Life Online / 2015-11-10

I received a call from my mother at about 3 o'clock in the morning last night, my father passed away (more than 3 o'clock in the morning on November 8, 2015), and I dared to go to Zhejiang at 7 o'clock in the morning.

After my father died, my mother was nearly 50 years old, and there was a younger brother in the third or fourth grade of elementary school at home, and I needed to take on the burden of the family, and the responsibility of raising my younger brother to grow up and go to school.

When I was very young, my two aunts often took me to the village to hang out or watch black and white TV, around 5 years old, my father, uncle and grandfather and uncle went out separately, my parents went out early every day and came back late, I was still young at that time, often waiting for my parents to come home at my uncle's house, when I was in the 3rd and 4th grade, my father began to go to the development zone in the city as a shovel worker, and barely arched me to study until the first semester of the third year of junior high school, maybe not enough money and the introduction of relatives in the third year of junior high school My parents and relatives went to Zhejiang to work, About half a year or about I have a younger brother, in the 5th and 6th grades, my mother thinks I am relatively small, it is difficult to walk to school, and I began to live with man zi, the first year of a lot of boarding students, we are not lonely when we study at night in the senior year, life online, you must be good to the people around you, relatives, friends, and other people who get along sometimes play ball and sometimes go to the teacher's house to watch TV, the second year began to charge, The campus is deserted a lot at night, and there are still a dozen or so people who stay to stay.

This life is too fragile and short, we are equivalent to being in a real-life massively multiplayer role-playing game, but this is the real SAO, once the time has passed, it cannot be repeated, once it dies, the body will disappear soon, and it cannot be resurrected as easily as in the game, none of us can predict how long we can exist, when we will die, so we must live without regrets, in such a life online, we must treat the people around you, relatives, friends, and other people who get along.

In reality, traveling to unknown places and walking around unknown places is like opening up a new map in an online game. Go to places you've never been before.

Social news, explanations of certain events, other people's lives and feelings, daily trivial things, etc., are actually different than yourself, different lives and different world countries, some things and some things are enough to move you. It's not just books, novels, and animated TV that the real-world news is constantly happening in an incredibly large world, and today, it's just beginning to really know and accept the world, rather than devoting it all to the hobby.

When my father died, I deeply felt what is a relative, what is a neighbor, what is a village, what is a family, and the care and visits of others make my heart warm, we are from the same ancestor, from the same place, or living together in other neighborhoods, caring for each other, connecting with each other, comforting each other, helping each other, seemingly ordinary things, for the heart in pain, like a ray of light in the dark night, a pile of warm firewood in the cold winter and rainy night.

This year, I visited my grandmother who was sick in the village with my mother and sat down

When I was roasting in front of the firewood, I heard an adult who was a friend of my father say that graduate students are different from ordinary students of knowledge, that is, they invent new things, or discover existing laws or things that are not recognized by contemporary people, and both of them are very valuable to society. I suddenly felt extremely ashamed in my heart, it turned out that graduate students were so noble!

1. Life Online, online life, so I am still healthy and healthy, and I may pass away at any time, so I never leave regrets, to achieve such an effect, even if I want to leave this world the next moment, I don't have any nostalgia or regrets. For example, the blog that should be published should be published, and the blog that should not be published is like a ferret, with the truth and deep in the heart, and it is enough for the other party to be happy.

2, ao bo ao dou nang mie ,a ji guai ji luo, ya nin a re ,a re ge ne nang si ga sa nong diu ka, jiu lai sa yi niao diu, people in this world, when they wake up, they are in another life, and the things of the previous life are all forgotten, and no one in the previous life knows anyone.

———— people in the village

3. (Heavy) Dad used to have a shift of 8h, two shifts, equivalent to working 24h a day for 16 hours, the working environment was poor, there was a lot of dust, the air was dry and hot, and my mother did a lot, just to let me go to school and study for a breath. So I have to work harder than them, not to say more than 16 hours, at least a lot more than the ordinary local situation, such as getting up ten minutes earlier than my roommate, currently tentative, finish a project and then do the next, for the sake of money instead of graduation, put the computer in the laboratory, take it back to the dormitory on Sunday afternoon to watch animation, and only do things with the highest standard of reality in the laboratory,

Go back to sleep at noon, go straight up after dinner in the evening (or take a walk on the playground), and then go to the lab without sleeping.

4. Fortune telling and accident forecasting are very accurate, when I was a child when I was almost hit by a car on the road to the village, my mother saw several forecasts, when I was working in the vegetable field, for no reason, a tree on the side suddenly fell down by the roots, in addition, the grass cut for the cow to eat was put in the house for half a day and grew a lot of mushrooms, my father picked up 285 yuan before he died, and went to the house to count it to the people next door, my mother went back and said that he, picking up money is not a good thing, why can't people see you see, I give others 20, Others thought it was 100 to find a lot, but a week before I died, one of my heels and toes stepped on the other heel and peeled, my brother didn't sleep well for two months before my father died, and his grades dropped a little this semester, the day before he died, his parents went to buy pork, gave money to let others help cut pork, and on the way back to the premises, my mother said, "Today, we buy meat, if others don't lose us two catties, just bought 3 catties and 6 taels", Dad jokingly said, "If you are so good at death, you will die first,", Mom counted a few times to him, No matter how you count it, it's 3 and 6 taels, which is the weight of the dead that we have a custom on our side. My mother used to go to fortune telling, and once others didn't collect money, saying that you can only have 1 or 3 sons, and my mother said that it was just right, one was me, one was a "phoenix", and one was a younger brother Jianyun. What I understand means that the second one may have had an accident or was given away, and I have no memory of the closer separation, and the two have not been born after that, (this sentence guesses, does not ask about the situation)

5. It is precisely because of the online life that I should communicate more with the people around me and say hello to the people in the village, except for Wang and Xia are self-proclaimed brothers from afar, the surnames are collectively referred to as uncles, uncles, aunts, grandfathers, grandmothers, and other surnames in the village are collectively referred to as uncles, aunts, and grandfathers, to understand them more, the people in their own village, the Xia family in the village, rely on each other, they all come to help me when my family is in difficulty, in addition to relatives, there are many people in the village to visit and comfort, when I was about to be buried, my grandfather told me to kneel down and say thank you to the villagers(jiu e jiu rang) to help take my dad to the place. Someone in the village said, ( zheng sou nang) should be. Find out more about what your family is doing, how a series of relatives are doing, how people in the village are doing, what major events or rumors are happening, and watch the news. Find out what is happening in the country. Some of these things are more touching than animations and books, there are more emotions in them, rather than simply knowing that something happened in a certain place, in addition, you and the people in the village are one, you are better, others are better, people are interconnected, everyone is an essential part of it. A relative, a relative's relative, a relative, 1 even N.