Chapter 437: Heartbeat History: VIII

On April 11, 2016, Chiba worked hard to write "Sequel, Heartwarming History Revision" from a very objective point of view on the topic of his own heart-warming history.

The History of the Heart, VIII

A very good girl, codenamed Yu Xinxiang

In the first semester, Yu Xinxiang met me,

I told the counsellor that I wanted to write a reply.

Mainly after reading the letter, I have something to say,

Secondly, just look at what others have written,

If you don't go back, you can't stand others,

In the second semester, I got to know Yu Xinxiang,

At that time, I didn't know many girls in my class.

Don't ask, I've been in the same class for a semester, and I still read together every day, and I don't know much.

It's really not much to know,

I asked her who I was writing to in my first semester.

I think they just asked each other about it.

She asked me what I was doing with this.

I said repay the favor,

And she didn't tell me who it was.

Awareness here means to notice,

I usually keep what others have given me,

One day, while sorting through those letters,

I accidentally found out that the person I wrote to in two semesters was actually the same person.

I was very surprised.

At that time, I was in a state of being dumped by Ao Chuxue,

So I'll have some scruples,

I'm not too embarrassed to talk to her anymore,

When I was still with Ao Chuxue, she was a good friend who I regarded as a good friend who could say anything.

At first, I didn't care if she understood it or not, I would share a lot of my thoughts with her.

I seem to have told her that people in the countryside should not be with people in the city.

It's also the inferiority complex in my heart that is causing trouble,

Later, I felt that my unilateral statement was very bad and unfair to others.

So I didn't express my thoughts to her much anymore.

But I've always trusted her.

When preparing to buy a laptop,

I felt that a cow in the class was a little impressed, so I used her to press me.

But then I asked Brother Xian to help me only take online shopping.

When I've confirmed that I'm the same person,

I'll ask her again,

She replied to me: So what? Isn't it? And then what?

I just said I don't know how to get back,

I feel like what she writes folds up very well,

I asked her,

She seems to be saying that she is doing this at home or at relatives, and she forgets,

I felt like I was being slapped in the face,

And then I didn't contact a lot.

I haven't been in touch since I graduated.

I don't think I'm too embarrassed to reach out to others.

People are very good to me,

And I have nothing to repay,

Maybe no contact is the best thing to do.

I don't know much,

There doesn't seem to be any major disadvantage in terms of understanding.

Watching animations such as Conan, reading web novels on mobile phones, the personality is quite gentle,

I have been a class committee member and are enthusiastic about serving the people.

Reading online novels gives people the feeling that they are not very serious about studying.

I really appreciate a girl of mine, codenamed Zhao Shuidan

After realizing that unilateral telling is not good for Ao Chuxue,

After rarely sharing a lot of ideas with Ao Chuxue,

I applied for the second club in college.

Zhao Shuidan is an official in the community,

I feel that Zhao Shuidan appreciates me,

I felt like she helped me get in,

She also watches animation,

We talk a lot,

Chatting and chatting,

After a while,

may have reached the point of ambiguity,

Once she called me out to meet,

I don't know why she didn't arrive.

Later, she seemed to say that there was something, but I don't know if it's true or not.

Later, the conversation gradually decreased,

I didn't talk about it again.

On the one hand, I felt that she might have hesitated or not decided or decided the opposite outcome and didn't come out to see me.

On the other hand, I felt like I was being released into the pigeons,

On the other hand, they like to eat steamed buns, and I'm worried that I won't be able to eat them.

She gives me the feeling that she can watch animations, write things, have the ability and ideas, trust and support others, feel safe communicating with her, and think very well.