Chapter 38: Meeting 2
When Wen Zixuan saw Chu Ya inviting him, he was stunned for a moment, then nodded and walked into the house.
The furnishings and layout of the house are pretty good.
Wen Zixuan looked at the environment inside and praised it, "The layout here is still good, you will pick a place to stay." ”
"It's okay. Come, have some tea. ”
Chu Ya smiled knowingly, held a teacup in his hand and handed it over.
Wen Zixuan took the steaming teacup, and he suddenly asked, "Are you still in pain now?" ”
"Huh?"
Chu Ya was a little confused, and she didn't know what he meant by the pain.
And Wen Zixuan looked up at her, "Do you mind letting me see the scars on your thighs?" ”
He hadn't told her that he had seen many horrible stitches on the internet, and that every scar was horribly ugly.
Now, as long as he thought that she would be hurt like this, his heart was more distressed and indescribably bitter.
He wanted to be close to her, but she had always expressed his attitude and position to him, and in her heart, he was just a close friend, her junior brother, and her friend.
In the past year or so, the tone of her chat with him, from pessimistic at the beginning, to being able to appear alone to see him now, such progress really makes him very happy.
But what he was more afraid of was that she would have low self-esteem?
That's why he asked.
And after Chu Ya heard his question, she shook her head directly, "What's so beautiful about this scar?" ”
"Ya, you wear a prosthetic leg to go to dinner with me, and go to KTV, it's been a long time now, nearly more than six hours, didn't you say that when you are at home, every four hours, you have to take off your prosthetic limb, and then let the residual limb breathe to prevent skin allergies?"
Wen Zixuan looked at her and said seriously.
Chu Ya looked at him, saw that he was so persistent, and he didn't know what kind of mentality he had, so he actually took off his prosthetic leg directly in front of him.
When her stump was revealed, Wen Zixuan sat there, holding the cup of hot tea in both hands, unable to say a word for a long time.
He had seen her sound appearance, at this time she was disabled, although she had not changed, but when she took off her prosthetic leg, this visual shock would make him feel an unacceptable sense of despair.
He's an outsider, and he's still like that.
And what about her?
How long did it take for her to accept herself as she is?
If you have never had it, then there is not much loss. But after owning it, and then losing it, that sense of loss is definitely not a problem that can be solved in a few words.
Chu Ya sat on the bed, she also saw Wen Zixuan's attitude, but her face was indifferent, "Is it scared of you?" ”
"No, I just feel sorry for you."
Wen Zixuan hurriedly explained.
Chu Ya smiled knowingly, "I know you have liked me, but the way I am now, I will not come together with you." This time I will come to Foshan alone, and I want to tell you that you are the most unforgettable friend in my life, not to make you my other half. You, fit better! ”
"Chu Ya!"
Wen Zixuan's tone at this time was a little annoyed, he didn't understand why she could speak so bluntly that he couldn't see a glimmer of hope.
Chu Ya looked at him, "If you don't agree, we won't meet again from now on." ”
Her attitude became cold and resolute!
The last person to be defeated was Wen Zixuan.
He looked at her, held the undrunk tea in his hand and put it on the bedside table, he suddenly leaned over and kissed her forehead, his voice was a little hoarse, "Okay, then I will become your confidant and guard you for the rest of your life." ”
Hearing his words, Chu Ya's nose was slightly sour, and she raised a smile, "Hmm." ”
Guarding her for the rest of my life......
Sometimes, the promises made by people are just fleeting and quickly fade with time.
Wen Zixuan was still in the mood to stay by her side at this time, he got up and stared at her seriously, "I'll go back to the clouds first, and I'll come out the day after tomorrow." ”
"Okay, be careful all the way."
It's at least half an hour's drive back to his home from here.
So Chu Ya admonished, Wen Zixuan waved his hand, turned around and left the hotel.
As soon as he left with his front foot, Chu Ya was holding the quilt of the hotel, choking and crying in a low voice.
Wen Zixuan, others are really good.
If the boyfriend she chose was not Yan Xu, but Wen Zixuan, maybe today's ending would be different.
Now she still remembers that when she moved around Foshan, Wen Zixuan would come to the business hall for an interview, and she saw that the name of the school was written on his form, and he was actually in the same school as her, and he was one year younger than her.
At that time, he was tall, with the handsomeness and sunshine of a young man.
During his internship, he would always ask her what she had for breakfast every day and bring her breakfast.
can only say that Chu Ya at that time was very stupid about the touch of feelings, and she didn't feel that he was pursuing her at all.
It wasn't until tonight when she was in the cash box KTV that Xiaopang secretly talked to her when Wen Zixuan drank too much and went to the bathroom, and she knew that she had been moved by her as early as when he was an intern.
Chu Ya cried because she knew very well that she was really not worthy of Wen Zixuan at this moment, he was too good, and he really deserved a better girl.
And she doesn't even know where her future is.
Even what will become of my future self may be even more embarrassing than my current situation.
She knows her situation very well, she has no job, and her family background is not very good, to put it mildly, a person like her is a burden in the eyes of the man's parents!
Whose child, who doesn't love it in the palm of his hand?
Chu Ya used to be a manager in a bank, and the world is cold, no one has this obligation to be good to you. And the person who can really make himself live well still has to rely on himself.
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Following.
There was a drizzle in the sky, and when Chu Ya woke up, it was already past eleven o'clock in the afternoon.
Yesterday I sat in the car for a day, then just took a break in the afternoon, and then played until more than twelve o'clock in the morning.
In addition, after Wen Zixuan left, she thought wildly and cried for more than half an hour.
Her tears, unwilling to flow in front of others, were too uncomfortable, and she just wanted to heal her wounds alone.
At lunchtime, she ordered takeout and ate something casually, but her phone rang.
The person who called her mobile phone was a dead woman.
Dead girl, real name is Baoqi. She and Chu Ya are students of the same class and met when they were interning at China Telecom. Like-minded interests, so the two became good friends.
This time Chu Ya was disabled, she also accompanied Chu Ya all the time, and when Chu Ya walked out of the door of the hotel, she saw Bao Qi riding a motorcycle parked at the door.