Chapter 109: No Shame
When Lu Junfeng leaned down towards her, Lu Yao subconsciously covered his mouth with both hands, and when he found that his target had changed from his mouth to his ears, he quickly stretched out his hand to cover his mouth!
Lu Yao's astonishing reaction speed made Lu Junfeng stunned.
She said quickly when he wanted to force it down again: "If you do this again, I will really shout for help!" ”
After the warning, Lu Yao looked at him for a long time and didn't react, and tentatively wanted to let go of his hand, but he didn't know what to think of and covered it again.
She looked like she didn't believe him, thinking that he would do anything to her after her warning.
Lu Junfeng felt that Lu Yao's shy and nervous appearance at the moment was very funny, he broke her hand covering his mouth and held it in his palm, and a smile came up on his lips: "Ah Yao, if I really want to do something to you, do you think you can stop it?" ”
Lu Yao wanted to defend himself, but when he thought about it, he was indeed weak.
She couldn't let Fang Yuan find out that the two of them were together, and she couldn't fight him with her own strength, just like Lu Yao had fantasized about countless times before, if Lu Junfeng pounced on her, she really couldn't escape the only way to be slaughtered.
Wait a minute...... She suddenly realized why she had fantasized about that kind of thing "countless times" in the past?!
Lu Yao gathered his mind and asked him, "What do you want to do to me?" ”
Her knowingly questioning and seemingly shameless words made him speechless for a while, and his face suddenly appeared shy.
Lu Yao secretly rejoiced in her heart, she guessed correctly, Lu Junfeng is now putting on a rampant look of "Lu Yao, I trampled you under my feet, and you are now at my mercy", in fact, he is just bluffing, he is not necessarily calmer than her, he is just relying on her to be a woman, naturally weak and shy, and once she dominates the position, this person is afraid that he will be embarrassed to death.
Lu Yao felt the fun of teasing this person, and the panic and fear in her heart were all gone, she supported her upper body with the elbow of her other hand that was not controlled by Lu Junfeng, raised her chin slightly, and her eyes were just in line with his eyes.
Lu Yao had a smile in his eyes: "You ...... just now What exactly do you want to do to me? You tell me, I'll see if I can cooperate with you. ”
Lu Junfeng unconsciously stepped back, widening the distance between him and Lu Yao, as if Lu Yao had become some kind of flood beast and wanted to swallow him.
He frowned slightly: "Ah Yao, why are you so shameless?" ”
Lu Yao was not angry, and pretended to be surprised: "'Shameless'? Do you mean that if I cooperate, you're doing something shameless? ”
Lu Yao took Lu Junfeng to the ditch word by word.
Lu Junfeng's annoyance and anger at this time made her enjoy it very much, and even the grievances of being pressed and beaten by him these days disappeared.
She seemed to be addicted to playing, and even stretched out her fingers to pick up his chin, and said in a pretended frivolous tone: "Ah Feng, why are you blushing?" Is there something uncomfortable? Do you have the same skin allergies as me? Do you want to take off your clothes and I'll put some ointment on you? ”
After saying that, she couldn't help but laugh out loud.
Lu Junfeng also laughed with her, but his smile was completely different from Lu Yao's, and what was revealed in his eyes was a dark and gloomy turbulent storm!
When Lu Yao noticed that something was wrong, the long hair scattered on the sheet had been wrapped around his fingers, and it quickly wrapped around his fingertips again and again, and then pulled it a little harder, and Lu Yao was pulled so hard that he couldn't even bear to lean back with his entire upper body.
At this time, Lu Junfeng had already straddled Lu Yao.
He straightened up, imposing, and stared at her from top to bottom.
Lu Yao was forced to lose a lot of time in momentum, and he didn't understand what he wanted to do to himself next, so he looked panicked and scared.
Lu Junfeng once again took control of the initiative, he enjoyed Lu Yao's flustered and helpless expression, and a playful smile pulled up at the corner of his mouth: "Apply ointment?" Okay, then don't waste it......"
After saying that, he put his whole face on Lu Yao's face, and then the exposed skin on his neck and the collar of his pajamas, and he kept rubbing his face against her exposed skin outside his pajamas.
Lu Yao couldn't make much movement while hiding to attract Fang Yuan's attention again, the whole person was subject to Lu Junfeng's control, and in the end, she was exhausted and spread out on the bed, as if she could no longer resist his "invasion".
"Ah Yao......" The tip of Lu Junfeng's nose gently brushed her neck, teasing her all over, and he took this opportunity to say to her in a commanding tone, "Say you don't like Tang Fei." ”
Lu Yao was really afraid of him, so he had to be kind and said, "I...... I don't like it...... Tang Fei. ”
He took advantage of the victory to pursue: "It's not for him to say that you want to go abroad." ”
"I'm going abroad...... No...... For him. Lu Yao's whole body was already weak, and his head was about to stop thinking, so she would say whatever Lu Junfeng asked her to say, and she was very well-behaved.
He was satisfied with her softness and docility at the moment, so he intensified his demagogy in her ear: "Say...... Are you willing to do it for me...... Remain. ”
But this time it was unexpected, Lu Yao never let go of this sentence.
