She deliberately didn't recall those painful memories of the past, and she didn't have amnesia, how could she even forget her home?

"What do you mean?" Lu Yao lowered his eyes, and his face sank.

"Let's go up and have a look." He took her hand and held it tightly in his hand

He knew what she was feeling in her heart, but he didn't care, he thought that if she looked up to her, she would understand what he meant to her.

But Lu Yao shook off his hand indifferently and sneered at him: "This place has nothing to do with me anymore." ”

"It's not that it doesn't matter, I've ......"

"Ten years ago, I mortgaged the house to the bank, used the money to buy a tomb for Lu Yun, and ran away with the rest of the money." In fact, there was still some money she hadn't spent on herself, but she knew that it was pointless to mention it now.

"I know," he gripped her hand again, rubbing the protrusion on her wrist with the tip of his thumb, "Now I bought it back, it's still our home, Yao, and when we get married, we can move back in, after all, this is our home." ”

He had lived in this building since he was thirteen years old, under the same roof as her, and those six years had been the most precious thing in his life.

All the hatred and almost life separation later, like a pair of black hands hiding in the shadows and not seeing, forcefully pushed him into a whirlpool called "Lu Yao", so that he could not extricate himself from it without any struggle.

And now, he wants to love her, love her, take care of her, and want to slowly uncover her layers of complicated hearts like tearing the packaging of the candy he loved at the beginning.

Good things should last for a long time, so why can't he get them again? So he forced her to stay and stay by his side, he believed that as long as Lu Yao was willing, they would definitely be able to be like in the past.

So this time, he told himself that he must never let go of her hand again!

"Remember this?" Lu Junfeng carefully placed something in Lu Yao's palm, and his eyes looked at her expectantly.

Lu Yao looked down at the cold thing in her palm, it was a string of silver keys, but it had been worn out to reveal the patina inside, and her eyes gradually became a little nostalgic.

Lu Yao remembered that once she lost the key to her home, she couldn't even enter the door at the bottom of the building without the key, she went to the hospital to find Lu Yun, but Lu Yun was not there, and on the way home, she was poured cold by the downpour.

Lu Junfeng, who had cram classes in the school, came home late, and when he was about to walk to the bottom of the building, he saw Lu Yao, who was soaked from head to toe, sitting on the steps below the floor to avoid the rain, and he still had the strength to sneer at him after seeing him.

Lu Junfeng wanted to give Lu Yao the key in his hand, but Lu Yao didn't ask for it, but since that day, Lu Yao has never been able to enter the house, because Lu Junfeng will always go home before her.

As long as she knocks on the door, he will appear behind the door, and she has never matched the key that Lu Yao lost.

Later, when he left, he left the key on the shoe cabinet by the door.

Lu Yao seems to understand why Dr. Lu, who has a good income, lives in an old community that doesn't even have an elevator, because he bought the house they used to live in.

This community is located in the prime area of S City, open the window to see the S City that divides the city into the east and west banks of the "Mother River", here at that time was already the most expensive landscape gold real estate, even after ten years, with its geographical location and the surrounding subway and municipal projects that are being renovated, its unit price is definitely in the forefront of the real estate in S City.

And this was once her home.

Yes, everyone has their own home, and she used to have it, although her mother was too strong, Lu Yun was too nagging, and Lu Junfeng, a silly boy who was bullied by her but still circled around her.

Even if these people left her one by one, she still stubbornly waited for that "home", no matter what they said and scolded her, she didn't care, as long as she could return to this former home every night, she could fall asleep with tears.

It's just a pity...... In the end, even this little harbor no longer belonged to her.

Lu Yao felt that in fact, if there was an end to the pain, she was willing to wait, willing to wait until the lights were bright and wait for the day when he returned to her!

However, ten years ago, she couldn't wait, so she chose to leave.

"Ah Yao, you know that I love you, I have always loved you, from the first time I saw you, I knew that I could only love you in my life. When I was a child, I always thought, you are so good, what should I take to match you? Maybe you don't believe me, but I still don't think I'm worthy of you......"

Lu Yao, who was holding the cold key in his hand, raised his head and asked him, "Don't you hate me?" Don't you hate our family? ”

"I don't care."

"Don't care?" Lu Yao sneered, "It seems that I have to thank you for not caring, but I'm sorry, I care." ”

"Ah Yao, you know very well that you love me." Lu Junfeng subconsciously didn't want to talk to Lu Yao about this matter, an old incident that caused them to be separated for ten years.

"Yes, yes, even if I love you, but so what? Is that why you are imprisoning me? Lu Yao shook his eyes and took a big breath.

Lu Junfeng was originally prepared for her to resist and deny it, but unexpectedly heard her admit it in person!

"It's not." Lu Junfeng pinched her chin and forced her to look at herself, he didn't like her to roll her eyes all the time, the girl's family seemed to have no "tutor", and her "tutor" was taught by him.

