It's just that standing like this all the time isn't that the thing, is it? But it doesn't seem like that's the case when you have to undress and untie your gums right away.

"Do you want to come and sit next to me and talk?" Chen Jianjun pointed to the position beside him.

Zhang Weizhao used to sit next to Chen Jianjun.

This unrefusal attitude made Chen Jianjun a little uncomfortable, but he was sincerely happy. He looked at Zhang Weizhao, and Zhang Weizhao also looked at him. It had been a long, long time since he had looked at Zhang Weizhao at close range like this.

Zhang Weizhao's eyes were very quiet when he looked at him, but he seemed to interpret a lot of content from them, including love, compassion, and care. He felt that Zhang Weizhao's face looked more divine than the statue of the West Queen Mother in the Queen Mother Palace.

Faced with such a face and being stared at by such a pair of eyes, Chen Jianjun suddenly felt a thick sadness rise in his heart.

"Don't you like me that much? Do you want to leave me alone? Chen Jianjun opened his mouth to say such words, and at the same time, his eyes became moist.

He himself was taken aback. Shouldn't he show the domineering aura of the emperor to Zhang Weizhao and make her bow to Tianwei? Shouldn't he be using the means of an adult man to lead Zhang Weizhao into Gentle Township at this time? Why is a mouth so childish?

In order to cover up his embarrassment, he abruptly went to pull Zhang Weizhao's hand, Zhang Weizhao did not resist, and let him pull it.

Chen Jianjun had been thinking about Zhang Weizhao for so long, and he really pulled Zhang Weizhao's hand, but he didn't have the expected ecstasy feeling, but his heart was full of sadness and vicissitudes. Chen Jianjun felt even more flustered, so he simply stood up and took advantage of the situation to pull Zhang Weizhao into his arms and hug him tightly.

There is no blood in the blood, no desire is blazing, he just wants to hug Zhang Weizhao and cry bitterly.

Zhang Weizhao seemed to feel it, grabbed his shoulder with his backhand, and patted him behind his back.

Chen Jianjun suddenly burst into tears. His chest seemed to be blocked with a large ball of cotton wool, and he leaned his head on Zhang Weizhao's shoulder, and said, "Why did you leave me?" Why did you leave me behind? He felt as if he had shrunk into a young child, clinging to the hem of his coat, begging in vain, knowing that he would be abandoned and thrown into fear of the unknown.

Zhang Weizhao stood still and let him vent his emotions.

I don't know how long it took, Chen Jianjun suddenly pulled back his consciousness from the distant past, understood what he was doing, hurriedly pushed Zhang Weizhao away, turned his back to wipe away his tears, stabilized his mind, and then turned his head and frowned:

"What spell did you use on me?"

Zhang Weizhao shook his head lightly: "I didn't use any spells. ”

"Really?" Chen saw that Jun was suspicious.

"Really." Zhang Weizhao looked frank.

Chen Jianjun sat down in the chair and did not speak.

Zhang Weizhao sat next to Chen Jianjun and asked, "Your Majesty, you can ask yourself, do you really want to accept me as a concubine?" Do you really have a love for me? ”

Chen Jianjun was very angry: "You still don't believe it? Can't you feel what I mean for you? ”

"I think," Zhang Weizhao said word by word, "that you are not to me the feelings of an adult man for an adult woman. It's like a child looking for his mother. ”

"Ridiculous!" Chen Jianjun immediately retorted, but his heart was as if he had been hit by a heavy hammer, and his face turned pale in an instant.

Zhang Weizhao pursed his lips and looked at him without speaking.

Chen Jianjun couldn't stand the calm. He grabbed Zhang Weizhao's arm, pulled her into the inner bedroom, tightly wrapped her in his arms with his arms, and exhaled breath to Zhang Weizhao's ears.

The breath was short, but it wasn't because of emotion. Zhang Weizhao hugged him tightly, stayed quietly in his arms for a while, and suddenly said, "You have no reaction to me."

Chen Jianjun's eyes widened, and his whole body froze.

Zhang Weizhao continued: "You don't really want to be intimate with me. ”

Chen Jianjun was ashamed and angry. Obviously, his physical condition is very good during this time, and it is clear that he is cultivating himself and ensuring that he is energetic for today. But why is it that at this critical juncture, his body is not moving? and was also discovered by Zhang Weizhao.

He grabbed Zhang Weizhao's shoulder and asked angrily, "What demon technique did you use on me?" ”

Zhang Weizhao did not answer Chen Jianjun's question, but went straight on: "You don't really want to be intimate with me, you don't really want to accept me as a concubine." You just want to keep me in this way, and you are so afraid of separation, that I will leave you and leave, just like your mother left you back then, no matter how much you pleaded. ”

Chen Jianjun's hand grabbing Zhang Weizhao's shoulder was shaking violently, and tears came out of his eyes. He didn't know why he was like this, he had become very strange since he came to the Flying Immortal Palace today. But at the same time, he had a feeling that this is the case, that everything is logically like this.

"So," he said, with tears in his eyes, "will you leave me behind?" ”

"Even if I never leave you, there is still no way to untie the knot in your heart. You will still be grappled with sadness and anger. Because this problem is fundamentally a problem between you and the Queen Mother, not between me and you. ”

Chen Jianjun let go of his hand, turned around and held on to the bed rail, and there was no movement for a long time.

