After breakfast, the hands of the wall clock on the wall can be pointed to eight o'clock, and the English assault class starts at half past eight, Yan Xiuze's home is far away from the cram school, and it takes nearly twenty minutes to take the subway, leaving little time for Yan Xiuze.

Hurriedly put on his schoolbag and changed his shoes, Yan Xiuze almost trotted out of the house, fortunately, there was a subway station at the door of his house, so he could get on the bus and set off quickly.

Probably due to the weekend, even the morning subway station is still crowded, and the subway is even more crowded.

Yan Xiuze, who was thin and weak, finally squeezed in, and had to grab a handle and silently wait for the subway to run.

In fact, when he just came in before, there was a person who vacated the seat, but Yan Xiuze stood motionless as if he didn't see the vacant seat.

According to Yan Xiuze's idea, the subway has such a large flow of people, there will always be the old and young, sick and disabled at every station, even if he takes a few stops, he will inevitably give up his seat to the elderly and children in the end.

Yan Xiuze didn't know when he started to have this kind of thought, he never wanted to trouble anyone, but he also hated other people to trouble him, as if he didn't care about anything, he had no hope for living every day, he had no motivation, but he could get by.

Because of this, I obviously like to study liberal arts more, but I don't have any objections to going to science in the future. Parents let them go to cram school, and parents let them concentrate on studying...... As a result, he is silent in class, does not participate in any extracurricular activities between classmates, and always acts alone, as if he is outside the world.

Yes...... It's a boring life.

I don't know if it's because of lack of sleep, Yan Xiuze drooped his eyes and yawned from time to time, but he was quickly attracted by the small TV content on the subway, which seemed to be someone's funeral, and many people dressed in black were bowing their heads in silence in front of a cemetery, according to news reports, a policeman died in the line of duty.

Hey? Strange, did I see that guy on the edge of the TV screen somewhere?

Yan Xiuze carefully approached the screen, looking at the tall man at the edge, his mind fell into chaos......

What a familiar feeling......

But before Yan Xiuze could think of anything, the picture had been cut away and turned into a video of a singing competition.

Although he has some doubts, Yan Xiuze is the kind of character who doesn't care about anything and doesn't care, even if he has something to do with him? The past is gone.

Twenty minutes later, the subway arrived on time, Yan Xiuze tightened the strap of his schoolbag and rushed towards the subway entrance.

Out of the subway, after a few turns, through a few alleys, and soon arrived at the location of the cram school, Yan Xiuze looked at the electronic watch on his wrist, there were still three minutes and half past eight, and he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief......

It's kind of catching up.

The whole morning's English class is quite boring, in addition to memorizing words and grammar, it is a set of reading comprehension questions, I have to say, every weekend's English tutoring class should be the most depressing moment of the week for Yan Xiuze, his English has always been a weakness, but the cram school teacher also likes to ask himself, every time it comes to this kind of questioning moment, Yan Xiuze himself has a feeling of being "publicly executed".

finally survived the morning of English class, but the haze in Yan Xiuze's heart did not dissipate, because he was about to go out shopping with his parents in the afternoon......

If English tuition is his most depressed moment, then the weekend shopping activities of the whole family should be counted as the second depressed......

Yan Xiuze is very afraid of his parents, not because his parents have a bad attitude towards him, or often beat and scold...... On the contrary, the highly educated strict father and strict mother will never do anything to Yan Xiuze, they have always believed that corporal punishment of children can not have a positive educational effect, and it can be replaced by another harsh "bondage education".

Almost since kindergarten, Yan Xiuze's spare time has been completely at the disposal of his parents, who always keep a close watch on their son to ensure that he can always walk straight on the track set by his parents and will not deviate.

Obviously, this kind of education model with a strong tendency to control has indeed played a very significant effect, until the first year of high school, Yan Xiuze did not have any privacy in front of his parents at all, he did not fight, did not smoke or drink, and never went to an Internet café...... Of course, I didn't confess to the girl I liked.

Yan Xiuze once had a fierce rebellion in junior high school, but soon, the flame of revolution was extinguished by Yan's father and mother.

This is also the reason why Yan Xiuze is afraid of getting along with his parents. As long as they are together, they will instill Yan Xiuze with the blueprint of his future route, and will teach Yan Xiuze in a very oppressive tone the kindness of his parents to Yan Xiuze, just like an animal declaring the sovereignty of a certain territory.

After lunch, Yan Xiuze's family of three quickly drove to the largest shopping plaza nearby, but due to the tight location of the parking space, Yan's father had to park the car on the side of the road.

"Isn't parking not allowed here?" Yan Xiuze looked around with some concern: "And this place happens to squeeze the two cars behind it......"

"What do children understand? We'll go in for a while and come out right away. Father Yan said impatiently: "There is no surveillance and photography here, who will care about us?" Get out of the car! ”

Yan's father's lesson made Yan Xiuze swallow all the subsequent persuasions into his stomach, as the weakest member of the entire family, his suggestions are usually difficult to be adopted by the head of the family.

got out of the car and entered the shopping plaza, Yan Xiuze's nightmare was not over, along the way, Yan's mother always chattered and asked questions about Yan Xiuze's studies: "How is the class in the English cram school today?" Did the teacher ask you any questions? Did you ask questions and answers? I've given you a lot of gifts, and I've asked her to take care of you a little more......"

"Uh-huh...... OK. Yan Xiuze lowered his head and said hesitantly, he always likes to answer his mother with this kind of ambiguous answer, although it will cause a new round of questioning, but at least it can make his brain empty and not exhaust himself from endless coping......

It's so tiring to be alive, Yan Xiuze thought.