I smiled, reached out and wiped the corners of my eyes, then looked at Xiao Li and took her hand, "Xiao Li, it's been more than half a year since we met each other!" ”

Xiao Li nodded, "Yes! Time flies! ”

"You take care of me like a sister, keep me safe, you are like my own arm, I am used to the days when you are by my side."

I took her hand and held it tightly in my hand, really reluctant to let go.

Xiao Li was also a little moved, looking at me.

"I can't see you all of a sudden, you're not by my side, I'm ...... I'm really not used to it! I don't know what I'm going to do in the future! ”

What I said was really heartfelt, and I couldn't say it anymore for a while.

"Xingchen, you are right to rely on me, that means that my mission is complete!" Xiao Li said very easily, I knew she was making me happy, "Don't think too much, since we are sisters, we always have to see each other!" ”

I nodded vigorously, "Xiao Li, no matter where you are on a mission, remember that I am here, as long as you are in Qingcheng, or come to Qingcheng, go home!" Good no good? ”

"Good!" Xiao Li was also very moved.

"Pay attention to safety when you go out to work, and protect yourself is the best way to complete the task!" I looked at Xiao Li with teary eyes.

"Hmmm! I know! Her eyes were moist as well.

"That...... Jiang Zhuo...... You guys? I looked at Xiao Li and asked, I knew that Jiang Zhuo was really a little deeply involved in Xiao Li during this time.

Xiao Li's face turned red and she approached me, "I'm such a wandering person, I don't know how to face him, Xingchen!" How do you say our love talks? ”

"Then it depends on whether you love him or not?" I looked at Xiao Li, "If you love him, it is the end of the world, and the two hearts are also together!" ”

"What about you?" Xiao Li looked at me and asked rhetorically.

I lowered my eyes, "I'm different from you!" I've loved it, it's unforgettable, but it's also hurt, it's bone-eroding pain! I don't want to make the wrong choice, so instead of loving anyone and hurting anyone, then I'd rather be like this, if one day, I meet again, I'm choosing! ”

What I said was a bit of a gamble, but I just didn't dare to face it.

"Xingchen, don't be naïve anymore, okay, why are you torturing the three of you, you should make a decision immediately and give the person who is out a little life!" Xiao Li smiled at me and said, "Even if it's painful, they can accept it!" ”

I smiled bitterly, even if it is painful, who will accept it? I just want me to take it.

Xiao Li sat down in front of me and said faintly, "I honestly say that I don't have feelings for Jiang Zhuo, he is the type I like, responsible, enthusiastic, career-oriented, and handsome, but I can't give him stability!" ”

Xiao Li was a little indifferent, a little sad.

"In this life, I am loyal to my career, and it is impossible to put down my pursuits, or even sacrifice myself, for the sake of marriage! So how can I give him a commitment and stability, he has no reason to make his marriage boring because of me, or grow old in waiting, even I can't say how long he will wait, far away! ”

Xiao Li is right, but I understand, in fact, she is already in love.

"In marriage, separation is the most bitter and the most insecure, with his conditions, he can find a beautiful and excellent woman who is as gentle as water to accompany him, I can't give him these, I have chosen the road to take, I have already made up my mind and sworn to see death as home!"

"Nonsense, what is the view of death? Are you always young? There is no time when you are old, there is no time when you can't do it, you are old, you will naturally retire, then you will return to the family, is it possible that you will not have a home for the rest of your life? ”

I looked at Xiao Li and persuaded her, "Xiao Li, if you have the feeling of blushing and heartbeat, just love, it's very happy and sweet, don't refuse!" No matter how strong you are, you are still a woman! ”

We were both silent, and then she looked up at me, "Star! In fact, you say that what I said makes sense, but in the face of yourself, you run away! Actually, the two of us are the same! ”

I lowered my eyelids and pondered Xiao Li's words.

"You just don't admit it! You've been running away! Xiao Li took my hand, "Xingchen, do you remember what I told you when we were in City C on a business trip together?" I said, you love the president, you loved in the past, in fact, you still love now! ”

I smiled bitterly, "I'm numb!" ”

"You're not numb, you're not courageous, you don't have the courage to choose!" Xiao Li grabbed my hand and added some strength, "Actually, it is possible that Qin Haonan is more suitable for you, but it is bound to be bland and not passionate enough, but the president is different, what he gives you is always passionate, and he also loves domineering and selfish!" ”

"Qin Haonan can give you comfort and tranquility, you are more like friends and confidants!" Xiao Li gave her opinion, "Xingchen, just like Qin Haonan said, don't carry the burden, put it down!" ”

I nodded, "Wait until I figure it out!" After helping this time, I'll think about it! ”

"Hmmm! Then you have good news for me! Xiao Li said to me very seriously.

