194 Men don't flick when they have tears
Mr. Anthony only stayed in Yancheng for three days, so tomorrow is the heaviest day for Gu Tingshen, he wants to take Mr. Anthony to visit Gu's, and also have a special meeting with Mr. Anthony on this cooperation to discuss, and answer every question raised by Mr. Anthony in detail, and strive to impress Mr. Anthony, and strive to make Mr. Anthony decide on the spot that the object of this cooperation is Gu's, and he will not even give other competitors a chance.
So Su Qiao didn't think it was a good idea for him to look at the information and photos about Su Huaijin now, that would seriously distract him.
Because Su Qiao knew the kind of madness that he couldn't extricate himself from when he watched it all and wanted to watch it all, and even wanted to watch it again after reading it, looking over and over again until he saw that his eyes hurt.
Because Su Qiao has been studying abroad since giving birth to Su Huaijin, except for being able to come back to get along with Su Huaijin during the holidays, most of the rest of the time relies on video calls to relieve his longing for Su Huaijin.
And Zhou Mian is a very delicate girl, knowing that she feels sorry and regretful for not being able to accompany Su Huaijin to grow up, so she will use her mobile phone to record many images of Su Huaijin almost every day, so that Su Qiao can take a look when she has time, make up for some regrets, and relieve some thoughts.
And every time Zhou Mian copied the video and photos to Su Qiao, Su Qiao would see that he had forgotten the time.
After all, she only went back once in most of the year, and she didn't want to miss Su Huaijin's growth every day in the past half a year, so she watched it bit by bit.
And now if Gu Tingshen wants to see it, it is a video material that is about to be three years old, as well as various photos, including some photos of Su Qiao's pregnancy, Su Huaijin has also recorded the bits and pieces in her belly, patting her belly every once in a while, watching that little life grow up in her body day by day, until her belly is round.
It's a blissful and wonderful feeling.
Su Qiao can be sure that in the past three years, Gu Tingshen will not be able to watch Su Huaijin's videos for a while and a half, and it will feel even more uncomfortable to see half of them, so he might as well wait for Mr. Anthony and them to leave and then find time to watch them.
Gu Tingshen didn't listen to her advice,
"It's okay, I'll just watch it for a while."
Su Qiao had no choice but to find his own USB flash drive and give it to Gu Tingshen.
After Gu Tingshen took the USB flash drive, he raised his hand to take her into his arms, kissed her forehead lightly, and whispered,
"It's not early, you go to sleep first."
Then the person took the USB flash drive to the study, and Su Qiao stood there looking at his figure and sighed slightly.
She didn't know what she was feeling, and she wanted him to see the images but she didn't want him to see them.
The reason why I hope is because he can make up for the regret of not being able to be by Su Huaijin's side by watching those images like her, and he doesn't want him to watch it because he will inevitably be sad when he sees this, and he will regret not being by Su Huaijin's side even more.
After washing, Su Qiao finally went to the study, and when she went in, Gu Tingshen didn't notice it, and she was watching attentively and devotedly.
Su Qiao walked over and persuaded the attentive person who was watching,
"It's not early, let's go to bed first."
Gu Tingshen noticed her arrival at this time, and when he raised his eyes to look at her, Su Qiao saw that his eyes were a little red, and he couldn't help but stare at him a few more times, he wouldn't be ...... Crying, right?
Su Qiao only knew that when she watched these images, she cried once and again, crying uncomfortably, crying with self-blame, and crying with regret.
It's just that don't they all say that men don't flick when they have tears? Su Qiao didn't expect Gu Tingshen to shed tears, especially because Gu Tingshen was still such a cold and rational man.
Gu Tingshen raised his hand to hug Su Qiao's waist and pulled her to his lap to sit, his tone was very painful,
"Su Qiao, should I be happy that you secretly gave birth to a son for me, or should I scold you for being so stupid when the little girl is so young?"
If Gu Tingshen was not sure how deep Su Qiao's affection was for him before this, then after knowing Su Huaijin's existence, after briefly looking at some photos of her pregnancy, he could finally be sure that this woman named Su Qiao had a deep affection for him.
If Su Qiao is the kind of woman who is mercenary, then Gu Tingshen can also speculate whether she wants to use this child to get something when she gives birth to a child for him.
But she secretly gave birth to a child for three years and didn't let him know, if Liang Cheng hadn't made this fuss, he might still be kept in the dark, she didn't use this child to get something from him from the Gu family, she didn't want his money, she didn't want his power, she didn't love him, what else could it be?
When he saw her belly growing in the photo, he couldn't help but redden.
The girl in the photo is clean and delicate all the time, if you don't look at her belly, no one will think she is a pregnant woman.
For a long time, Gu Tingshen didn't dare to continue to look at it, because he was afraid that he would not be able to control his emotions, and he was afraid that he would be distressed to the point where he could not bear it.