"What are you doing all this for?"

"Ah Yao, I want to give you a home."

"A home? Then you can consider me my godsister...... No, you can't be a godsister. Lu Yao suddenly reacted, the two of them had been in the hotel bed all day today, and now they suddenly said that they were their brother and sister, didn't they dig a hole for themselves again!

She quietly raised her eyes to observe Lu Junfeng's eyes, and almost wanted to bite off her tongue just by looking at it!

Really...... This well-dressed beast!

"Wait!" Lu Yao pressed against his face and said, "Can you tell me why you have to marry me?" I mean the piece of paper in the legal sense. ”

Lu Junfeng just wanted to unbuckle her seat belt just now, the car had been turned off for so long, didn't she feel uncomfortable? But what is her expression now? Did he think he wanted to do something to her in the car?

Doctor Lu, who was labeled as a "well-dressed beast", swept the corner of his eyes across the spacious back seat of the car, and the corners of his mouth were raised.

Well...... It does feel like it's going to be fun.

Lu Junfeng's Adam's apple rolled up and down silently, and he tried his best to unfasten the seat belt for her as calmly as possible, "Of course I want more than just a piece of paper, but if I ask you for it, are you willing to give it?" ”

After saying the last word, he reached out and wrapped her in his arms.

Lu Junfeng's body did not have the woody fragrance of Tang Fei's courteous young master, only a trace of the smell of fresh detergent that could only be captured by smelling hard.

Lu Yao said in a sullen voice: "Didn't you give it all......"

He hugged her tighter, and couldn't help but drop a fine kiss on her ear, "That's not all, I want more than that." ”

Greed is not enough to swallow an elephant.

From wanting to be treated differently by her, to hoping that she only sees herself, wants her to love him, and wants to get her person, and finally in the end, what he wants most is a heart that has been cut out and handed to him without hesitation, but he has trampled on it fiercely.

But he no longer had the confidence to regain that heart, so he desperately needed a sense of security, even if he understood that it was all falsehood.

Of course, he knew better than anyone else that such a thin piece of paper had no meaning, and he also knew that the circle of silver-white metal on her left ring finger had no magic power to keep her around, but he had no way, but if there was the slightest way, he would not deceive himself into using these things to seek peace of mind in his heart.

"If you don't have me, you are still a well-mixed doctor in the Sixth Hospital, you don't like Pan Jiajia's pretentious eldest lady, you can find a kind and simple girl without scheming. When you get home tired and tired, someone will cook a bowl of noodles for you, and when you don't work overtime in the evening, you can pick her up from work and go to the movies together, or find a weekend to drive to the surrounding mountains for a leisurely weekend. When you have children, you'll be busy, and your twenty experts may not be enough to add a few more...... You will be a good husband and father, and when the child is older and you are old, you can tell him......"

"Tell him that if you meet a girl when you are ten years old, if she is different from anyone else in the world in your eyes, then loving her is the most important thing in your life." He spoke to her and solemnly placed a kiss on the center of "his girl's" eyebrows.

"Ah Yao, you don't have to try to convince me, you understand me, and no one can change what I believe. Whether you love me or hate me, whether you have me in your heart or not, or ...... You married me just to perfunctory me, so that I could leave me, I don't care. If you have to find a reason, you still hate you when I am, you still owe me, only by staying with me can I atone for your sins, this is what you owe me, it is your Lu family that owes me, you must pay me back. ”

Lu Yao always thought that she had more eyes than anyone else, and always thought that she could see something from your eyes at a glance, but she didn't guard herself when she saw through others, and her attitude towards spying on other people's secrets also exposed her thoughts.

She suddenly softened her posture, took the initiative to seduce herself, and guided her thoughts step by step, which was nothing more than relaxing her vigilance, did she want to take the opportunity to get her passport back or did she want to reduce some of her excessive obsession with her by "giving and taking"?

Her ideas are very good, and the direction is also correct, and he enjoys the various ways and methods adopted for this purpose, but she always looks at the surface of problems, she is too eager for quick success, in fact, as long as she is willing to take a little time to look at his heart, she will understand that no matter what she does, it is impossible to shake him.

Lu Yao was noncommittal, she knew that it was useless for her to make a fuss, and it was just a shame to tell the truth and reason, she returned the key in her hand to Lu Junfeng, for a reason: "The key is kept by you as before, I'm afraid that I will lose it." ”

"Okay." He put away the keys and was about to get out of the car, but Lu Yao pulled his sleeve.

Lu Yao snorted, "Let's come back next time." ”

Lu Yao felt that maybe one day, Lu Junfeng would understand that in this world, there are always some places that cannot be reached, people who cannot be approached, things that cannot be accomplished, feelings that cannot be possessed, and defects that cannot be repaired.