"I'm embarrassed to let you come to see me."

Chu Ya looked at a few familiar colleagues in front of her and smiled.

Colleagues who used to work together came to see her.

Chu Ya's mood was a little bitter and sad.

Niu Binghui stepped forward to say hello, "You are unfamiliar with us when you say this." Let's go, let's go out and find a place to eat and talk. ”

Chu Ya looked back at Aunt Hu and Chu Tian in the house, and said, "Dad, Mom, I went out with my colleagues. ”

"Okay, I'll call you then."

Chu Tian nodded again and again, he was sealing the computer. And Aunt Hu also waved at her, "Be careful on the road, don't worry." ”

"Hmm. I know. ”

Chu Ya looked at her parents with a smile, and then followed her colleagues out.

They didn't go too far either, just near the post office at a seafood restaurant called Huifu Building.

There were eight people in the group, all of whom were Chu Ya's colleagues.

The account managers of Changping Post Office are all here, and there are a few who have a good relationship with Chu Ya.

After everyone sat down, they were concerned about Chu Ya, and Chu Ya responded one by one.

Then the boss Guo Hui called for food, and then everyone sat down to chat, and the conversation was not happy.

Yu Qian sat beside Chu Ya, took the initiative to hold her hand, and asked softly, "Ya, what are your plans next?" ”

"Learn to walk."

"Huh?"

"Ah, do you see the single crutch in my hand? I'm going to have to shake it off before I think about what I'm going to do. ”

Chu Ya smiled slightly, in fact, she really didn't know what she was going to do in the future.

I told my mother in Shenzhen that I wanted to work as a cashier, but in fact, I could only do a transitional job, and it was definitely not something I could live on.

What kind of work can allow her to support herself with her hands?

Now Chu Ya can't think of it, and she is not in a hurry to find it, what is more important for her at the moment is to train her to walk, and use her prosthetic leg well, which is the cornerstone for her future.

Even if she wants to go out to look for a job, if the boss sees her coming to the interview with a single crutch, he will definitely not invite her.

had lunch with their colleagues in the restaurant, and they stayed with Chu Ya until Aunt Hu and them came out, drove the car, and watched Chu Ya get in the car and leave, and then dispersed.

Sitting in the car, Chu Ya looked at this familiar town, her eyes were reluctant, but she could only leave in resignation.

……

When I returned to Lianping County, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening.

Chu Ya took off her prosthetic leg and found that the skin of the stump appeared red spots, which seemed to be a little allergic, so she quickly took a shower and took talcum powder and rubbed it on the skin of the stump.

Lying on the bed, she picked up her mobile phone and found that her junior brother Wen Zixuan sent her a message again: Give you a small gift, do you like it?

When Chu Ya saw this text message, she couldn't help but smile and replied: It's okay, it's not too bad.

Wen Zixuan: Have you been doing anything else lately besides training?

Chu Ya: No, because I don't know what to do.

Wen Zixuan: The way to decompress is to play games.

Chu Ya was stunned for a moment, the game?

She didn't go to high school, and after graduating from junior high school, she went directly to Foshan Post and Telecommunications Technical School to study computer science, but she was never addicted to games because of the three-minute heat.

Now that the junior brother is encouraging her to play games, he must be afraid that she will be cranky, so he will have this suggestion.

Chu Ya didn't reply to Wen Zixuan's message for a long time, and Wen Zixuan didn't send another message. She put aside the information and continued to read the novel, the book in her mobile phone, and she hadn't finished reading it yet.

For her, reading novels is about relieving pain.

Now phantom limb pain still appears from time to time, especially at night when she is ready to fall asleep, she always comes out to join in the fun, in order not to worry her parents, so her solution is to divert her attention and read a book.

Only when attention is transferred, the pain in the residual limb can be ignored.

The computer was shipped home, and two days later, Chu Ya mentioned something to her father and asked her father to help her go to Telecom to install broadband.

In the face of his daughter's request, Chu Tian did not have any objections, nodded directly, and said that he would go to the business hall tomorrow to report for installation.

Two days later, the telecom personnel came to install it, and Chu Ya also installed the desktop computer, and the computer was put in her room.

After she connected to the Internet, the first thing she did was to log in to Tencent QQ.

Since she had a car accident, although she has also logged on to her mobile phone QQ, she is more of a diary and writes about her feelings.

Now, after she boarded it, she found that Yan Xu had sent her a lot of messages, but she had not replied in the past few months.

Not because I don't love, but because I don't want to drag him down, and I don't want to get entangled with him, and finally suffer from each other.

He accused her of being ruthless in QQ, and he still loved her, but she pushed him out and didn't even let him get even half a step closer to her.

Chu Ya sat in front of the computer, looking at Yan Xu's messages, and her mood was complicated and indescribable.

She finally typed a line of words: Xu, breaking up is a choice I made, you can meet a better person than me. Believe, you will be happy.

After sending this message, she gritted her teeth and deleted Yan Xu's QQ.

Now that she had decided to let him go, she didn't want to give him any more chances, nor did she want to give herself a chance.

In her own future, she can't see what it is like, where does she have the confidence to walk hand in hand with him?

As soon as she deleted his QQ, the phone rang immediately - Yan Xu.

She held the phone, and finally pressed the answer, and said in a cold tone: "Is there something wrong?" ”

- "Chu Ya! How can you do this to me? ”

Yan Xu on the other end of the phone, her voice was a little crying, still accusing her.

- "Why! You say! Why do you have to break up with me, I don't dislike you for being disabled, I really don't! ”

In the face of his scolding, Chu Ya's face was a little painful. Yes, he didn't dislike himself. However, his family has disliked it!

It is impossible for her to be with him anymore.

Breaking up was not only his mother's request, but also a decision that Chu Ya had to make in her own heart.

Chu Ya slowly closed her eyes, tears slid from the corners of her eyes, "Xu, do you think that when two people are together, just one word of love can solve all problems?" I don't think that if I love you and you love me, I will solve the problem. We broke up peacefully, okay? ”

- "Not good! I disagree! ”

"Whether you agree or not, we won't contact each other in the future. You take good care of yourself and take care of your family. You are the only child in the family, and you are the only one your parents can rely on. You and I are at the end of our fate. ”

- "Chu Ya! How can you be so ruthless! How can you break up with me so unapprehended, you ......"

Chu Ya didn't listen to his next words, and hung up one step ahead.

She was afraid that she would be held accountable by him, and then directly expressed her reluctance, which made Yan Xu realize her sincerity.