Chen Jingling went to the liberal arts class in her sophomore year of high school, she didn't plan to come, but the class leader said that Ye Tongtong was here, and she had to come to cheer for her, and Yemei was also there, so it was difficult to resist the enthusiasm, so she came.

Chen Jingling is in a good state of mind, and it seems that she is still in a better mood to stay at her parents' house.

It's just that they are in the same class in high school, and they have been separated since the second year of high school, and Chen Jingling is not particularly familiar with everyone, so she sits quietly.

But when everyone ridiculed Yemei for being a leftover girl, she couldn't help but interject.

"Yemei is not afraid of leftovers, she is not called the leftovers, but the victory of victory, I really want to fall in love and get married, I can do it at any time."

"Yes, it's better to marry later, there is room for choice, your own conditions are good, you can live your life however you want, but we, once we get married and have children, we don't have the opportunity and momentum to go out......"

"Where do you work?"

"I'm just doing odd jobs......"

"I'm a housewife, and no one cares about my two children......" The girl who said this always felt that something was missing, and her expression was gloomy.

"Me too...... Even though I only gave birth to one, I had to quit my job and take care of the children at home......"

"Chen Jingling, I remember that you wrote very well in your essays back then, and I often heard your newsletter at the sports meeting...... Your drawings are also the best in our class, do you still paint? Chen Jingling's tablemate asked coldly.

"Ah, no, I'm now a child slave at home, serving a child sentence." Chen Jingling tried her best to say sad things in a mocking tone.

"Oh, Chen Jingling, your analogy is too apt! is indeed serving a child's sentence, and almost twenty-four children's hearts are tied to the child, and they can't sleep well. ”

"It's a fitting metaphor...... Me too, I feel like I don't have a life of my own after having a baby. ”

As soon as the topic was opened, the girls began to talk about children.

Chen Jingling avoided the topic and walked out of the classroom......

She didn't want to talk about this, because that was her sore spot, and as soon as she talked about it, she would be full of resentment towards Ye Tongtong. This is not good, she doesn't want to embarrass Ye Tongtong in front of her classmates, and she doesn't want her classmates to look down on her.

Yemei couldn't interject, she wasn't married yet, although she could imagine those hectic scenes, but she could only echo it, it would be tasteless. Therefore, when she saw Chen Jingling walking out of the classroom, she also walked out.

"Our hometown is very beautiful, living here, if you can get a salary in a big city, it is really heaven." Yemei said as she looked at the playground.

"yes...... It's better to be home. Chen Jingling nodded, she was telling the truth, the days in Wenzhou were painful to recall, and only at home were warm.

They were sighing when Chen Jingling's tablemate Xiao Su appeared behind them coldly.

"Yemei, I really envy you......"

"What's wrong?"

"Actually, I don't really want to tell my story......"

"Hey......"

"You are free to choose not to marry, but I ...... Do you know? Now, people around my hometown say I'm mentally ill. Yes, my mom does have intermittent psychosis, which is seasonal. But that doesn't mean I have it too

！ My sister is younger than me, she didn't graduate from high school and gave birth to a son at the age of nineteen...... And I'm still not in love. Do you know? I was taken to the hospital by my father as mentally ill and ......"

"Ah...... Oh my God, how can this be? ”

"They all said that I had always refused to fall in love because I must have a psychological problem, and then they sarcastically mocked me and ridiculed me......"

"So you're labeled mentally ill?"

"Yes, you can't imagine it, can you? But that's how they treated me! They think it's a heinous thing for me not to get married. Well, since it is said that I am mentally ill, then I will cater to them, and I say yes, I am sick, and I am sick so I can't get married, in case I have another child who is also sick, isn't it a sin? After I scolded my father like this, he was afraid again, and he was afraid that I would really not marry for the rest of my life. Then he hurriedly told someone that he had misunderstood the handover, and that I was not sick...... Hehe......"

"Now ......"

"Now he regrets dying, as long as he mentions marriage, I will say that I am sick, and he is scared to death......"

"But that's not the way to go."

"I hate him, I won't tell you, I've been holding these words in my heart for a long time...... I've been trying to find someone to spit it out for a long time. The days when my dad was forced into a mental hospital were hell on earth! I even had the urge to write about those experiences in a book, but unfortunately my writing was too poor. ”

"Is this true? It's magical! Chen Jingling didn't expect that there would be classmates who were even worse than herself.

"Of course it's true, I thought the doctors couldn't take me in because I wasn't sick! Who knew that the doctor didn't check anything, so he believed what my dad said and directly arranged for me to be hospitalized! He didn't listen to me, they thought I was wrong with anything I said, and they called me paranoid...... They think how could their biological father harm his daughter! ”

"Where's your mother? What did she think? ”

"My mother? Hey, don't mention it, if I want to live like her, I'd rather be celibate for the rest of my life. ”

"What's wrong?"

