Since the car accident that day, Chu Ya has always been forced to think of the helpless picture of herself lying in a pool of blood these nights.

Then the whole person woke up instantly, she knew that the matter was in the past, and she didn't need to remember it like this. It's just that the picture in her mind is so real and clear, it makes her feel like she has returned to that day.

If she could forget, she would like to forget that day......

Because that day, she saw her shattered left leg with her own eyes, and because of the bloody picture, she still doesn't dare to go to the vegetable market to sell meat.

She still remembers that after being discharged from the hospital, when she saw those bloody bones for the first time, she vomited, and she couldn't tell how hard it was.

She didn't vomit when she was pregnant, but she couldn't help but feel sick to her stomach when she saw the bloody bones so far.

She didn't know if her situation was post-traumatic or not.

If it was cooked food, it was in front of her, and she didn't react.

On this day, Jun Jiuyuan went to pick up the car and came back, as soon as he got home, he saw Chu Ya sitting on the sofa, although he was holding a mobile phone in his hand, his eyes were looking out of the window, and he didn't seem to notice his return at all.

Her situation made Jun Jiuyuan a little worried, and after closing the door, he walked to her side and asked softly, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Chu Ya was stunned for a moment, as if she had just come back to her senses, and then shook her head lightly, "It's nothing." ”

"Did it scare you because of the car accident that day?"

Jun Jiuyuan looked at her, very sure that she was a little wrong since the car accident that day.

Chu Ya put down her phone and nodded, "The car accident that day affected me a little. Because, I never thought that a car accident would be so close to me. You have been encouraging me to get a driver's license, but I have never agreed, and I am not even willing to study. It's because I have a fear of cars. ”

"You're afraid of big trucks?"

"Big trucks are one thing, and on the other hand, I don't think I like to go out very much, and cars are dispensable for me, so I don't want to study. It was convenient and simple to go out and take a taxi. ”

"You're talking about short distances. But what about long distances? ”

"There are trains, high-speed trains, planes for long distances. No matter how bad it is, there are buses! ”

"Buses, there will be accidents, and they are not 100% safe."

"There is no 100% safe means of transportation in this world, and accidents do not exist all the time every day. And I think I'm a coward, so I don't learn to drive, even if I do a little bit to the earth, don't drive, and be environmentally friendly. ”

Jun Jiuyuan couldn't refute her seemingly reasonable words, and finally he sighed, "It seems that I can only be a coachman for you for the rest of your life." ”

"If you don't want to, you can change people."

Chu Ya looked at him funny and said jokingly.

"What nonsense? I didn't say I didn't want to. Jun Jiuyuan suddenly reached out and hugged her in his arms, and suddenly said, "I've always been curious, what did you talk about with He Juan that day?" ”

"Want to know?"

"Hmm."

"Let's go, accompany me to buy food and flowers. Make me happy, I'll tell you. ”

Chu Ya pushed him, and his originally heavy mood, because of his presence, had subsided a lot. On the day of the car accident, many years have passed since now, and she should have tried to let go and let go......

It's just that it's easy to say, but if you really do it, it's hard.

For so many years, she has been reminding herself that if the driver who caused the accident escaped, even if he escaped the punishment, could he escape the burden of sin in his heart? Sometimes, if you do too many bad things, will you really not feel bad on your conscience?

I followed Jun Jiuyuan to the seafood market, bought treasure fish, bought a few large crabs, bought a fresh large cuttlefish, and bought some tender celery.

In the evening, I plan to steam the treasure fish, stir-fry the crab with ginger and shallots, stir-fry the celery with cuttlefish, and then have a soup. She thought about it, and there was still bonito at home, so she directly bought some keels and went home to make keel bonito soup.

When she passed by a flower shop, she picked out five perfume lilies.

Jun Jiuyuan was responsible for carrying things on the side throughout the whole process, and he had to pay.

When the two of them went home, Chu Ya was empty-handed, while Jun Jiuyuan was holding a lot of things in his hands. And when he returned to the community, it happened that his son also came back, and today it was his father Chutian who took him to the railway park to play.

Now as soon as he saw Chu Ya and Jun Jiuyuan, he shouted from afar: "Dad, Mom!" ”

The two little short legs ran fast, and then rushed to Chu Ya's face, "Mom, hug!" ”

Chu Ya looked at him funny, stretched out her hands, and hugged him, "Have you had so much fun?" Tomorrow is Monday, and you're going to kindergarten! ”

"Got it. The teacher also gave me a little red flower, Mom, have you forgotten? The little one held his head high and boasted.

Chu Ya kissed him on the cheek, "See, baby is awesome." Will you take the little saffron home again next week? ”

"Yes!"

He was very happy to respond.

Father Chu Tian walked over and took the dishes in Jun Jiuyuan's hand, looking stunned, "Why do you buy so many vegetables?" ”

Jun Jiuyuan glanced at Chu Ya, and finally said, "If you don't go to the restaurant to eat, then buy it back and make it yourself." Today, everyone eats a little better and is happy together. ”

"Okay, then I'll bring the food back."

Chu Tian smiled kindly, for him, although he had no sons, he had two good daughters.

The eldest daughter is married, but the younger daughter is willing to be by his and his wife's side.

Son-in-law Jun Jiuyuan is more like half a son, living under the same roof, shouting at him and his wife, and sincerely treating them as family.

When his son saw that Chutian was going home, he also shouted that he wanted to go back with him, and he was very sensible that he wanted to help carry things home.

Their grandfather and grandson seemed to be happily going home, and Jun Jiuyuan was still holding the bouquet of perfume lilies in his hand.

On the wooden chair in the community, Jun Jiuyuan sat down, and then said: "I also bought vegetables and flowers, isn't it time to reveal the mystery?" ”

Chu Ya looked at him, the corners of her mouth hooked slightly, "Hmm." I said something like this to Miss He: Do you think I am afraid that Jun Jiuyuan will mention divorce, or Jun Jiuyuan will be afraid that I will mention divorce? ”

"And then?"

"No more."

Jun Jiuyuan glared at her, "You solved it like this?" ”

"Uh-huh."

He looked loveless, "I'll go!" It's so simple, I would have said it if I knew it! ”

Chu Ya smiled lightly on the side, "You said it was useless." Because the person she wants to see is me. Her real purpose is to make me leave you voluntarily because of low self-esteem. ”

"Huh?"

Jun Jiuyuan was stunned for a moment, a little incomprehensible.

Men's way of thinking is rational, while women's way of thinking is emotional.

Chu Ya didn't continue to talk about this topic in depth, and reached out to take the perfume lily from his hand, "Go home, I want to put the flowers in a bottle." ”