This made his heart begin to be uneasy, and when he spoke again, he had changed from a commanding tone to a pleading or even pleading: "Ah Yao, say that if you don't go abroad for me, you will stay and stay by my side, okay?" ”
"Ah Feng, don't be like this."
Lu Yao reached out against his chest and pushed him away from him.
"What's wrong with me?" The light in his eyes gradually dimmed, "You said you don't like him, and you won't go abroad for him, Ah Yao, I know you like me, I know if you don't say it!" Since you like me, why can't you stay for me? We went to middle school together, we went to high school together, why can't we go to college together again? When we graduate from college, we will find two companies close to each other to work, and we can go out and go home together, and we can be together forever! ”
After listening to his words, the shyness and emotion on Lu Yao's face just now faded away for a while.
Her tone was cold: "You have been testing whether I like Tang Fei, and you have been trying to instill in me the idea that I should not want to study abroad in order to like him, I actually think that what you said is not wrong at all, I really shouldn't go out for him because of who I like." In that case, why do you think I'm going to stay for you because I like you? Don't you feel too selfish to make such a request of me! ”
"Ah Yao, I'm not trying to force you."
Lu Yao said earnestly: "Ah Feng, why don't you understand?" Whether we go to middle school, high school, or college together, we can't be together for the rest of our lives, and one day we will have our own lives. ”
Lu Junfeng looked at her in surprise, as if he couldn't believe what she said, he asked her in a deep voice: "So what is it that we have been together for so many years?" ”
"From the moment you came to my house, I told you that I couldn't ...... It's impossible to accept your ......."
He snapped her off, "You mean, you can play with me and let me touch you, but you're definitely not going to be with me, are you?" ”
"Don't say it so badly."
"Are you afraid that what you did yourself would be unpleasant?"
"Do I want this?" Lu Yao held back tears and retorted in a dumb voice, "It was you who were willing to come to my house at the beginning, but you didn't want to leave, and you obviously knew that I was ...... because of that incident It's never possible to accept you, why do you keep trying to provoke me over and over again! ”
Even if he didn't say it, she knew how hateful she was!
Every time she warned herself in her heart that she must not have messy thoughts about this person, she can hate him, hate him, ignore him, but never like him,
But in the end, even Xiao Meng could see that his words were insincere!
She wanted to refuse, but every time, every time she couldn't resist his deliberate approach again and again, his care and love for herself, his unreserved feelings, his whole person and whole heart, she didn't dare to take it but was not willing to lose it, what could she do?!
"You go back." Lu Junfeng turned his face away and stepped aside.
He didn't want to see the tears in Lu Yao's eyes, and he refused to accept all her accusations against him!
Lu Yao took a deep breath and stubbornly held back his tears.
"If I said that all your hatred for me is unfounded, and you have always hated the wrong person, if so, would you be willing to stay for me?" Reluctantly, he asked her again.
Lu Yao sat on the edge of the bed with his back to him and was silent.
Lu Yao felt that these ifs and assumptions were meaningless, and they couldn't change the obstacles in front of them at all.
She tried to talk about it several times, but finally decided to keep her mouth shut, there was no need for any explanation between them, she understood what he wanted for her, and he understood the reason why she would never accept him.
Lu Yao suddenly felt that the words Fang Yuan said to himself at that time, "Move forward with a load", were really a sentence.
She really has a feeling that she is burdened with an inescapable fate, she is burdened with the love and hate of two people, and she is overwhelmed by the weight of this thousand pounds.
Although it was Lu Junfeng who drove Lu Yao back, he followed Lu Yao to the door step by step.
Her hand was on the doorknob and she bowed her head: "I'm going back." ”
Lu Junfeng, who was standing behind her, suddenly hooked his slender fingers, picked the ends of her long hair that was floating because she turned around, and let it go with a touch.
He pressed his forehead against the back of Lu Yao's head, and he begged her in a low voice: "Ah Yao, don't go." ”
Lu Yao's footsteps paused gently.
But she didn't say anything, opened the door and walked out.
This night, Lu Yao slept very unsteadily, dreaming intermittently.
I dreamed that when I was a child, I went to learn piano with Yin Fangjie, she was lying on the bus, her chin resting on the cold railing, and her tilted head was just right to see the brooch in the shape of a moon flower on Yin Fangjie's chest, and the silver brooch reflected a bright light on the glass of the car window, and the light was so dazzling that she couldn't help but close her eyes.
When she opened her eyes, she found that the iron railing was gone, and she happened to hit the arm of a certain person, who was wearing a white school uniform, navy blue trousers, carrying a schoolbag on one shoulder, and the hand without a schoolbag was propped up in front of her seat.
She couldn't see the man's face clearly, but she saw that his black and white eyes were looking down at her, and those eyes seemed to contain a layer of bright water, and above this water, I don't know who set off a small firework, which instantly illuminated a place as far as the eye could see.
Just as she was surprised, a familiar breath lingered on the tip of her nose, and her lips seemed to be covered with something extremely soft......
A spirit, she opened her eyes and woke up.
In front of her eyes were the black and white eyes with sparkling water in her dream.
As soon as Lu Yao was about to open his mouth to speak, Lu Junfeng's lips pressed down again.