"Yes! Absolutely! I wiped away my tears and looked at Xiao Li.

"I'll come again, I'm going to watch Xiaowan get married!" Xiao Li said with a cheerful face, "Xiao Wan has told me repeatedly, even if she doesn't say that I'm coming!" ”

"Great, then you can tell me where you're going to carry out the general direction of the mission, right?" I looked at Xiao Li and asked.

"It's possible to go abroad this time!" Xiao Li smiled and said very generally.

It's already good, I know their discipline.

"That's okay, Xiaowan gets married, if it's convenient for you, come early and stay a few more days!" I'm really a little bit reluctant.

"That's, but it's possible that it's just a lack of skills! I won't be able to do that, but I'll fight for it! I love this place in Qingcheng! ”

"That's it, then marry here!" I teased her.

"It's not impossible!" Xiao Li smiled heartily.

This night, I stayed in the apartment with Xiao Li, and we stayed up all night!

The next day, I drove her to the airport, she hugged me and walked inside, and at the moment of entering the security check, I heard an affectionate call from behind me, "Xiao Li!" ”

We all looked back, I saw Jiang Zhuo coming in a hurry, I wanted Xiao Li to run over, and grabbed Xiao Li's hand, the two of them looked at each other like that, or Jiang Zhuo finally took the initiative to pour Xiao Li into his arms! Hold it tightly in your arms!

I laugh!

That's nice!

I turned and walked out, hoping that they would have a lover and finally be married!

When I returned to the office, I suddenly felt so lonely, and I was always lonely and wanted to be overwhelming.

I got up and walked out of the office and drove away.

Wandering aimlessly in the traffic, the loss of the whole thing made me unable to find myself, I lost myself.

The phone kept thinking, over and over again, I looked at the screen, it was Xiao Tianyu!

I don't want to answer his calls, I'm afraid to answer his calls.

Unconsciously, my car drove back to the airport, and I parked in the parking lot of the airport, and I sat in the car for a long time, and my head was full and empty.

One by one, the planes roared up and down, and flew back and forth.

It seems like I'm the only one who has lost myself.

I reached out and picked up the phone, dialed it out, and soon Qin Haonan's literati voice came from the phone, "Brother Haonan!" Where are you? ”

"Xingchen, what's wrong? I'm in the United States! ”

"Oh!"

I hung up, pushed the car door, walked straight into the departure hall, bought the nearest flight to Los Angeles, and 40 minutes later, I boarded the plane and took off!

I found that I was headstrong and didn't even inform my mother of my whereabouts.

At this moment, I especially want to see Qin Haonan, and there is only this one direction.

On the plane, the 13-year-old has been beating in front of my eyes, gliding by scene after scene like a movie, to my eyes are all inverted red images, I feel so tired, I feel so tired, I am like a lonely boat on the vast sea, boundless, and there is no shore to turn back.

A voice in my heart is telling me that it is better to be by his side, close my eyes and let love surround me, and live an ordinary life.

I smiled wryly, and the people around me looked at me in amazement.

I even thought, if I don't go back to Qingcheng like this, then I don't have to face those troublesome problems.

It seems that I really escaped, no matter how long I could escape, I really did!

In the past ten hours, I have thought about a lot of things, just like subtraction, I have thrown one thing after another to the nine heavens, I think I have chosen, I can't be ungrateful.

When I arrived in Los Angeles, it was already the night when the lights were on, and when I got out of the airport, I stood for a long time before I reached out and called a taxi and said the address of 'home'.

I was a little nervous.

I understand that once I step into the door of 'home' today, I will not retreat and live an ordinary life.

As the car drove into that familiar neighborhood, the house was getting closer and closer to me, and my heart was beating faster and faster.

I restrained my emotions and the driver told me, "Miss, you've arrived!" ”

After paying for the car, I got off the station and was at the door, thinking about everything in 'home', the warm lights, the delicious meals, and Qin Haonan's warm smile......

I didn't have the courage to walk in, I seemed to see another figure running towards me, he was running so eagerly, he stretched out his hand, and my familiar voice sounded in my ears, "Xingchen, have you forgotten?" I am the universe of the stars! ”

The heart, inexplicably twitched, and I just went in, or did I go back?

I leaned against the tree in the doorway and looked at the window that glowed warmly.

Suddenly, I saw a familiar figure appear in that window, this figure was all too familiar to me, it was Qiao Xin.

Joxin?

Joshin here?

I walked in excitedly, and the moment I opened the door, I froze in place.