen'......"

"What you really want is a 'companion' who agrees with your so-called 'theory of absolute pluralism' and practices it."

"And that person happens to be the 'origin hero' and 'beginning of the legend' of the entire Huaxia Kingdom."

"The whole thing is quite clear here, all the plans and events in the past few days are not aimed at Ji Xuan, nor individual ordinary people, let alone the Chinese government...... Even the group of criminals in the Tiandu Special Prison is not your main purpose......"

"This may sound like a bit of a boast, but your real purpose is actually ......."

"It's me."

Another gust of wind blew, and the coat on Black Star's body fluttered in the wind, but his body was like an iron spear that remained motionless, and there was no expression on his face, as if he was still wearing that mask.

After a long while, the expressionless Black Star slowly spoke: "So, I have done so much, can you understand what I said?" ”

"The two men locked up in front of you have directly or indirectly tried to kill you, and you can turn a blind eye to their deaths, and no one can reproach you for doing so."

"Or even so...... Do you want to repay grievances with virtue? ”

"I am not a slave to justice." Yan Xiuze said such a sentence with a serious expression, and then slowly walked to the cage where Wang Zheng was held and stood still, but he seemed to feel that the sentence just now was still a little thin, and turned his head and said: "But I also don't agree with your 'absolute pluralism theory'. ”

"But that doesn't mean there's nothing in what you're saying."

Yan Xiuze's eyelids drooped, slowly clenched his fists, and suddenly raised his voice and said, "I know everything I am saying now, and the people below can hear it......"

"In that case, I also have a few words in my heart that I don't want to vomit or be unhappy."

"One day two years ago, on the eve of my graduation from university, I was diagnosed with an incurable terminal illness during a physical examination."

"At that time, I was just a poor person suffering from an incurable disease, and I was almost at the end of my life before I even stepped into society."

"At that time, I was very depressed and depressed for a while, although it was not for a long time, but there was a period of time."

"At that time, I often wondered why fate was so unfair that I suffered such misfortune."

"The anxiety that life is approaching the countdown and the moment of death is imminent is incomprehensible to ordinary people who are physically able."

"That's right, of course, I can't understand it, the joys and sorrows of human beings are not the same, and the most difficult thing in this world to do is really empathetic."

"You don't understand today, just as when I'm healthy, you can't understand the kind of sadness when a person is about to die."

"But when I really fell from one group to another, when I really got to that point, I suddenly realized that waiting for death was such a powerless thing."

"It turns out that the so-called pessimism about life and death is just an acceptance of fate knowing that it will end soon."

"That's how bad it feels...... Luckily, you haven't been able to relate to that. ”

"Then, by chance, I was lucky enough to awaken to become a superpower, with superpowers that are unbelievable in the eyes of ordinary people, and a super-capable physique that is far stronger than ordinary people......"

"The gift came so suddenly, so suddenly that I almost got lost in it."

"During this time, I have swelled and sobrieved...... This power that can dominate the world has brought me supreme honor and unimaginable money...... and a whole new social status, which brought me a lot. ”

"However, with a sharp weapon in his heart, he has a murderous heart."

"I quickly discovered that this ability to ignore certain established rules gave me more than just that."

"I feel more and more that doing what I want is no longer something out of reach, and that I can do more and more as I want, but without any real punishment."

"Slowly, I gradually became the 'outlaw' that I used to be very jealous of and despised."

"I was terrified when I found out about this, if I continued like this, would I also degenerate from a superhero who was admired by everyone to a super-powerful criminal who hated ghosts?"

"In order to prevent this from happening, I began to consciously control some of my excesses, and after the superpower brought me so many benefits, it brought me another 'shackle' - except that this shackle was not sent by someone else, and the person who put this shackle on me happened to be myself."

"I thought that as long as this was the case, as long as I still adhered to the original moral code, I put an invisible shackle on myself...... I'm still a good person in the traditional sense of the word, and I'm still able to effortlessly continue to integrate into the lives of ordinary people, as I used to be. ”

"Until Ji Xuan's accident, I always thought like this."

"But now it seems that maybe my previous thoughts were not all right."

"Perhaps, a long time ago, long ago since the day I came out of that cramped nutrition bin......"

"I just can't go back to the way I came from."