"My dad doesn't treat my mother as a person, he beats him when he gets angry, and he also says that women are iron plates, and they can't be like if they don't hammer. Every time I see my mom being beaten, I hate to come forward and knock my dad down, I have hinted to my mom many times, you are mentally ill, murder is not illegal, you can fight back, even if you cut my dad with a knife, you don't have to bear legal responsibility. But my mom would rather cry by herself and be bullied by my dad...... She's a slave...... We were beaten as children, but we would run away. Now my dad doesn't dare to beat me, because I have said cruel things to him, saying that he sent me to a mental hospital, I have a medical record, and it is not a crime for me to kill him, so he coaxed me. He didn't dare to beat my sister anymore, thinking that my sister was from someone else's family, so he couldn't help it. It's really old feudal! ”

"Your sister got married early, maybe also to get rid of your father." Chen Jingling sighed.

But in the end, she was not free from the man's mercy, and she jumped from one fire pit to another. My dad didn't dare to beat her anymore and treated her as another man's private property. But her husband beats ah...... Her mother-in-law will scold...... Those days were no better than my mother's! I also hinted at my sister to let her

Pretending to be crazy, if you are crazy, you will fight back with a knife, and it is not illegal to cut them...... But my sister didn't dare, for fear that if she pretended to be crazy, she would be regarded as crazy forever like me. ”

"Your story sounds so magical to me......"

"Yes, I also think that your sister's living environment is like this, giving birth to a baby early, not only harming herself but also harming the baby."

"Yes, I look at her son pitifully. My sister only looks like a person when she goes back to her parents' house, because my parents think she is glorious, and she gave birth to a son who will inherit the lineage, how honorable! However, she is a slave in her in-law's house! No, now I have a big belly again, and I'm going to have a second child...... It's really not enough to pit one, but also two. ”

"She's pregnant again?"

"yes, the scar is good, and the pain is forgotten. Her husband is an only child and can have another one, so her in-laws urged her to give birth early...... I don't know when she's going to be able to live a life of ease, I feel like she's cocooning herself, and the more she is bound, the tighter she gets. ”

"Then does it affect your dad if you teach?"

"He forcibly sent me there during the summer vacation, he was very cunning, and we had an argument when we took my mother to the doctor, and my mother got sick in the spring, and he took my mother to the doctor in the summer, purely for people to see. We had a fight halfway through, and he forced me to go on a blind date or something, and asked me to marry the son of one of his friends, how good could his friend be? Not a raccoon dog yet? How could I possibly agree? So, in a fit of rage, he called 120, and before I could react, I was inexplicably sent to a psychiatric hospital. I was naïve, I was thinking, I was not sick, and the doctors could not have fooled me for a psychopath...... Alas, who knows, the doctors didn't listen to me at all, they felt that there was something wrong with what I said, the point was that my mother really went there to see a doctor, and they thought that I should have inherited my mother's disease...... It was locked up for two weeks before it was released. Our village is so remote, and no one has ever been there, I am far away from home now, and my father is now afraid that I will break the jar, so he wipes his ass everywhere and refutes rumors everywhere, but it doesn't matter what. ”

"I was terrified when I heard it...... Ye Mei thought of Chen Jingling, she was fine, at least she was not sent directly to a psychiatric hospital, but only in the psychiatric department of a big hospital.

"yes...... It's incredible. Chen Jingling didn't say anything anymore, she didn't dare to tell people that she had depression, she wasn't as brave as Xiao Su.

"I dare to tell you these words because Yemei is not married...... Really, when I knew that Yemei was not married and mixed well, I let go, and the whole person was happy. Do you think it's strange too? I was silent when I was studying, why did I suddenly seem to be a different person this time? Yes, when I was studying, I didn't dare to socialize with people, I was afraid that people would know about my family situation, and I was afraid that people would make fun of me for having a mentally ill mother......"

was chatting, Xiao Han also came out, Xiao Han talked very little when he was studying, less than Xiao Su.

"What are you talking about?"

"Ah, nothing? Why did you come out too? ”

"Hey, they're talking about diapers, I don't have a topic, I'm stupid to see them talking boring."

"Haha, are the three of us single in our class?"

“

Yes, the male classmates coaxed me when they saw me, and they had to introduce me to someone...... Just now, a classmate said let's digest it internally...... Really, I'm not married, are you so excited? ”

"yes, why don't you get married?" Yemei laughed and teased.

"You're so right, I'm not married, but I didn't say I'm not in love, I've changed boyfriends several times...... It feels so good to be in love with different boys, and I can get excited and refreshed every day...... How is it possible to get married? Facing one person every day? That's not crazy. ”

"Ah, Xiao Han, you have changed so much, you weren't like this when you were a student......"

"At that time, I was innocent, I didn't dare, and now no one cares about me."

"You're really chic, are you really letting go?"

"My parents are also forced to get married, so I will analyze it to them, rich, there is no need to get married, because the baby born after marriage has to be surnamed by the man, and if there is a problem in the marriage, the child will die in the middle, so it is better to have a baby out of wedlock. If you are poor, you can't get married, and if you are poor all your life, how can you have any say if you marry into the other party's family? It's easy for the other party to treat me......"

(End of this chapter) ( Marriage is not going to be .com )