Pregnancy was originally a time when a woman needed a man's company the most, but she chose to bear it alone, and at her age like that.
Gu Ting Shenguang thought of this, so he sadly pinched his hands into his palms, and used this way to relieve his negative emotions that were about to burst.
And because of this, he watched very slowly, just after reading the photos of her pregnancy, and saw a few photos of Su Huaijin when she was born, as well as the picture of her lying on the delivery bed holding the newborn baby and kissing lightly, the guilt in his heart surged and almost devoured him.
Although it was her own choice to give birth to this child, he was the culprit who caused her to suffer all this.
Su Qiao was held in his arms, and he could feel his heavy mood at this time, so he wanted to relieve his mood, so he said with a smile,
"I gave birth to a son and you still have to be scolded? How can there be a man like you, it's so sad. ”
Gu Tingshen could hear the joke in her words, and understood that she wanted to relieve her mood, so she pulled down her face and kissed her lips hard, and just held her face and kissed her around like that.
After the kiss ended, it was Gu Tingshen who asked Su Qiao to go back to the bedroom to rest first, and he said that he would watch it for a while.
Su Qiao didn't force him anymore, and went back to the bedroom to sleep first.
She was actually exhausted after tossing all day today, and Su Huaijin had an accident in the morning, and her emotions were sad and joyful, but she was actually very sad. In addition, after entertaining Anthony and his wife at night, Su Qiao was close to his limit both physically and mentally, and fell asleep as soon as his body touched the bed.
Su Qiao slept until dawn, and when he opened his eyes, there was the sound of water in the bathroom connected to the bedroom, it should be Gu Tingshen who got up early and was washing.
However, when Su Qiao was bricking, she found that the bed beside her had no traces of being slept on, this discovery made her sit up from the bed in shock, don't tell her that Gu Tingshen didn't sleep all night last night!
After realizing this, Su Qiao hurriedly got dressed and got out of bed and rushed to the study, and then saw that the computer in the study had been turned off, but the ashtray on the table was already full of cigarette butts, and there was a coffee cup next to the computer.
Su Qiao stood there in a daze, completely unaware of what kind of feeling was in his heart.
I felt sorry for Gu Tingshen who didn't sleep all night watching those images about Su Huaijin, and was angry that he didn't take care of his body like this.
These two emotions intertwined, and she returned to the bedroom in a daze.
Gu Tingshen just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, wrapped in a black bathrobe, with a high-quality texture and a strong black color, which made the man at this time sexy and charming.
Su Qiao raised his eyes to look at him, although he hadn't slept all night, he looked no different from usual after taking a bath.
Only when you look at the past carefully, will you find the hidden red blood under his eyes, which faintly reveals his exhaustion.
Su Qiao asked him in an astringent voice,
"You didn't sleep last night?"
"Hmmm......"
Gu Tingshen responded to her sentence and walked to the dressing room next to her,
"I couldn't stop watching, and when I realized that I was sleepy, it was already four o'clock, and I drank a cup of coffee and was refreshed, so I continued to watch."
Those video materials about Su Huaijin, Gu Tingshen couldn't stop watching them at all, he wanted to watch more after watching a little, and he couldn't wait to know Su Huaijin's growth in the past few years, and he didn't want to stop in his heart, so he blindly let himself watch it.
Su Qiao scolded him angrily,
"Gu Tingshen, do you know that you have to be busy all day today!"
"I know, it's okay, when I used to rush to the project, I stayed up all night for several nights."
Gu Tingshen's answer was very casual, Su Qiao gritted his teeth and scolded him unceremoniously,
"You also said that it was before, do you think you are still a young and strong young man now? Do you think you can stay up all night with the energy you have? ”
Su Qiao was really angry, seeing the red bloodshot in his eyes, Su Qiao couldn't tell the distress.
Gu Tingshenren was already in the dressing room, and was taking off the bathrobe on his body to change clothes, when he heard this, he looked back at her and laughed lowly,
"You don't know how my physical strength is?"
It's all like this, he is still in the mood to drive, Su Qiao angrily threw him a sentence,
"I don't bother to care about you!"
Then he turned and walked out of the locker room, accompanied by a sliding door that was vigorously slammed shut.
Gu Tingshen shook his head helplessly, and began to dress instead.
Gu Tingshen knew that Su Qiao also felt sorry for his body, and he didn't want Su Qiao to be angry, but he couldn't control himself from watching those videos and photos, he was eager to integrate into Su Huaijin's life, and he desperately wanted to see his son more.
Although Gu Tingshen was very eager to have a child with Su Qiao before, he also thought that he was capable of being a good father, but after he really became a father, he suddenly found that he had no idea where to start, and he didn't know how to be a father, and he had no experience in communicating with children at all.