I don't know how long it took, he turned around and looked at Zhang Weizhao, and there were countless thoughts boiling and turning in his heart.

Are you going to take her? But it seems that what she said is right, she doesn't want to have a fire with her.

Are you going to kill her? The words that came out of her mouth were incredible, but they poked deep into her heart. It seems that such a person who snooped on the emperor's privacy should not stay. However, he didn't want her to die, as if she were dead, and this mortal world would suddenly become extremely desolate.

When they were sitting together, Chen Jianjun always had the idea of getting closer and closer to Zhang Weizhao. And after saying these words, these thoughts melted away.

He really didn't know what to do with Zhang Weizhao, so he simply turned his head, picked up the curtain, walked to the living room, stood for a while, pushed the door and went out.

The little eunuchs who were sitting lazily resting under the porch in the courtyard were startled when they saw Chen Jianjun come out, they thought that Chen Jianjun would spend the night here. Some people immediately came to serve, and some people hurriedly went to spread the word to Wang Zhi, who was resting in the tea room.

Chen Jianjun didn't care about their hecticism, walked straight to the outside of the Dan Courtyard, got into the soft sedan chair, and said, "Go back to the palace!" ”

None of the attendants dared to ask anything, so they had to lift the sedan chair and walk out.

Not far away, Wang Zhi caught up from behind and followed the sedan chair forward. In this scene, it seems that Chen Jianjun and Zhang Weizhao have collapsed again. The further he went, the more Wang Zhi's heart sank, and the more his anger went up. What's going on with this girl? It's all well arranged, what kind of moth is she going to have?

After leaving the West Garden, entering the Forbidden City, and walking south along the sandwich road, Chen Jianjun suddenly stopped. The soft sedan car stopped in the aisle.

Everyone stood in the aisle and waited.

After a while, Chen Jianjun lifted the sedan curtain and said, "Go to Changle Palace!" ”

But no one moved.

As soon as he stopped, everyone guessed that the emperor was fortunate that Zhaoming couldn't be a real person, and eighty percent was holding back the fire, so which concubine should he go to. As a result, the emperor was going to find his mother. So for a while, everyone thought that they had heard it wrong, and no one dared to move.

In the end, Wang Zhi walked over and said, "Did Your Majesty say that you want to go to Changle Palace?" But the Queen Mother should have rested at this time......"

"Go to Changle Palace!" Chen Jianjun has no doubts.

"Yes!" All should come.

Chen Jianjun and his entourage were diverted to Changle Palace.

The Queen Mother was originally getting older and sleeping less, and she was restless these days, so she slept even later. Therefore, although it was time for her to go to bed now, she had only washed up, sat in front of the dresser in civilian clothes, her eyes half-closed, and asked Xiangyu to comb her hair through her hair with a handful of ivory.

Suddenly hearing that the emperor was coming, the queen mother was startled, thinking that something was wrong, and hurriedly asked Xiangyu to pull up her hair, and came out of the inner room to the main hall to wait.

The Queen Mother waited for Chen Jianjun to speak, but Chen Jianjun didn't make a sound for a long time.

He felt that he had a stomach full of things to say, and these words seemed to be meaningless nonsense, because it had nothing to do with the government, the heirs of the clan, and the country. But it seems to be as heavy as Mount Tai, because this is his mystery and confusion about his life.

"What's wrong with you, Emperor?" The Queen Mother saw that Chen Jianjun's face was unnaturally flushed, his eyes were red and swollen, and she suspected that he was drunk, but she didn't smell the slightest smell of alcohol.

"I just came from the Flying Immortal Palace." Chen Jianjun said in a low voice.

The Queen Mother glanced at the messy accessories around his waist, and the scarf on his head was a little crooked, and a burst of anger surged up in her heart, and she counted: "Emperor, Emperor!" What do you tell me to say! You already have so many concubines, is there only one missing? As he spoke, he turned around and sat on the soft chair, leaning towards Chen Jianjun: "I can't control who you don't spoil if you don't!" You don't have to tell me about it in the future! ”

Chen Jianjun came out of the Flying Immortal Palace, full of confusion, he suddenly wanted to see the Queen Mother, and felt that there were many things he wanted to tell the Queen Mother, but the Queen Mother's attitude was like pouring a basin of ice water on him, which made him feel cold in an instant.

Knowing that the Queen Mother had misunderstood, Chen Jianjun said angrily: "Why can't I spoil her!" The women of this harem, I can spoil whichever one I want. Could it be that just because the prince is a little delusional about her, I can't give it up? ”

The Queen Mother became even more angry when she heard this, turned her head and said, "Don't get involved with Cong'er!" It has nothing to do with him. You can do whatever you want, and you can be whoever you want. But don't be angry with others, it's right to let Cong'er out quickly. ”

"Anyway, your heart is Cong'er, Cong'er! Never took me to heart! Earlier, you were full of your father, and now, you are full of princes. I've never been anything in your eyes! Chen Jianjun was inexplicably sad and indignant, and finally shouted out the words that had been hidden in his heart for many years.